Jay always slept faster than me, tossing and turning in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep, the conversation on the phone kept echoing in my head. So I went to the bar alone, the same bar as before, and it was always the busiest time at night. Again, at the same bar, I ran into Jefferson.

"I want whiskey." I say.

After the bartender gave me a bottle, I added ice cubes to my glass and drank it with whiskey.

"Are you in a bad mood?" Jefferson asked me.

"I had a fight with my family."

"Why do you drink whiskey every time it's because of your family, are they bad for you?"

"I don't like them."

"Hua, where's your boyfriend?"

"He's resting at home."

"Won't he come with you?" He asked.

"He doesn't know." I explained, "I can't sleep, come out and have a drink." ”

"I'm graduating this year and I'm going back to New York to work, can we leave a contact information?"

"Of course."

I gave him my MSN, phone number, and email address.

"Going to dance?"

"Okay!"

I threw my phone on the table, took off my coat and left only a white vest on the inside, and danced with Jefferson on stage. I screamed frantically, which eased the anxiety in my heart a lot.

Two hours later, after leaving the bar, his hot body was frozen and curled up by the icy temperature outside.

"Stay, I'll send you back."

"It's okay, I'll just go alone."

"What if I say no? Have you forgotten that I helped you snatch your phone from the bikers on the street? ”

"Please, it's night."

"It's more dangerous at night. I'll send you. ”

Jefferson stopped a car on the side of the road, and I had to give the address.

"Does it feel okay? I see you've drunk a lot. ”

"It felt very good. I've always been good at drinking, so don't worry about me. ”

"I've been here for almost four years in the blink of an eye." Jefferson was a little sad, "Hua, I can't believe I'm leaving in August, it's already my second home. ”

"I'm just like you."

"When the time comes, you can come to me in New York, and we'll continue to drink."

"It's a deal!" I said, "Thank you Jefferson, I'm in a much better mood." ”

Jefferson hugged me in the car, and instead of getting out of the car, he rolled down the window and watched me go upstairs.

When I returned to my room wrapped in a bath towel after taking a shower, Jay was still asleep. I went to bed gently, afraid to wake him, but he woke up anyway.

"Who sent you back?"

"Huh?"

Did he wake up early?

"Friend, you've seen it at the café door, Jefferson."

"You went drinking?"

"Yes."

"It's dangerous not to go out drinking with other men at night, you know?"

"But I used to be like this, otherwise I would have met you."

"That was before, Yihua." He held my hand, and the warmth of his palm comforted me.

"Got it." I said, "Zhang Cheng." "I call him by his Chinese name.

I rarely call him by his Chinese name.

"What's wrong?"

"Today is April 1st."

"So what?"

"So, time flies so fast. You're graduating this year, where are you going, have you figured it out? ”

"Not yet. Probably going to work in a gallery. He said, "What do you think of France?" ”

"Good."

"Next time we'll go together."

"Yes."

"Would you like to go to Hyde Park in the afternoon?"

"Okay."

There was silence for a while, and he kept holding my hand, and I knew he hadn't slept yet, and I was so energetic that I didn't feel sleepy at all. His thumb landed on my tiger's mouth, gently stroked back and forth a few times, his voice was full of lust, and said to me, "Sleepless tonight......"

When it was over, he wore a white shirt and hugged me in his arms. I don't like to draw the curtains, I like to see the moonlight in my room and on my bed. I feel like it's a lot like love. I don't want affection or love for this world, I just want him.

I woke up in the morning to the smell of pan-fried bacon, and Jay forgot to close the bedroom door, and the smell kept coming in. I lay in bed and didn't want to get up, he brought breakfast to me, and said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, I scorched the bacon, it's really not easy to do." ”

"It's okay, I like it, thank you." I smiled sweetly at him.

At that time, we were closest to love.

We went back to class together, he went to his class, and I went to my class.

He waited for me outside at the end of class, and everyone watched as he took me by the hand and left.

At noon he accompanied me to the piano room to practice singing, and I learned that he could even play the piano, so he played a simple melody for me, and he played me and sang. But after a while he couldn't stand it, and he said that his hands were sore.

London is still a little cold, even if it's already April, and wearing a long sleeve in China is enough to cope, but in London, you still can't do without cotton clothes. Chinese often remember reciting a poem by Lin Huiyin in April: "You are the April day of the world, warmth, love, and hope." But in Europe, where one remembers only T.S. Eliot, said: "April is the cruelest month, with lilacs growing on the wasteland, mixing memories with desires." ”

After a long morning of dozing off, I lay on Jay's lap and fell asleep quickly, and when I woke up, the sun had not yet left, hitting the treetops, casting light and shadow on the grass. I remembered that Mrs. Duris had planted a lot of flowers in the back garden, and the only thing I could name was the bright red moon and the yellowish peonies. She is very similar to my mother, and they both like to live in the countryside.

Talking to Jay about the scene when we met: "At first, I was really not serious, I thought it was just fun, but then you came to me and seriously said that you wanted to be together, and I was tempted. It's so lonely to be alone! ”

"It's lonely." He said.

"May I ask you a question?"

"What's the problem?"

"What do you like about me? Do you like me to be handsome, or do you like my talent? ”

I laughed and slapped him a few times, "Is that how you describe yourself?" Can you please stop being so narcissistic! ”

"You're finally smiling." He said.

"What about you? Do you like my beauty or sensuality? ”

"I like them all!"

"Hahahaha."

A father and daughter walked by, and I turned and kissed Jay.

"Hua, I want to go to China." He told me earnestly.

"Tourist?"

"It's not." "I want to work over there," he said. ”

"Did someone send you an email?"

"Not yet, but I do."

"Why do you want to go to China? You should know that oil painting is still popular in Europe. ”

"I ......," Jay couldn't answer, and he asked me, "Do you want to go back to China when you graduate next year?" ”

I shook my head, "I don't know, I... I just want to be with you. ”

"It's great for us to go back to China, so that you can also adjust the relationship with your parents."

"Nope." I shook my head, "If that's the case, I'd rather stay in Europe." ”

"You and your parents—"

"Don't mention them." I said, "Don't mention them, I don't want to talk about them." ”

"Okay, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, but it's the last time, don't mention it next time."

As soon as I came across this topic, I was sensitive.