242, Meaning
Xu Shu thought that if Gao Zhinan really went to Rouran, in time, Master Gao would definitely regret it, but he was over half a hundred years old, but he had no son or daughter to Chenghuan, but at that time, it was useless to regret it, and Gao Zhinan would never come back.
"Have you really decided? You also know that if you really leave, you may not be able to come back in this life! β
At that time, Mr. Gao was old and helpless, but in the same way, Mrs. Gao's evening scene was also extremely bleak, how could Gao Zhinan, who had been dependent on his mother for many years, be willing to let Mrs. Gao go?
Gao Zhinan's eyes were moist, as if he had tears, but in the end, he only took a deep breath and forcibly suppressed the tears.
"You're gone, what should Aunt Gao do?" Xu Shu asked again.
"The sixth sister will be back in a few days!" Gao Zhinan sighed slightly, otherwise she wouldn't have left ruthlessly.
Listening to Gao Zhinan's tone, Miss Gao Liu's return to her parents' house doesn't seem to be an ordinary return to her parents' home, but it seems that she wants to live for a long time?
"My sixth brother-in-law is dead! Died on the day of the New Year! Gao Zhinan suppressed the disgust in his heart and said slowly, "Die on the bed of the concubine's room!" The concubine was so frightened that she fled that night, and when she was found dead the next day, her body was stiff! The husband's family wants my sixth sister to keep the festival, but the sixth sister is the steproom, and the eldest son is left by the lady in front, and the sixth sister has no mother-son relationship, and will not treat the sixth sister well in the future, the sixth sister is not willing to keep it for a lifetime, the husband's family is not happy, and the sixth sister is locked in the room, the sixth sister finally escaped and ran back to her parents' house, but the father disliked the disgraceful death of the sixth brother-in-law, and was afraid of bringing the reputation of the Gao family, so he wanted to send the sixth sister back! The mother felt sorry for the sixth sister, but she couldn't twist her father, so she could only temporarily place the sixth sister in Zhuangzi, and later went to the sixth brother-in-law's house to negotiate, and gave up all the dowry of the sixth sister, so they didn't mention letting the sixth sister go back to observe the festival, but because of her father's opposition, the sixth sister still couldn't go home to live! β
"So you want to offer to marry in exchange for Lord Gao's promise to let your sixth sister come back?" Xu Shu felt heartache for a while, and Gao Zhinan, who was once free and wanton, was brutally tortured by life to the point where he is now compromised.
"Not exactly!" Gao Zhinan did not deny it, "Seeing my father's attitude towards the sixth sister, I can't help but wonder if I end up in the same situation as the sixth sister one day in the future, what will my father do to me?" There is no doubt that it will be, and I may even be worse than the fate of the sixth sister! That would be a real despair! Therefore, I would rather die alone than die in a foreign country than to exhaust the hope of life in boundless despair! I don't like to leave my own path in the hands of others, let me go my own way! β
Xu Shu touched the corner of her eyes, and sure enough, there was a hint of wetness, as a close friend for many years, since Gao Zhinan had made a choice, then she should not interfere with her decision, but she really couldn't do it when she saw Gao Zhinan go away.
"Don't be sad! Maybe I'll be back one day! Gao Zhinan pretended to clap his hands in a chic manner, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes by turning his head.
Xu Shu smiled reluctantly and nodded, but this smile was more ugly than crying, because she knew that there would never be such a day, and this farewell would be goodbye forever.
"When we first met, I thought you were different from your other sisters, and I felt very close to you at first sight, and now it seems that our relationship is destined by God!"
With similar encounters, similar growth processes, and similar endings, Xu Shu and Gao Zhinan's fate trajectories are almost the same, but the two who cherish each other will soon be separated.
"Don't be afraid, there is still a month or two left or right, if you miss me, go to Gao's house to see me! I'm afraid I won't be able to come out in the future, and I want to spend more time with my mother before leaving! Gao Zhinan's tears finally couldn't hold back anymore, drop by drop, she was still reluctant to hurt her for more than ten years, and she did not hesitate to turn her face with her husband who had been married for more than 30 years.
Xu Shu hugged Gao Zhinan who couldn't cry lonely, she didn't have such a mother who thought about her wholeheartedly, so she couldn't empathize with Gao Zhinan's reluctance and sadness.
Gao Zhinan sobbed and chattered, "It's okay if I'm gone!" When I leave, my mother will be completely dead to my father, and I will guard the sixth sister wholeheartedly in the future, and the sixth sister is filial, and my mother will definitely live well in the second half of her life! My father doesn't recognize his six relatives, I'm afraid that one day my father will even give up my mother, how sad should my mother be at that time? So that's fine, I'll be fine with everything as soon as I'm gone! β
She's fine with everything when she's gone, but what about her? Has anyone thought about her situation?
"What about you? Even if what you say is beautiful, I know that this is your forced choice, you shouldn't take such a path, you should have a better life! β
Gao Zhinan wiped away his tears and shook his head firmly, "I know what you want to say, and I also believe that you can let me go, so I remind you first, if you meddle in my affairs, our friendship for so many years will end here!" β
Xu Shu sighed and raised her hand and swore, "I just feel sorry for you, since you have made a decision, I will respect your decision, even if this result is not what I want to see!" β
"You've come to me to say the truth! But you're not the same! Gao Zhinan poked Xu Shu's forehead, "What are you hiding here for?" I don't say it's broken, it doesn't mean I don't know, even my mother asked me to enlighten you more, don't think about it, it's just that I think you are at ease now, far better than before, so I don't ask you! β
"Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles!" Xu Shu tilted her head and couldn't help but sigh, she just wanted the Empress Dowager to be jealous of folk rumors and could no longer forcibly make her and Qi Rui together, why did she become the object of everyone's pity now?
"That's fine, you don't have to marry into the Rongguo Mansion, and the gentleman in the Rongguo Mansion is not worthy of you!"
"It's rare to see someone!" Thinking that Xu Ting didn't even hesitate to kill herself when she didn't snatch the marriage contract, Xu Shu couldn't help but feel angry and desolate.
Although Gao Zhinan and Xu Shu are good friends, but they have a general relationship with other girls in the Xu family, Mrs. Gao has also vaguely mentioned the Xu family's plans more than once, Gao Zhinan is very disdainful of Xu Ting's behavior of competing for his sister's fiancΓ©, "If it were me, no matter how rare she was, I wouldn't let it go to her!" I want to be angry with her, so that she can't get what she wants! β
"Why bother!" Xu Shu spread her hands indifferently, "Anyway, I don't want this family business, this family business is like a hot potato to me, someone is willing to accept it, I can't wait for it!" β
And one day she will let Xu Ting taste the taste of self-repercussions.
"Let them fight and make trouble! You just have to live your own life, this Zhuangzi is so beautiful, if one day I really come back, remember what you said, I will live in half of it! β
"Good!" Xu Shu turned her face away and endured the sourness in her eyes.