When I woke up in the morning, I felt a headache, and when I patted my head and got up, I saw Mo'er sitting on the side sewing the clothes that I had sewn every day in the past few days.

I also poked my head with my hand and asked her, "Mo'er, how did I get back last night?" ”

Mo'er was stunned for a moment, and then sewed clothes again, "Oh...... It's the one who got drunk alone in the yard and then just fell asleep on the snow, and it took me a lot of effort to pull you back......"

"And is the snowman we built last night still there?" I asked her.

Mo'er couldn't grasp her head and wanted to laugh: "Is Miss drunk or sleepy, where did we build a snowman last night?" ”

"No, I remember someone who said to help me build a snowman last night......"

"Sure enough, I was stunned, there were just a few of us last night, and no one came, get up and wash your face, Xuanwu was shocked when he saw your drunk appearance last night!"

I forgot that there was still Xuanwu at home, and he muttered to Mo'er to take him out to play after dinner last night.

After washing his face, Xuanwu jumped over and didn't mention last night's incident, but just asked me, "What are the rules of Huancheng on the first day of the new year?" ”

I said, "There are no rules, you can go wherever you want, and you can play as much as you want!" ”

In the past, when the Prime Minister's Mansion was still lively, we all sacrificed to the stove, wanted to pay New Year's greetings, ate steamed rice cakes, ate stove sugar, drank Laba porridge, and steamed flower buns...... But after all, this is the past, and I won't get any of these things, and it's a pity that Xuanwu followed me for a fake year.

At noon, I walked to the yard and found that there was indeed a snowman's melt mark in the snow.

The only person I can think of is Chu Muxiu, I don't know if I'm drunk or I'm crazy.

Zhang Weizhi completely collapsed, His Majesty continued to investigate this matter, and sure enough, he found that there were still many fish that slipped through the net, and those ministers relied on Zhang Weizhi's relationship to secretly do a lot of unseemly things, killing people and setting fires, and threatening the people. His Majesty was stunned and served them all in one pot, and the court was panicked.

In fact, after His Majesty killed his relatives this time, he also lost a lot of his former right-hand men, and his power fell a lot at once. But if he does not get rid of them, His Majesty fears that in the future they will deal with himself in a fit of anger. Sooner or later, they must be removed, and the minister can be re-established when he is gone, and once the power is big, it will be difficult to eliminate.

The day of leaving is getting closer and closer, and I feel a little more scared when the time passes, I should be happy, right, what else can I be nostalgic for in this inhuman place?

Later, when it came to the Shangyuan Festival, I planned to leave as soon as the Shangyuan Festival passed.

Mo'er and I took Xuanwu to the street, and it was a lively night, and the street was full of people, but they didn't look happy. Also, maybe they have just lost their favorite family member, how can they be happy?

At first, it was not very lively, but in the middle of the night, fireworks suddenly set off in the sky, and the overhead was full of colorful lights reflected in the fireworks. Huancheng is the most fun these days all year round. We went to the stall to guess the lantern riddles, and there were so many people there that I managed to squeeze in. The boss happily said to me in a loud voice, "Miss chooses a lantern at random, and there is a note with a riddle written in the heart of the cage, and if you guess correctly, this lantern is yours!" ”

I used to like to guess lantern riddles, and I can memorize the most basic rules well, and the reason why I didn't interrupt the boss is because Xuanwu doesn't understand. I used to stay at the stall all night until I had won all the lanterns in the stall. Every time, he and Mo'er went home with a bunch of lanterns, and as they walked home, they gave the lanterns in their hands to others, children, beggars, and blind people, even though they knew they couldn't see. When I got home, I didn't have a lantern in my hand, and Aunt Song asked me if I had won the lantern on the Yuan Festival, and I said that there was no one left, and Aunt Song laughed at my lack of heart.

I attached my body and asked Xuanwu to choose one, Xuanwu dragged his little hand, and pointed to the lantern with flowers in front of him in a daze. I don't know if it's because I've become stupid or if this year's riddle is more difficult, I guessed four or five times before I guessed the right one, and then I dragged Xuanwu with the lantern and ran away, and I got one and forget it.

We went to the stone bridge to put lanterns, it was too late, the large and small lanterns on the lake were already crowded, usually young men and girls put lanterns, but today the lake is full of people of all ages. Xuanwu and I finally found a place to squat, and just after putting out the lanterns, we heard the old man next to me chanting, "Old woman, I'm in good health, you go all the way......"

The old man almost fell when he passed by me, I reached out to help him, and he thanked me again and again, "Thank you, girl, good man has a safe life!" ”

I say you're welcome, who hasn't grown old yet. I just don't know who I'll have around when I'm my old man's age.

As soon as the Shangyuan Festival is over, I am ready to leave the day after tomorrow. Xuanwu didn't ask me much, just said like Mo'er that they would go wherever I went. In fact, many times I don't know where to go, and I say it so firmly just to let them have a bottom in their hearts, so that they won't be empty.

The day before leaving, Gonggong Li suddenly came to the mansion and said that there was a banquet in the palace, and invited me to the palace for a banquet, saying that I had fought bravely against the Xiliang people in the border war, regardless of my personal safety, and said that half of the victory of the entire war was my credit. Gonggong Li is still so proud, thinking that he will be able to cover the sky in the court without more than half of the ministers. Looking at the way he complimented me, I only felt like laughing, I originally wanted to say that I was not feeling well and would not go, but Gonggong Li's carriage had already arrived at the house, so I had to go.

Xuanwu stayed in the house alone, and Mo'er followed me. The hall has not changed at all, the same grace and luxury. I took my seat after meeting His Majesty. The things on the food table are almost exactly the same as those of 12 years ago, and they are all rare delicacies from the mountains and seas. Chu Muxiu was sitting opposite me, he was confused when he saw me, but I wasn't surprised at all when I saw him. I looked at His Majesty on the high position, and his face became a little grayer, as if he had experienced something bad. Look at the fact that there is one more person besides the queen by his side, I have heard that His Majesty has recruited a new concubine, who is also the eldest lady from a famous family. Look at her ruddy face, the whole person looks domineering, the appearance of being a harem, and then look at her lower abdomen is slightly bulging, and sure enough, she is already pregnant. It is said that living in the palace is more expensive than a mother and a son, and now the concubine is a mother and a son, how can she be unhappy.

Looking sideways at the queen again, it is like the concubine Niangniang, one in the sky and one in the ground. The queen is as arrogant as the concubine is, the queen is as decadent as she is, the queen's face is pale, her eyebrows are also hazy, the jewelry on her head has become less, and the clothes she wears are also quite plain, and the most important thing is not to stare at Chu Muxiu, and she is like two people when I first met her. The queen who used to be so arrogant and domineering is not trampled under her feet now, nor is she like this? Huancheng is a palace that devours people, and so does the Imperial Palace. The originally delicate and beautiful woman went in and was gnawed to the point that there were no bones left. I can probably already expect that the future life of the concubine may be even more miserable than that of the queen.

Everything has not changed, it has become a human being, a thousand people.

A royal woman is like this, she has to give a lot more than ordinary women, commitment, happiness, freedom, loneliness, friends, relatives, and even her own life. I never thought I'd live like that, and I don't want to live like that. In the past, Daddy always told me not to approach the royal people at will, and the truth was so profound, but I was always stupid, and it was not until the end that I suddenly realized.

I can only say that the queen chose the wrong path, and I also chose the wrong path. But I don't regret it, I don't regret meeting Chu Muxiu, I just regret falling in love with him. In fact, in the end, I gradually found that the two of us are still more suitable to be friends, and we can say hello when we meet.

This is probably what people often say in the world that it is easy to fall in love, but it is difficult to get along; It's easy to cherish each other, but it's hard to stay together......

This meal is probably the most uncomfortable meal I've had in 18 years, and I thought it was going to end awkwardly and then end like this. When I was halfway through eating, His Majesty suddenly put down his chopsticks, stuck his head out, and looked at everyone and looked at me again. I always felt a little strange, and I felt that His Majesty was brewing something to say.

His Majesty said: "Nanxiang's daughter Nanyan candle." ”

I didn't get up, but I nodded subconsciously.

Then he said: "Although Nanxiang's daughter was taken hostage in the first battle of the border, she fought bravely, regardless of her personal safety, and made great sacrifices for the victory of my Tianyue War. I didn't react at all, I just didn't die and just hit the muzzle, and after a while, His Majesty said, "Now that the prime minister has been laid to peace, I think what he wants to see most is for you to find a good family and live a good life, I heard that the prince of Zixu has not yet married, if you want, I will immediately crown you as my princess Tianyue Yunning, and help you marry beautifully!" ”

I was completely stunned, everyone was confused, in fact, I didn't listen carefully to what His Majesty said, I just heard that he wanted to send me away. It has been almost a month since the battle between Tianyue and Xiliang, and the celebration will not be delayed until a month later, and sending me to Heqin will not only cut off the roots of our Nan family, but also consolidate the political exchanges between Tianyue and Zixuguo, which is obviously a long-planned situation, and I was arranged into a premeditated plan for no reason. Daddy is dead, Your Majesty is really afraid that I will have some trouble in the future if I hold a grudge, and he will do everything possible to send me away, he really wants to cut off the roots of our Nan family.

I'm just an ordinary person, even if I have a heart, what kind of trouble can I have? I also wanted to leave, but I didn't have a place in my heart, but now His Majesty finally gave me a more suitable reason, in fact, I should thank him, thank him for making this decision for me.

Seeing that I didn't speak, His Majesty said euphemistically, "If you haven't thought about it yet, it doesn't matter, I can give you three days......"

"Yes, I do."

After I finished saying this, I heard the sound of a wine glass falling to the ground, and it sounded like it was coming from Chu Muxiu.

The wine in the wine glass spilled on the ground, I looked along the wine glass that fell on the ground, and he finally didn't dare to look at me, but his hand was still hanging in the air in a daze, I made him chill again. Almost everyone present was more surprised than I was, and the queen had never looked at me like that, as if she was sorry for me, and told me not to jump into this fire pit, but I would never believe her again. No one could believe that I could make a decision so quickly, and I have once again impressed everyone.