Song Ruyi broke away from Fei Yinan's arms: "Yinan, I don't want Xiao Baozi to repeat it." ”

Fei Yinan looked at Song Ruyi with deep eyes, and was just about to say something when she was interrupted by her.

"No, you must not let Xiao Baozi's childhood become the same as mine." Song Ruyi said firmly.

"From childhood to adulthood, in the eyes of those people, I am small and humble, I have not experienced it, I will never know the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world, even if you are by my side now, but those memories of the beginning will always be engraved in my mind, and I will never forget it in this life." Song Ruyi was completely immersed in his own memories, and did not see Fei Yinan's face full of distress.

"Those are all in the past, even if you don't have parents, you still have us, me and Baozi are your closest people, and you will never abandon your people in this life." Fei Yinan's soft voice comforted Song Ruyi in an attempt to make Song Ruyi feel better, and he could clearly feel the trembling of the person in his arms.

As if she hadn't heard what Fei Yinan said, Song Ruyi continued to mumble to herself: "How can they be so ruthless, I was so young at that time." ”

Song Ruyi's thinking was a little confused, and the fragments of his memories were also intermittent, which made Fei Yinan listen to it very chaotically, but he didn't interrupt again.

Those memories are the scars engraved in Song Ruyi's heart, which have been buried deep in his heart, who would want to cut these scars bloody because of the matter of Xiao Baozi.

All Fei Yinan can do now is to hug the person tightly in his arms and make her feel some warmth.

Song Ruyi was silent for a while before looking up at Fei Yinan: "I just lost my temper." ”

The corners of Fei Yinan's mouth were slightly hooked, if it weren't for Song Ruyi's 100% trust in him, how could he hide in his arms and suffer.

"Are you feeling better?" Fei Yinan is more concerned about Song Ruyi's current state.

Song Ruyi nodded, and looked at Fei Yinan seriously with his eyes: "I don't want Baozi's childhood to be the same as mine, so ......"

Fei Yinan nodded: "Ruyi, I know everything, but Baozi is different from you, you were a lonely person at the beginning, Baozi has you and me, she will have a very normal childhood." Fei Yinan said very firmly.

"She had a happy childhood, but now she has changed because of some of my things, and the most helpless thing for me is that I can't do anything but stand by her side." Song Ruyi said with some collapse, many days have passed since the last incident, and no one knows that she is in guilt all the time.

Fei Yinan felt that Song Ruyi had walked into a dead end, and he couldn't think of any other way to become what he is now.

"There are other ways, you also said that you will always stand by Baozi's side, you are completely different from this alone, you have to have a little confidence in us and Baozi." Fei Yinan felt that he was a little short of words.

Song Ruyi didn't speak, just quietly analyzed Fei Yinan's words, it seems that this is indeed the case, Baozi is very different from her in that both parents have and have a certain ability to protect him.

"Don't worry, things aren't as bad as you think." Fei Yinan looked at Song Ruyi and continued with a relaxed look.

"We will give Baozi the best life." Fei Yinan said firmly, this is also what he has always planned.

When the buns came back in the evening, Song Ruyi specially made a table of her favorite dishes.

"Baby, is it okay at school today?" Song Ruyi looked at the bun and asked tentatively.

Xiao Baozi raised his head and glanced at Song Ruyi, and he didn't speak, but his eyes kept rolling on the table, looking very hungry.

Song Ruyi was a little embarrassed and shifted her gaze to Fei Yinan on the side, trying to ask Fei Yinan to help her.

Fei Yinan gave her a helpless expression, Xiao Baozi obviously didn't want to deal with them, but Fei Yinan didn't want to tell Song Ruyi.

Song Ruyi looked at Xiao Baozi again and stopped talking, it seemed that he could only wait until he finished eating to talk to his daughter.

"Mom, what were you just going to tell me? Xiao Bao finished eating as quickly as he could, and was looking at Song Ruyi suspiciously.

"How was it at school today, and is anyone still bullying you?" Song Ruyi asked with great concern.

Xiao Baozi shook his head: "No one dares to bully me now." The little bun said very firmly, Song Ruyi shook it for a moment, such a little bun seems to be different from before, and the momentum alone is not comparable to before.

"That's good, so I'll be relieved." Song Ruyi looked at the little bun with a smile.

"If my mother is fine, I will go to the study to study."

After eating, Xiao Baozi went to the study, Song Ruyi wanted to clean up the kitchen, but was stopped by Fei Yinan.

"You go find the buns, I know you still have some things to tell her, I'll just come here." Fei Yinan said with a smile.

Song Ruyi nodded, it seemed that Fei Yinan knew her best.

Song Ruyi calmed down in the living room for a while before deciding to go to the study to find a small bun, knocked lightly on the door a few times, and Song Ruyi pushed the door in.

In the study, the sight is that the little bun is holding a book and studying it carefully like an adult.

"Baby, it's time to take a break from studying all day." Song Ruyi said again and put a glass of milk in front of Xiao Baozi.

Xiao Baozi shook his head: "I'm not tired." ”

Song Ruyi looked at Xiao Baozi's serious appearance and shook her head, it was Xiao Baozi's appearance that made her feel even more distressed.

Song Ruyi's attention was all on Xiao Baozi's body before, but now she looked at the book on the table, but this look made her sad again, Xiao Baozi was not reading the textbook in the school, but the professional book of chemical research, which she bought back a few days ago.

Ordinary children are very playful at this age, or addicted to games and cartoons, but her children are learning professional knowledge that these adults have some difficulty with.

Noticing Song Ruyi's eyes, Xiao Baozi subconsciously covered the book with his hand.

"Mom, I'm just interested in that." Xiao Baozi looked at Song Ruyi and explained that she was really not interested in those things at school, but was more interested in these jerky and difficult things.

Song Ruyi is very sad, Xiao Baozi has no childhood, and she doesn't even know what a normal childhood looks like, although Xiao Baozi doesn't care, but she cares about this matter very much, she already owes a lot to Xiao Baozi, she wants to give Xiao Baozi a normal childhood.

"Mom, don't you want me to be interested in this?" Although Xiao Baozi was still young, she clearly felt Song Ruyi's mood changing when she saw the professional book again.

Song Ruyi nodded: "When I was young, your grandfather ran away from home, and your grandmother was nowhere to be found, so I spent my entire childhood alone." ”

Recalling the events of that year, Song Ruyi felt that it was not an exaggeration to say that it was a nightmare, she had experienced something that no child of the same age had experienced, and she was already running for her rations when other children were hiding in the arms of their parents and being spoiled.

Feeling Song Ruyi's low mood, Xiao Baozi walked to Song Ruyi's side and threw himself into her arms.

"Mom, don't be sad, you still have me now, and Dad, you're not alone." The little bun is exactly the same as Fei Yinan's approach, which makes Song Ruyi very pleased.

"I don't know how I got here, but my mother doesn't want you to be like me, I want you to have a happy childhood, these things are things that you need to touch when you grow up, do you understand?" Song Ruyi said with a serious face.

Xiao Baozi nodded as if she didn't understand, although there were some things that Xiao Baozi didn't know very well, but Song Ruyi didn't like her to learn these things, and she could still see it.

Song Ruyi has been carefully observing Xiao Baozi's expression, but Xiao Baozi inherited Fei Yinan's expressionless face,

When Fei Yinan came in, neither mother nor daughter spoke, but they understood the current situation at a glance.

"How can it be so quiet, dessert after dinner." Saying that, Fei Yinan put a plate of washed fruit on the table, and when he saw the professional book in front of Xiao Baozi, Fei Yinan immediately understood.

Fei Yinan took the little bun in his arms and sat down: "Isn't the bun happy?" ”

Baozi shook her head, although she was still young, she also felt distressed when she thought about Song Ruyi's life when she was a child, and she would even imagine what would become if she didn't have Song Ruyi by her side now and didn't have Fei Yinan.

Fei Yinan looked at the big and small and smiled helplessly: "Do you want to go out for a walk, we are a family."

Song Ruyi looked at the sky outside, it was already a little late, but she still nodded in the face of Xiao Baozi's expectant eyes.

It had been a long time since they had come out at this time, and Fei Yinan's goal was also clear, bringing them to the seaside.

The sea breeze at night was a little cold, but fortunately, Fei Yinan had already prepared his clothes, one for each person, and he himself didn't feel so much about these sea breezes.

Song Ruyi looked at Fei Yinan and took out his clothes, and gave him a strange look, she even thought that this was planned by Fei Yinan a long time ago, otherwise how could she prepare her clothes in advance.

"When did you prepare your clothes?" Song Ruyi looked at Fei Yinan and asked curiously.

"Probably when you entered the study." He had already guessed that there might be a stalemate between the mother and daughter, so he had long planned to take the two out for a spin and relax.

Song Ruyi had to sigh at Fei Yinan's precautions, even she didn't expect Xiao Baozi to be so resolute in this matter, and now Xiao Baozi's attitude did not refuse or agree, which gave her a headache.

"Thank you, Nan." Song Ruyi really felt that meeting Fei Yinan was a great luck in her life.

Fei Yinan just smiled slightly: "Baozi looks in a good mood." ”

Baozi was standing alone not far from them at this time, facing the sea, but they could feel Baozi's relaxation in front of them.