I still went to see off Lu Huai, and when I came back, I passed by Yiwang's Mansion, I was stunned and looked at it for a long time, and the wall of Yiwang's Mansion seemed to be much lower. In fact, Chu Muxiu really knocked down a corner of the wall and knocked down a corner for me.

He's waiting for me, it's just that I'll never turn it over again.

When I was about to leave, Jin'er suddenly came out and stopped me, she ran over, "Miss hasn't been here for a long time, have you taken care of everything at home?" ”

"Oh, actually, it's nothing......" Our family's affairs have been in an uproar, and I don't know how to answer Jin'er's question.

"Miss...... Is it looking for His Highness? ”

"Just passing by!"

"Oh......" Jin'er seemed a little lost, she probably felt that she would have one less person to talk to in the future.

When I was talking to Jin'er, I saw the green pothos helping the queen out of King Yi's mansion, and I saw that she was staggering and staggering, and there were some tears in her eyes. She saw me when I looked at her, and she was looking at me viciously, as if she wanted to eat me. I don't understand why she ruined my family, but now she makes me feel sorry for her.

I know that she must have come to Chu Muxiu for Xiliang's business, and she still chooses to believe in Chu Muxiu compared to Your Majesty, she really loves Chu Muxiu. But looking at her like that, Chu Muxiu definitely didn't let go.

No matter how you say it, Xiliang is the queen's mother country, and Your Majesty is actually ruthless. Sure enough, Daddy is right, most of the descendants of the emperor's family are ruthless......

I hated the queen, especially when she framed our family, I wanted to kill her, but now I feel that she is pitiful, as pitiful as I am.

The queen got into the sedan chair, and I was going to leave too.

Before leaving, I said to Jin'er, "No matter what, take good care of yourself in the future." ”

"Hmm......" Jin'er always pulled me, and tears almost fell.

Chu Muxiu came out of the door, he was originally going to go out, but when he saw me, he stopped again. At that glance, I seemed to see through the pain in his heart, and my heart was like 10,000 ants crawling by. I had imagined a great future for me and him, but I never expected us to get to this point.

I turned around and shouted that Mo'er was leaving, and Chu Muxiu walked quickly in front of me, "You, are you doing well?" ”

I didn't speak, I just walked forward, and when I knelt and begged him, he didn't blink, and when it was too late, he asked me how I was doing, and I just thought it was ridiculous.

He grabbed me: "You hate me so much? ”

I turned my head and looked at him coldly: "I want to kill you!" ”

He had never looked at me like this, I was shocked, he was finally willing to let go of my hand slowly, maybe my words made him feel cold, made him scared, maybe he could never find the innocent me before.

I want to forget him, but I'm afraid I won't be able to forget him.

My two years with him were short-lived.

"Your Majesty, Empress...... The Queen's Mother. Gonggong Li raised his eyebrows and slurred, "Out of the palace!" ”

His Majesty sneered: "She still doesn't believe me......"

At noon on the same day, His Majesty ordered to send troops to Xiliang, and after learning the news, the queen never left Kunning Palace for half a step.

On the day Chu Muxiu set out on the expedition, the snow stopped, and I was still holding a warm pot in the house and reading. I think I'm a strange person, I used to be uninterested in reading when my dad was there, but now no one cares about me, but I like to read books.

Mo'er came over with a plate of snacks: "Miss has been reading a book for a morning, let's take a break!" ”

My eyes were still on the book: "Why didn't I find out so much knowledge hidden in this book before?"

"You didn't even touch a book before!"

Mo'er was stunned for a moment and said: "His Royal Highness King Yi went out on the expedition today, and he went for a few months, and the swords and guns on the battlefield were not long-sighted, I don't know if I can return safely this time, and Miss won't send it off?" ”

I do not speak, but I do not hear.

"Miss still can't let go of it, right?"

"I hate him!"

"But you've read this book three times, miss!"

"Really?" I still don't understand the book after reading it three times.

I finally went, hiding in the corner of the gate to spy on him, and I swore it would be the last time I would see him.

He sat on his horse, with thousands of horses behind him, as majestic as the last time. It's just a little sad to be alone, he's constantly looking back, looking back. As soon as he looked back, I hid in the corner, and I was afraid that I would meet him, and I couldn't let him look down on me.

Lu Huai led the horse and walked to Chu Muxiu's side: "Your Highness, I went to see her a few days ago, and she is living very safely now!" ”

Chu Muxiu knew that Lu Huai was actually reminding him that the time was up, and they should go.

He took one last look in my direction, and then rode away.

It wasn't until the dense Yulin Army blocked his figure that I dared to poke my head out. Looking at the top of the city, but I didn't see the queen's mother, I think she was also hurt by him this time.

The street vendors continued to sell, the candy seller's uncle still pushed his little wooden cart, and I occasionally bought a few pieces of pine cake to eat, but I could never taste it again. I became bored and didn't like to go out on the streets.

Without him, the city seemed to be depressed.

When I opened the door that day, I saw an old man sitting at the gate to rest, I asked Mo'er to bring a few steamed buns for them to eat, and they thanked me vigorously, saying that they wanted to give me some silver, but I didn't ask for it, and it was okay to be idle, and I also sat down to chat with them.

"Uncle, why don't you go home?" I asked him.

The uncle opened his chapped lips: "Hey, I'm an old man at home, it's better to come out and see the crowd lively, I don't want to go back." ”

I asked him, "Don't you have any children?" ”

The uncle put the crutches aside, and then opened his legs heavily, "I, three generations of single transmission is just such a son, now the world is not peaceful, we are fighting more and more, recruiting troops everywhere, and pulling those strong guys in the city to the battlefield, I heard that this time the Huns are menacing, I am afraid that this battle is not easy to fight, my hard-working son does not know if he can come back......"

"Jiren has his own natural appearance, and there is a father who is worried about him waiting for him at home, he will definitely come back safely."

"I borrowed your good words, girl."

I chatted with my uncle until the evening, in fact, we couldn't find a topic to talk about at all, I almost forgot what we were talking about, but I just looked at the amiable uncle and felt a little popular.

When it was almost dark, the uncle said that he was going home, and I wanted to keep him down for dinner. He refused, saying that there was still an old cow to feed at home, and he said that when his son returned, he would sell the cow to him for marriage. After thanking me for my kindness, the uncle left. Facing the sunset, the uncle staggered on crutches.

I can't help but feel a little sad, Tianyue, where I have lived for eighteen years, seems to me to be quite stable, and the sudden war caught everyone off guard. In the war, the soldiers were conscripted to buy food, and the soldiers were far away from returning, leaving behind either old husbands and mothers or children waiting to be fed. Those who are hard-fated can come back alive, those who are unlucky can't even find their corpses, and the most bitter people in the war are just the people.

In the days that followed, I kept receiving news from afar, sometimes about King Yi conquering several cities on the border in a row, sometimes about Tianyue losing several battles, and sometimes the news was good and bad.

The palace is also turbulent, the ministers have different opinions, saying that the Xiongnu have risen sharply in recent years, and have annexed several small countries, this time with the assistance of Xiliang, the power should not be underestimated, and our Tianyue has almost been ambushed several times, and has eaten a few loopholes.

"Niangniang, Xiliang replied!"

At the window, Pothos removed the creed from the pigeon's leg, which was a letter written by the queen back to Xiliang a few days earlier, in which she said that she had been doing well in Tianyue and begged her father to withdraw from the army.

The queen hurriedly opened the creed, and after reading it, her face suddenly changed, and the creed slipped from her hand, but the light note fell heavily on the ground.

"Niangniang, is the king unwilling to withdraw from the army?" Pothos asked her.

"My father said that he had no choice, a few brothers were useless, they would only fight for the imperial power openly and secretly all day long, several tribal countries were already fighting our Xiliang idea, I was not stable in Tianyue, and I was not loved by the Queen Mother, if those tribal countries invaded without the support of Tianyue's troops, we would never be able to compete with it. If the elder brothers die, our Xiliang will be completely defeated. Now that the Xiongnu are rising, the terrain is close to ours, and cooperating with them is the best choice for Xiliang. ”

Luluo held her breath in her heart: "But Niangniang, you are still in Tianyue, shouldn't the king take care of your safety?" ”

The queen was desperate, looked at the glamorous self in the mirror and smiled, "My few *** days are addicted to wine and have no intention of going to politics, and this Xiliang will be destroyed sooner or later if it is handed over to them." Although I am a daughter, I have also exchanged my happiness for the stability and peace of Xiliang for 12 years, why can't my father take care of my safety? If Xiliang destroys me, I don't have a mother country, and I can only be gossiped about in this day; If the sky is gone, I will have nowhere to go. In the end, I'm just a bargaining chip that Xiliang uses to smooth Tianyue! ”

"So what do we do now?"

"Let them fight, I don't care, I don't care......"

He has been gone for several months and months, and when he first left, I could always hear news from Chu Muxiu, no matter how good or bad it was, there would be a little bit, but now there is almost no news of him. I went to the tea shop to hear the storyteller tell the story, and he didn't know anything about the Xiliang War.

I was suddenly worried about him, and although I hated him, I was also afraid that he would never come back, and although I hated him, I never thought he would die.

His martial arts are so good, and with Qianche Lu Huai by his side, he should be fine.

When he died, my whole body was really empty.

Someone sent a letter from the border, I thought it was Chu Muxiu, but I didn't expect it to be Xuanwu, I haven't seen him for a long time.

In the letter, he said that the rice had sprouted soon after I had left the year before, and that the harvest had been good for two years, and that he thought that the good days would continue like this. However, not long ago, the war between Tianyue and Xiliang has extended to the small villages around the border, including Chenjiazhai. The prime of life in the stockade were all dragged to fight, and almost all the dead people in the three days, the women and the elderly in the stockade were gone. Grandma was too old to walk, so she had to stay in the village. A few days ago, his grandmother also passed away, and he was the only one left in the whole village, and he was helpless to leave but did not dare to go.

At the end of the letter, Xuanwu asked me if I had a good time in the past two years, and after reading Xuanwu's letter, I almost burst into tears, why did he have to bear so much at such a young age.

Everyone I know, they are asking me if I'm okay, I don't think I'm that important, I don't have a good life because they give me, and I don't have a good life because of them.

The peach blossoms in Nanshan should be blooming again, so I decided to go to the border to find Xuanwu.