The reality is so cruel, the little money I brought with me was quickly spent.

I was not yet 18 years old, and I had no skills, so it was not easy to find a job to make ends meet, let alone have a place to live.

In many cases, the bridge under the viaduct in City B is where I live.

At first, I picked up scrap with an old man who lived under the bridge, barely survived, but I didn't even live as a dog.

During this time, I also met some kind people who helped me introduce some work, such as moving bricks.

Moving bricks is manual work, and I am tired of becoming a dog every day.

But even the work of moving bricks is not common, and it is difficult to find work after the construction site is completed.

Later, I got a fake ID card on which I turned 18.

It was also much easier to find a job, and with the advantage of my height, no one suspected that I was underage.

When I was 18 years old, because I wanted to participate in a modeling contest and needed a real ID card, I went back to my hometown once, and my mother saw me and burst into tears, she asked me where I had been all these years?

She said that when I ran away from home, she was in a panic and called the police, but the police never found my whereabouts.

Seriously, when my mother was young, she was tall and good-looking.

My height is probably inherited from hers.

But the time I saw her, her hair was almost gray, not the old state she should have at that age.

When she learned that I was leaving again, she didn't stop me too much, but just let me go back and see her when I was free.

At the station, she said something that made me feel quite uncomfortable inside.

She said that in this world, she only has one relative, me, and she hopes that I will not be like a kite with a broken string, so that she can't be found.

At least let her know that I exist somewhere in this world.

I said yes to her on the surface, but I knew I couldn't.

After that, I never went back, and I vaguely felt that my mother already knew the truth.

The more I couldn't face her, the more reluctant I was to go back to that home.

I don't want to talk about anything there.

It was only in the middle of the night that A came to my dream quietly and asked me why I not only wanted his life, but also robbed him of his identity to live in this world.

I woke up in a cold sweat.

Many times, I was afraid to fall asleep, and insomnia made me more and more irritable.

Since I met Anne, I often go to do some outdoor activities with her, and the symptoms of insomnia have been reduced a lot.

Although Anne is not so famous in the modeling world, she lives a healthy life.

She attracted me more and more, and I once had the idea of living like her, living as a human being.

As I got closer to Anne, I began to distance myself from Paul, trying to get out of that unspeakable life.

Unexpectedly, Paul is a powerful character.

I had an open and honest conversation with him, and it was a pleasant one, and although he was very reluctant to have a relationship between us, he said that he respected all my decisions.

He will still be my agent in the future, and he will not have any problems with me because of my decision.

He respects my decision on the surface, but behind the scenes, he makes small moves.

Anne and I both participated in that fashion show of a well-known domestic brand.

After the catwalk, according to the custom, a model of a company naturally goes out for a lively drink.

Anne and I actually arranged the event, and the two of us found a place to have a quiet drink or two.

My gut tells me that Anne has that in mind for me.

Paul was very enthusiastic, saying that it would be better to be together, there were many people, and he also took this opportunity to introduce Anne to everyone.

I think this is really an opportunity to at least stop misunderstanding my relationship with Paul.

Anne was lively and readily agreed.

In the meantime, at Paul's instigation, everyone desperately toasted me.

It's hard to resist the hospitality, and the mood is happy, I don't refuse to come.

In a hazy way, Paul leaned over to my side and behaved intimately.

I tried to get rid of it, but I couldn't get rid of it, and the last moment I woke up was to see Anne's surprised face, and she was fading away from my eyes.

When I woke up again, I was lying on Paul's big bed again.

Paul sat on the couch across from me and looked at me with deep meaning.

He said that for so long, no one he fancied dared to say that he could leave if he left, and he had the final say on whether he wanted to divide or unite.

The paparazzi took a picture of Paul intimately helping me up to his house that night.

For a time, all major domestic media rushed to report this news.

I can't argue, in fact, there really is nothing to argue, that's a fact.

Later I learned that Paul had arranged for me, and that his purpose was to control me.

He had a showdown with me and said that if I followed him with all my heart in the future.

He'll take care of it all for me, he'll help me wash everything, and he'll give me the best resources.

He also drew a huge pie for me, saying that a well-known director planned to make a costume film, and the director felt that my temperament was particularly consistent with the second male in it.

If I'm obedient, everything is easy to say.

I am not willing to be manipulated by others, what is the difference between Paul's face now and the A he was at the beginning.

On his ill-intentioned face, I seemed to see the shadow of A.

I strongly disagreed, saying that I would leave him and not be at his mercy.

Paul persuaded him, saying that Anne now knew about his relationship with me, and that I could no longer reconcile with Anne, so why should I have trouble with myself?

I just can't get along with myself, I want to get by, and after so many years, I'm not like this.

I resolutely terminated the contract with Paul, and the liquidated damages cost me all my wealth.

Good resources and Anne are far away from me, but I am very comfortable, and material life is only a small part of life, not the whole thing.

This time the turmoil drained my popularity, and I didn't work for a long time.

Later, there was a person I knew who helped introduce the work, and to put it bluntly, he was a middleman who earned intermediary fees from it.

I took on some work, but this person was very unreliable, and he did a lot of work, but the cost was never paid.

Later the man simply played missing.

This time, there are more people who have been deceived, and some people have hired a lawyer.

This lawyer is Mike, who is said to be quite a powerful lawyer.

Mike not only helped us win the case, but also managed to find that person.

Everyone's hard work is a lot to come back.

Mike, seriously, he's not a good guy in the traditional sense.

But he had a force in him that attracted me, and I came into contact with him a few more times for other reasons.

I don't know when, but I got closer and closer to him.

Later, I learned the main reason why he attracted me.

That's because we're all the way, people who walk on the road that no one knows.