Chapter 15 Do you need a reason to love someone?
Wu's mother didn't say anything, and asked him to drink, he was really a happy child, someone loved him, but he didn't want to go back every weekend, he said that he was annoyed at home and didn't want to hear his father's lessons.
Lin Yang then ran to the kitchen, and I saw that as soon as he entered, he patted Wu's mother on the shoulder, leaving me, a classmate, outside, and ignoring me, because we usually have a close relationship, and it is normal to ignore me.
I looked around and looked at his home environment, and it felt pretty good, it was naturally arranged, the small dining table was particularly attractive, and the coffee table, gray classical. There are many famous poems hanging on the wall, swaying freely, but unfortunately I don't know much about it, only the flying words and the big red seal that is particularly conspicuous.
On the way home, he nagged in front of me, "Just go back to your own house, you're welcome, and don't mind my dad too much, he always has a cold expression." Sure enough, now I have been looking at his rigid face, as if I didn't exist, still looking at the newspaper and drinking tea while reading. Mother Wu walked out of the kitchen, turned around and said to his good son, "Don't be big or small, go and accompany your classmates." Then I went to the balcony to get a cutting board, and when I passed the hall, I was stunned.
"Sit down, you're welcome."
Then he patted Lin Aotian on the shoulder, "Why don't you entertain me." ”
Hearing my wife's instructions, he was not so elegant, put down the teacup, and began to tell me to sit down, I said that I was used to standing, and I wanted to look around.
"Then you can look around, it's not a big place."
"Okay."
I don't remember much about what happened after that, but I just know that I went around his house for a long time, and I felt that I couldn't turn my head, what a big place. After lingering in Lin Yang's room for a while, he saw things piled up.
Just as she wanted to "spoil" his bed, Wu's mother shouted outside for dinner.
was pulled by Lin Yang, "I guessed that you kid wanted to destroy my bed again, haven't you made enough trouble at school?" ”
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He's used to seeing through it, and I'll step on his bed with my shoes.
In the dormitory, I slept on his top bunk, and every time I slept, I would step on his quilt and go up, and sometimes my feet were still wet.
Every time I got to bed, he would take a small stick, sometimes with chopsticks that had finished eating instant noodles, and order me to wipe my feet clean before going up.
The first few days were fine, but sometimes I sneaked up while he wasn't looking, and it wasn't until I changed to a big sledgehammer that I became very honest and wiped my feet over and over again.
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After I went out, I took the meal served by Wu's mother herself, and the meal was delicious.
Her cooking skills are good. Stuff burned great.
If I were Lin Yang, I would definitely go home to eat every day, and the food in the cafeteria was unfeatsome and tasteless.
At the dinner table, Mother Wu asked me and Lin Yang what we usually eat, whether we were full, whether we ate well, and Lin Yang rushed ahead of me, "I ate well." Then he winked at me, and he replied very positively. But just now he was always helpless about his father's questions. Maybe it's in a different direction of concern, Wu's mother didn't mention anything about studying.
I've been talking for a long time.
After eating, we rushed back to school and caught the last train.
Didn't go out for supper for the first time that night because I was too full.
I'm still holding on to it, and it's hard to hold on.
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Two days later, the results of the computer test came down, and I got a score between passing and good, which was exactly the same as I expected, but in order not to expose the real results, I deliberately filled in the wrong answers, I was afraid that the teacher would suspect and find the problems, and it was impossible for any student to improve in a short period of time. I'm a little proud of my cleverness. Lin Yang actually got the best, this kid is really ruthless enough, he doesn't miss a word and copy it down, so he is not afraid of the teacher's strange eyes, I asked him with the test paper full of ticks, and he said that he would take this score home to extinguish his father's prestige. After saying that, I started laughing maniacally, I really wanted to tear up that test paper. Laughing wildly, his eyes did not open, he held his waist with his hands, and he really wanted to kick over.
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But she's not good. She has always studied seriously, why can't she pass the exam? Chen Hua, in my eyes, she is a good student, a good student, and a person who concentrates on studying, but this time she had an accident and barely passed the exam.
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I sat in the first row, she was in the position where my eyes squinted to the right at forty-five degrees, I didn't dare to make too many movements, at least it was more difficult to look back than forward, it was easy for people to find out when they looked back, but it was different in the back, you could keep looking at her, so that the teacher would think that you were listening carefully during the class, and it was obviously a loss to choose such a high position, but I didn't have a choice, this position was the only one with vacant seats, everyone was grabbing a good seat when school started, when they finished one-on-one, After that, only a very bad position remains, either first or last.
I still vividly remember the beginning of the school year, the counselor led us to the class, and the others rushed up like wolves, and after a while, the kung fu position was gone, watching them men and women sitting with each other like this, their eyes were staring at me, I just didn't react very flexibly, I was always dumbfounded. I don't know why they were in such a hurry to run, thinking that there was something to share, but I didn't expect it to be just to grab a position.
I had no choice, only one position was left at the front, in fact, no one sat in the last row, but my eyesight was poor, and sitting in the back was equivalent to being hooked up to the "sixth-level disability", similar to half a blind person, so I had no choice but to sit in the first row.
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But occasionally I turn around to look at her. Sometimes I would secretly look at her when I asked questions, but fortunately she was immersed in reading and didn't notice anything wrong with me.
Don't dare to stay in her eyes for too long, because her eyes have a keen sense of observation. I'm afraid she'll find out.
A poor man is sacrificing his gaze indifferently. It exists only for the gaze, but the flame of love does not burn because of it.
Do you need a reason to love someone? My heart didn't melt.
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The boring days are still repeating. Alone in the dormitory reading a book in a daze.
"I'm stupid again, sitting in a daze!"
Liu Bin borrowed a resource book from the library and just came back.
"Nope! Thinking about something! ”
I was always like this, and my classmates wouldn't be surprised to see it, and they would occasionally joke with me. Do you miss a girl? Or a failed courtship or something.
Lin Yang saw that I was worried, and they were all cruel words. "I was bitten by a dog today, and my face is so ugly." "The aunt who collects garbage downstairs provoked you, or you ate rat poison in the cafeteria."
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I still didn't leave my seat, but my body leaned a little bit, and I don't know when my center of gravity started to move. I had to hold my chin with my right hand, still thinking.
But that's not what I'm thinking about anymore......
My mind drifted to the other end.
I always think of her unintentionally.
Heavy memory......