The focus of my life gradually shifted to Mike's back, and unlike Paul, I was sincere to Mike, and I was willing to be the one behind him, regardless of fame and fortune.

But I knew that in his mind, I was just a passerby, a passer-by who was sympathetic.

I don't care, even though I know it won't last long, and one day, it will come to the surface in a big way.

Because we all live in darkness, and this darkness is not compatible with this world.

Sooner or later, it will be swallowed up by reality.

But I'm ready, and I'm ready from the moment A is pressed into the water.

I walked through the night wearing a mask, surrounded by all kinds of people who passed me, and I was so out of place with them.

I can proudly say that in Mike's heart, I am the most trustworthy person.

Because I act with meticulous attention to detail.

I'm good at killing people invisibly, and there are always a lot of accidents in life, and I just add some accidents that aren't accidents.

Let's talk about the avant-garde writer Big Goose first! Seriously, I still can't bear to do it to him.

He is my idol, and I have read his book "The Sorrow of Youth" many times.

There seems to be a shadow of me hidden in the book, and perhaps there are some shadows of everyone's youthful age.

I think that's why his book was so popular when it came out.

Hao Qiang, when I received the picture of this man from my mobile phone, I immediately connected him with a character in the big goose's book.

In that book, there is such a character, it is just a flash in the pan, in the popular phrase of the moment, a character who plays soy sauce, and it is not even a character who plays soy sauce.

In one of the chapters, it is written: Fang, walking in the sunlight with her schoolbag on her back, several rays of light reflected on her hair, flashing one gold edge after another, as if an angel had suddenly descended into the world. But it was only an illusion for a moment, and this beautiful feeling was broken by a boy behind her. The little boy who always likes to follow Fang.

Yes, it is the little boy who doesn't even have a name mentioned in a sentence in "The Sorrow of Youth", he is Hao Qiang in real life.

Back then, he wasn't as strong as his name, he would only hide in an unknown corner and secretly pay attention to Hua Fangfei, the girl who had grown into everyone's first love.

Even though the girl didn't even look at him once, he still liked her steadfastly.

For decades, even though the girl he liked in his youth had long since gone to another world, he still liked her very persistently.

Among the high school classmates in that class, except for the big goose, he mixed well, the owner of a real estate company in that small town.

Several newly developed real estate projects in the small town are his credit, and in the small town, his reputation is outside, and he seems to be worthy of the name Hao Qiang that his parents gave him.

He put the bag of money in the house where Hua Fangfei used to live, and when I went in to get the money, I had some effort.

The house was full of dust, and it was hard for me to keep it from leaving a trace.

Fortunately, the community is already as dilapidated as yellow leaves in the wind.

I disguised myself as a scavenger and walked in with half-pulled cloth shoes.

In the corner of the eyes of the aunt drying the quilt downstairs, she took away the big bag of money.

If you take other people's money, you have to do things for them.

And I don't want to make trouble for myself, I just need an accident.

It's not difficult to create this accident, because the goose has a weakness, I just need to grab his weakness and give him a hard blow, and the accident will come as scheduled.

In fact, the goose barely needed my accident, his spirit was on the verge of collapse.

He often goes to C's psychological clinic, and with C's help, everything is much easier.

During the treatment, he unconsciously revealed his terrible true colors.

It also makes everything a lot easier.

Hao Qiang's guess was right, he said that once in the park of a small town, he unintentionally met Hua Fangfei, although she looked very melancholy, but she did not want to commit suicide, she was still full of expectations for the future life.

Hao Qiang guessed that Hua Fangfei's death must be related to the goose.

Therefore, he must be the goose to death has been guiding him towards that accident, and even gave him a specific time.

And Ouyang Yi, he was really just an accident, but he broke into this circle, let him be a god assist!

That night in the small town, the fog was thick, adding a mysterious color from the darkness to the world.

I know that no matter how desperate people are about this world, it takes a lot of courage to really make up their minds to leave this world.

Big goose, I think he still lacks some courage, otherwise, he wouldn't have survived until now.

That night, I hid in a corner of that house.

The goose sat for a long time in front of the window where Hua Fangfei and Wang Jingjing went.

I didn't know what he was thinking in the dark, and he didn't do anything.

The phone on the windowsill was always on, and finally he was about to put it into action.

As I expected, at the last moment, he did stop, and he was about to give up.

I went around to the back of the camera and pressed my phone screen against the windowsill.

I want to help him, just like the last blow he gave to Hua Fangfei, who was standing in front of the window, to open the way to death.

I stepped forward and kicked the little stool right at his feet.

He struggled desperately, and the more he struggled, the closer he got to death.

He looked at me with a pleading look in his eyes, and his hands reached in my direction, wanting me to pull him back from death's grasp.

How is it possible, I picked up my mobile phone and filmed his final process and sent it to Hao Qiang.

He's dressed decently, what's the use of being decent? can't hide an impure place in his heart.

When I walked out of the house, the leaves of the plane tree downstairs were sprinkled and made an unknown sound in the wind.

Could it be Hua Fangfei, the third child, and Wang Jingjing in another world welcoming him in the middle of the road?

Hao Qiang replied with a message of only two words: thank you.

These two words felt a sense of relief, but a new feeling came to me.

Just like that day, on the surface of the lake where the breeze came, I saw A's figure sinking little by little until it was gone.

At first, I felt a sense of relief, and I thought, okay, even if I have an explanation for my dead father, but also an explanation for my own secret hidden deep in my heart.

No one will ever threaten themselves with it every day.

But then came another feeling, another feeling that weighed down on my heart.

I understand that it is a sin, a sin.

As long as this kind of guilt arises, it will stay in my heart for a long time, and it is as tenacious as a piece of all-purpose glue, and I can't get rid of it.