One day five years ago, Su Guo cried all the way back to his school from Qin Yao's dormitory. The school for both of them is not far away, both in a university town, a ten-minute bike ride.

Su Guo couldn't care about his pitiful image of "he must have been dumped", and cried on the way back to school.

This trail is full of ginkgo biloba, clear yellow, and is most suitable for young couples to take a walk and have a tryst.

Not long ago, she also took Qin Yao here to walk a few laps, and Qin Yao said that it was really beautiful here.

Su Guo likes Qin Yao, who is standing under the apricot tree, demure and beautiful...... Slender eyes, curly eyelashes, a beautiful nose, and a pair of cool lips.

Just like the summer vacation of Xiao Shengchu, the bright light reflected on the pure and beautiful face of the young man through the branches of the apricot tree, warming her wandering heart like magic.

Su Guo suddenly ran back, she wanted to go back and tell Qin Yao that she didn't want to break up, she didn't want to leave him, she would be a little more sensible and self-reliant......

But what did she see?

The senior sister who is in the same department as Qin Yao, the girl who once confessed to Qin Yao, the person who put the pillow she gave her on Qin Yao's bed.

They were downstairs in Qin Yao's bedroom, hugging each other in full view of everyone.

As soon as they said they were going to break up, he hugged the other girls.

Su Guo has never quantified how much she likes and cares about Qin Yao, she only knows that Qin Yao, who she likes, is robbed even when she is touched by others! I wish I could chop that man's hand with a knife!

She should immediately rush over and reason with that shameless girl!

She may not be able to beat someone, maybe she will push her twice, and then scold her a few times for "little three" and "shameless", and then Qin Yao will explain to her that it was the girl who seduced him first, and it has nothing to do with him at all. In the end, he was hypocritical a few more times, and reluctantly forgave Qin Yao.

But Su Guo hid to the side, his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, and he couldn't move a step.

That was the last time she saw Qin Yao five years ago.

That night, she called Su Ran, crying, laughing, and cursing incoherently, so scared that Su Ran rushed to her school by car overnight.

That time I was really drunk, and I could count it as drunk. Lying in the dormitory for two days, when she finally got up, she felt that she had been reborn, and if she could split a thunderbolt at that time, she might have directly become an immortal.

"You know that I have been in XX Bank since I graduated, and the bank is an iron rice bowl with a good salary. Two years ago, the leader promoted me from the counter to the position of account manager, and I was a little busy, but I also earned a lot of money. But I don't have any plans, so I'm still renting a house. Ah, I'm sorry for all this nonsense...... These five years...... I'm doing well......"

No one will tell you what exactly you have to do to give up on someone. You're left to survive countless dark nights on your own, then wake up the next day as usual and pretend nothing happened. In fact, it's not a big deal, feelings are a matter of two people, one person, why insist on it......

To put it mildly, day after day, year after year.

Su Guo has been a small teller for more than two years, getting up early and working diligently, and later was appreciated by the leaders and changed positions. Although the account manager earns a lot, it is quite difficult.

Every time I follow the leader to visit a customer, in addition to pretending to be a grandson, I also have to drink with the customer, what white, red, black beer, what the customer asks you to drink, you have to do it, otherwise don't want to get a penny from him!

It's powerful, but it's also simple.

She can make an extra deposit for the bank with an extra glass of wine, and no one can say that she will suffer a loss in the purchase and sale transaction that you are willing to buy.

is more simply than feelings, because others will not like you more because you love a little more and give more, on the contrary, they may push the other person further.

Their leaders admired her very much, because she could drink, she had a good amount of alcohol, and she was also a cheerful person, so he often took her out to socialize. Many bosses give face to this little girl who drinks well and is not pretentious.

But every time Lin Zhi gets drunk, he will say, don't fight so hard, your body is your own, and the little money you earned back is not enough for you to come to see a doctor! He sometimes jokes, saying Su Guo, I always feel that you are an ignorant girl who has been taught a hard lesson by feelings, looking at your drinking posture, the emotional hurt is very deep!

It was so painful that I forgot how to cry and spent countless sleepless nights with my dry eyes open.

Scolding, hating, resenting, and paining, in the end, I will still forgive, and I will still love someone madly.

"Suguo ......"

"Huh?"

"You...... Home arrived......"

"Oh, thank you." Su Guo took off his seat belt and prepared to open the door.

"Su Guo—" Qin Yao's voice was hesitant.

"Huh?" Su Guo's hand stayed on the doorknob, just lightly resting on it, not straining at all.

In fact, since she saw Qin Yao today, she had a feeling that Qin Yao seemed to have something to say to herself. She didn't dare to guess what Qin Yao wanted to say, she was afraid that she would guess wrong, and guessing wrong meant that she still had expectations and unwillingness in her heart.

She has suffered so many sins, she can finally disguise herself well, she is afraid that when she takes off the mask with her own hands, the skin and flesh will already be connected, and the heart-rending pain will be good to enjoy it once.

But now, she was holding her breath, so nervous that her whole body was trembling.

"Su Guo, I'm ...... I'm sorry......" Qin Yao closed his eyes, leaned weakly on the back of the chair, supported his forehead with his left hand, and his voice seemed to be deflated.

Su Guo had seen many sides of Qin Yao—high-spirited, cold and indifferent, innocent and lovely, and angry and corrupt......

But now, Qin Yao in front of her is so fragile, lonely and ...... Uncomfortable......

Su Guo's left hand was fiercely held by his right hand, and the back of his hand was soon blue and white.

"It's all gone, and I don't blame you anymore." Her voice was very brisk, and it was a little contrived.

Hearing her relaxed tone, Qin Yao was a little surprised, he suddenly stared at Su Guo's pretending indifferent face that had not had time to fade, and his tone was suddenly cold, "So in the past five years, you haven't been sad at all because we broke up?" ”

"It's okay." Su Guo made up his mind to pretend to the end.

Although she didn't understand why Qin Yao suddenly staged this drama of a domineering president, she was self-aware, she didn't have the confidence to do anything Mary Su Xiaobai heroine, shouting while bursting into tears: Sad? Haven't you ever been sad, not sad, not regretted, or remembered me a little? Then the domineering president Ma Jingtao roared: I have never been sad, I have never been sad, I have never regretted you! Then the little white heroine broke her heart: You just haven't been sad, you've never been sad, you've never regretted, you've never thought about me! In the end, the domineering president grabbed the heroine and had a domineering, strong and passionate kiss!

"You...... What to laugh at? ”

"Huh?" She didn't know that the dimple on her lips had already betrayed the smile she was trying to withhold, "No, nothing, I'm leaving." Goodbye, Qin Yao. ”

Su Guo no longer hesitated when she opened the door, she told herself that life was so real and cruel, and there was no bullshit protagonist aura at all.

After striding forward a few steps, she suddenly turned back to Qin Yao's car, and she knocked on the window.

Qin Yao lowered the car window and saw Su Guo standing outside the car window, his hand on the car door, his head slightly lowered, and his eyes lit up.

Qin Yao heard Su Guo say: It's sad about this thing, it's difficult, but it will pass after all.