Body Chapter 581: Change
"Mom just wants you to live happily in your childhood." Seeing that she looked very sensible, he touched her head with pity and spoke to her in a gentle voice.
Xiao Baozi also looked very dazed when he saw his mother's tender face.
But in my mind, I thought that I couldn't be like this, I had to be good to my mother all the time, and not let her worry about herself.
"I see."
But he just nodded, and took the initiative to lean into Song Ruyi's arms, playing with her hair, "I will work hard to adapt to school life, and I will also work hard to make friends with my classmates." ”
After hearing her say this, Song Ruyi breathed a sigh of relief, because only after she figured it out by herself could she better integrate into life.
"Mrs. has eaten."
When these two people were enjoying their time alone, the maid knocked on the door and came in for dinner, and Song Ruyi pulled the little bun down.
After seeing that they were all the meals that Xiao Baozi liked to eat, Song Ruyi was really happy, "Baby, these are the things you like to eat." ”
Xiao Baozi smiled happily when he saw that they all liked to eat.
When taking a bath at night, Song Ruyi deliberately washed the little bun in vain, hoping that she could be in a good state.
"Mom, don't worry." As if sensing her mother's thoughts, Xiao Baozi stroked Song Ruyi's cheeks with both hands and said words of comfort.
Maybe she was too sensible, Song Ruyi hurriedly turned her back to wipe away her tears, and said with a smile, "It's okay, my mother knows that you are a good and sensible child." So saying, he carried him to the bed, and after coaxing her to sleep, he returned to his room.
Somehow, I suddenly felt that my heart was very quiet, and I seemed to feel that after letting go of Xiao Baozi's heart, he would live his childhood life well.
The next day was a sunny day, the room was particularly warm, Xiao Baozi got up very early, got dressed and obediently waited for her mother to come and tell her to get up.
And when Song Ruyi came in at this time, she saw that Xiao Baozi had dressed herself, and she was immediately cute when she lived on the bed obediently, "Baby, why did you get up so early today?" A bite on his soft face, this feeling really made her mood very comfortable.
Maybe he was shy by his mother's enthusiastic behavior, and Xiao Baozi's face turned red all of a sudden, "Aren't you going to school today?" I want to go earlier. When she spoke, she behaved very comfortably, which made Song Ruyi feel that she had really changed.
After everything was ready, Song Ruyi drove the car to send the little bun to the school.
When Xiao Baozi entered the class again, he was still standing there alone and dazed, and Song Ruyi was very worried that even if he was determined to change, the surrounding environment seemed to be very unfavorable to him.
"Little Bun's mother, you're here."
Originally, when he was worried, he saw Xiao Baozi's teacher coming over, and Song Ruyi immediately thought of a question, "I guess I will trouble you in the future." ”
The teacher was stunned for a moment when she heard her say this, but she also remembered what she meant and said politely: "No, it's okay, this is what we should do." As he spoke, he also looked at the small bun that was staying in the classroom alone, and his face was still a little sad.
But he quickly covered it up, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "We'll pay attention to this." ”
Song Ruyi was a little relieved after hearing this, after all, she felt that this was a school, and there was no hierarchy between children, and she also hoped that Xiao Baozi could be well.
Leaning against the window and looking at the little bun in the classroom, he felt that he should give her a certain space to deal with her own affairs, and then turned to the teacher and said, "I have something to do in a while, you can call me if there is anything." ”
said that he was reluctant to leave school, and on the way back, he was worried about Xiaobaozi, and secretly shed tears before the mistake made his daughter suffer so much, and now she can do her best to do it.
But in the end, if I don't think about it, no one will have the courage to give Xiao Baozi a strong one.
Then wiped away her tears, "Don't cry, you must let her integrate into the collective life in the future." Saying this, I felt a little better.
Not long after returning home, when I was about to deal with my own affairs, I received a call from Fei Yinan, "How is it, I am still not familiar with it in school, are there any difficulties?" "While dealing with my own affairs, I called my wife and wanted to ask how Xiao Baozi was doing in school, and whether there would be any discomfort.
For now, he is such a daughter as Xiao Baozi, and he must be eager to give her all the good things in the world.
After Song Ruyi heard him say this, he also knew that he was actually worried that Xiao Baozi was wronged at school, and since he knew that Xiao Baozi was her daughter, he was really loved.
In order not to worry him. In order not to delay his work, "It's good at school, I personally sent him over today, I think except for some discomfort, everything else is fine." ”
Hiding some things, of course, can't let him know that Xiao Baozi can't fit in now, and he doesn't have friends to play with.
After Fei Yinan heard him say this, he rubbed his temples, put down the things in his hand and said, "I also know that this time is indeed hard for you, I am too busy with work, and the matter of Xiaobaozi will be handed over to you, but don't worry, after this time has passed, I will send her to school with you." ”
To be honest, I still feel very guilty when I think about it, because she is the only daughter who is not by her side all the year round.
I can't give her the best things in her early childhood, and now that the time comes, I must put all the best things in the world in front of her.
And thinking like this is to think of Xiao Baozi's face in my mind, which is clearly reflected in my mind. Pet laughed out loud, "But I think Xiao Baozi has really brought a lot of changes to my life, and after having him, I feel that my whole person has the momentum to move forward." ”
Song Ruyi was very curious after hearing this, why did he say this, "Why do you mean that you didn't have any reason to be motivated in the past days?" Isn't it? In fact, this sentence is just joking about Fei Yinan, after all, he was also very successful before, and it is estimated that now it is because he has a family and wants to achieve greater achievements in his career later.
Fei Yinan didn't deny what he said, but just explained, "Because it used to be good for me to feel that I was living alone, but now that it's different, with you and Xiao Baozi, I will feel that I will do my best to give the two of you the best future." ”
Song Ruyi lowered his head in shame after hearing him say this, this person has been really very comfortable with some words since he got married.
But to be honest, after hearing him say this, my heart was still very moved, which proved that he put the two of them in his heart.
Just when the two of them were chatting, the little bun in the classroom actually vaguely felt that he seemed to be different from other children.
And she also saw the teacher come to her and said to her: "Little bun, you also have to try to play with the children, you see that the school has children to play with the special fun."
She just nodded ignorantly, because he was alone in the research room in the previous days, so he didn't have any concept of friends.
But after hearing what the teacher said, he seemed to think that this was reasonable.
Because seeing that his friends were all together in groups of three or five, and he was the only one standing aside and no one paying attention to him, this made him feel a vague sense of loss in his heart.
"Teacher, don't worry, I will definitely make friends with them." raised a bright smile, I really don't want the teacher to worry about me, and I don't want my parents to worry about me.
She has been able to handle some things by herself since she was a child, so she doesn't need to trouble others. At this time, I also hope that I can take the initiative to make more friends.
Seeing that a little girl was the most popular girl in the previous class, she mustered up the courage to walk over and greet them, "Good morning." He greeted them with the smile he thought was most polite, but the latter looked away from her when they saw her.
The smile suddenly froze on his face, and he didn't know what to do.
Then I heard a few of them talking behind his back, "Oh my God, how can he take the initiative to greet us?" When I usually go to him, I look like I don't like to answer, "I also sneaked towards Xiao Baozi as he spoke, it seems that this makes Xiao Baozi feel very bad, thinking that he has done something wrong."
Then he lowered his head and was very disappointed, "Why is this the case?" I've already tried my best to say hello to them, so why just ignore me? And he looked up, and saw that they had been playing so well and having a great time, and that she herself was standing in the classroom like a superfluous person.
Playing with his fingers helplessly, he seemed to want to hide his embarrassment and loss in this way.
He couldn't figure out why he was already so proactive, they still didn't care about him, was there something wrong with him, she was also reflecting, and she was also thinking about what kind of way to get friends.
And my mother also said before that she hopes that she can live a happy childhood, and she must work hard to fulfill her mother's hope.
I know that my mother blames myself for not being by my side when I was young, so I don't want my mother to be uncomfortable.