Chapter Seventy-Nine

As soon as dawn came, I was sleeping in a daze, and Jin'er hurriedly ran over, shook my body and said to me, "Zhang Weizhi was beaten down by His Highness!" ”

In fact, everyone could have expected that Zhang Weizhi would not go long, there were hundreds of Yulin troops in the palace, but Zhang Weizhi only had a few thousand people, and he couldn't resist it after all.

When the day was set, I took Mo'er Xuanwu and left. Jin'er chased me out and asked, "Don't you wait for His Highness to return home?" ”

I said, "No, the incense in front of my father's spiritual seat at home may be about to go out!" ”

"Oh, then you go back and be careful."

"Good!"

When I came, I was in a carriage, and I didn't look at it roughly. There were obviously a lot fewer people on the street, and it happened so suddenly that the government didn't have time to send someone to clean up the mess. The streets were littered with the corpses of ordinary people, and if it rained heavily, it would be a river of blood.

How did the once prosperous Huancheng become like this?

Along the way, I covered Xuanwu's eyes with my hands, at first he obediently took my hand and walked slowly, and then he gently took my hand away and said to me, "Sister, in fact, I have seen such a scene, the Huns have been like this after they came to our village before, and I am not afraid of these dead people for a long time!" ”

Xuanwu said these words, my tears almost fell, I always thought that Xuanwu was still young, in fact, Xuanwu understood everything, I never wanted him to become a person like me.

That day, Chu Muxiu returned triumphantly, and when he walked into the palace, he glanced around.

Jin'er knew that he might be looking for me, so she said unhurriedly, "Miss is gone!" ”

"Leave so soon!"

Jin'er also looked out of the door: "I just left, if His Highness comes back a little earlier, maybe I can meet him!" ”

Chu Muxiu also looked back at the door: "Is it!" ”

The most poisonous hatred in the world is fate, and Mu Ran turned around and I and Chu Muxiu are like this, even if there is a million possibilities of encounter, we will still miss it.

The day after I went home, I started to pack my things, I really didn't want to stay in such a bleak Huancheng, I wanted to go back to the border, back to my mother's hometown Nanshan. I had such an idea in my heart, but no one said it, and Mo'er didn't know, in fact, I couldn't make up my mind myself. I haven't completely let go of that person in my heart, Mo'er won't be able to be with Qianche if he leaves, and Xuanwu has just arrived in Huancheng, and he hasn't seen a lot of food and play yet.

I opened the drawer and took out the silver jewelry and silver tickets inside and put them on the bed, Daddy was also a prime minister before his death, although he was gone, but the money left behind is enough for me to spend a lifetime.

Mo'er walked in, and I sat on the bed trying to block those things. Mo'er put the teacup on the table and glanced at the things under me, "What did Miss take out the silver for?" ”

I was afraid that Mo'er would see my thoughts, so I joked with her, "It's nothing, it's just boring to count the money and see how long we can be prosperous and rich!" ”

Mo'er sat on the side and began to sew clothes for Xuanwu, she didn't speak as soon as she did her work seriously, and it was as quiet as the water on the lake.

I hesitated for a long time, and then asked her, "Mo'er, is there anything you particularly want to visit?" ”

"Where do you want to go?" Mo'er scratched her head, "It doesn't seem to be, I'll be there wherever Miss is!" ”

I just smiled: "Uh-huh......"

I didn't speak for a long time, because I think Mo'er can see through everything about me now, she wasn't like this before, although she will still help me fool Daddy, but she can't always guess what I think in my heart.

"Ah......h

Mo'er screamed, and I went over to see that her fingers had been pricked with needles and there was a large blood stain.

I saw that the blood was bleeding quite badly, so I said to Mo'er, "You wait, I'll help you get the medicine!" ”

When I came back with the hemostatic medicine, Mo'er was sitting on the bed, holding a portrait of her mother.

I was stunned, put the hemostatic medicine on the table, and just waited for Mo'er's inquiry.

Sure enough, before my ass was hot, Mo'er asked me, "Does Miss want to leave?" ”

Now, I don't want to hide it anymore, nod and say yes.

Mo'er's tone was mixed with a hint of anger: "Then why didn't you tell me?" ”

"I know you don't want to go."

Mo'er stared at him and said, "I'll leave if you go."

I never thought that Mo'er would be so decisive: "But you and Qianche? ”

"It doesn't matter, I want to be by Miss's side more than Qianche Mo'er."

My tears have fallen, in fact, I am already very moved when Mo'er can say these words. I can't be so selfish, Mo'er has already suffered a lot with me, and she can only suffer if she follows me in the future, and she may not even be able to marry.

Although I told Mo'er like this, I still decided to take Xuanwu and the two of them away, no matter whether Mo'er hates me or dislikes me in the future, I can't ruin her life for myself.

I decided to leave in a month, because in ten days it will be the New Year, and after the New Year will be the Shangyuan Festival, Xuanwu has not seen the Shangyuan Festival in Huancheng, and we will leave when he joins in the excitement and opens his eyes. I want to go back to my mother's hometown, which is a good place to live peacefully.

At the end of January, the first heavy snow fell in Huancheng, and this snow was more than a month later than in previous years, and the snow was not too big, but it could afford to build a snowman.

The New Year was really miserable, and a few dishes and a few glasses of wine were scribbled on the table. I don't know how to cook, and everything on the table is made by Mo'er herself, although it doesn't look good, but it still tastes good.

This is the first time I have celebrated the New Year by myself, and I can't help but feel a sour feeling in my heart, if Daddy and Aunt Song are still there, now at this time, Mo'er and I have already set off fireworks in the yard, and the colorful fireworks are just hitting the silver and silver snowflakes, not to mention how beautiful it is.

Zhang Weizhi's matter passed quickly, in fact, in a place like Huancheng, where people say terrible, no matter how bad it is, it will quickly be replaced by another, worse thing. The speed is terrifying, and I can only sigh that there is a present day every year, and people are different every year.

I poured myself a few glasses of wine, and I gradually felt that wine is really a good thing, it can numb people's nerves, relieve people's crying, and make people forget all their troubles for a while.

I've been drunk, even drunk.

There was no table, just a jug of wine, a wine glass. Leaning under the osmanthus tree in the yard, drinking a little wine alone, I don't know when I started drinking so much?

Why did I just eat a meal, and the snow suddenly became so heavy. Watching the snowflakes fall on the branches of the osmanthus tree, I thought that if only I were this osmanthus tree, it would always be here no matter the wind and rain, the storm and rain.

Wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk, after a few drinks, I feel a little dizzy, my face is red and hot, and everything in front of me is confused.

I know, I'm drunk again. How did I live like this, like a puppet at the mercy of others, like a puppet without a soul.

Then the snow began to fall heavier and heavier, and one by one it fell on my hair, and my jet-black hair was almost dyed snow-white. The wind blew in bursts, it was really cold to my bones, and I subconsciously held up the velvet robe on my body. Even if I'm drunk, I don't want to go back to the house, Mo'er and Xuanwu may be playing crazy in the house.

I still drank with my face sideways, admiring the snowy night. The sensation of the snowflakes hitting my head gradually disappeared, and I felt that my body suddenly darkened for a moment. Lifting my blushing face and looking up, I was holding a flower and wood umbrella on my head. I don't even know when he came, I guess he was climbing the window again, he always walked softly without sound.

I was stunned for a moment, isn't this umbrella what I held for him when I went to Xipoling to find him before, I didn't expect him to keep it, and it was still intact.

I was dazed, and I looked up to see that he was looking down to drink. The glass came to my lips but he snatched it away, "You can't drink anymore!" ”

I said coldly, "What's the matter with you?" ”

He seemed to be a little angry, as if he was asking me, "Why is it none of my business?" ”

I looked at me in a trance: "Why didn't I think you were so nosy before?" ”

He took another wine glass on the ground, which was also filled with wine: "Okay, I'll drink with you!" ”

I hugged the wine jug to death, and then glared at Chu Muxiu viciously, I may really be drunk, I knew Chu Muxiu before, and then I actually regarded Chu Muxiu as Mo'er, "Go away, these wines are mine!" ”

He flicked my head: "Can you give me some points?" ”

"What are you hitting me for, it hurts......" I rubbed my head and became unhappy, and kept rubbing my head against Chu Muxiu's arm.

He reached out and ran my hair down: "Wrong, wrong......"

"For the sake of me liking you so much, I'll give you a drink!" I stretched out a finger and closed my eyes all at once and opened them all at once, "Just a cup, just a cup!" ”

He nodded yes.

He drank down his glass, and when he put it down, he smiled. I didn't answer, and asked him what he was laughing at.

He said: "Actually, you still haven't changed anything as before, but you have learned to disguise, and only when you are drunk can you dare to show the truest side of your heart." ”

I was really drunk, I only saw him but couldn't hear him, and then I leaned my ear over and shouted at him, "What are you talking about, I can't hear when the wind is too strong......"

He leaned over and said to my face, "I said, I've learned how to build a snowman!" ”

"You will!" I jerked to my feet with the flask and pulled him into the snowdrift.

As soon as I ran over, I fell to the ground, and the alcohol was so strong that I was dizzy and a little untenable.

He rubbed his foot against the corner of my clothes: "Hey, why don't you get up and build a snowman?" ”

I waved my hand at him, squinted my eyes and said weakly, "You pile it up first, I'm a little tired and sleep first, call me when it's ready!" ”

"You're cheating!"

I tugged at his trouser legs: "I want to see a snowman, but I don't have the strength to stand up, so you can help me......"

After that, he stopped talking and silently built a snowman alone in the snow for a long time.

Later, his hands were red from the snow, and his face was blue from the cold wind. The snowman stood up, and when he came to call me, I forgot that the cold had fallen asleep, and I couldn't wake up no matter how much I screamed.

If it weren't for Chu Muxiu's presence that night, I might have frozen to death.