At first, when she first rehearsed, she was fine, but she couldn't get into the state, and she couldn't dance to the best effect, but over time, she began to find that as soon as she danced, the whole person would be completely uncontrollable with panic, hand tremors and leg tremors, and it became more and more serious.

Li Chunhua's words also tried their best to get out of the cracks and enter every place where she lived and worked.

Chen Qiong went to a psychiatrist during that time, but the professionals couldn't help it, saying that she was suffering from heart disease, although her mother had little company for her since she was a child, but the natural dependence between mother and daughter was still there.

In the case that Li Chunhua gives very little, this kind of relationship will make her regard everything her mother gives her as a treasure, even if it is a quenched dagger, she knows that she can't, but she will still subconsciously stab it into her heart.

She wanted to refute it on the spot, but she really couldn't refute it, and even cried bitterly on the spot before she could get out, and rubbed the psychiatrist's clothes with a handful of snot and tears, when everyone felt that even if Li Chunhua couldn't be a mother all these years, she shouldn't be ruthless enough not to see Li Chunhua's last face, it turned out that there were still people who knew what her heart looked like.

To untie the bell, you have to tie the bell, this is the advice given to her by professionals, and her bell-tying person has gone to the Western Bliss, so there is no solution, she can only come to Dunhuang.

Chen Qiong is not much sad or resentful now, but she is gradually becoming numb, and she begins to feel that since she can't dance, she shouldn't dance, and the only reason for staying in Dunhuang is fatal, but now she can't help her anymore.

Because she still had an infusion in the afternoon, Chen Qiong didn't send it back to Mogao Grottoes with Guan Ji, and found a small hotel near the hospital to rest, Guan Ji didn't say anything, only said that she would come to pick her up after the infusion.

As soon as she entered the room of the small hotel, Chen Qiong fell on the bed and cried, crying without making a sound, only seeing her weak body floating in the white futon, like a huge wave turning into a white sea.

She is the handful of duckweed in the sea.

In twenty-five years of her life, she has been dancing for twenty years, in order to dance, she gave up all leisure and entertainment, squeezed out every minute and every second to dance, kept dancing, suffered countless injuries on her body, and then climbed to the bottom of the valley and climbed to the top of her hands with bloody flesh and blood before standing at the top.

This time, it was completely into the coffin at the bottom of the valley, and half of the earth was buried.

Chen Qiong cried once, and her sleepiness became stronger, so she slept directly after washing, and after waking up, her spirit was better, and she found a place to eat a bowl of porridge and went to the hospital for an infusion.

After the infusion, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening, and it was completely dark, and Guan Ji also fulfilled what he had said, and really came to the hospital to pick it up.

Guan Ji thought that Chen Qiong would refuse to get into the car, and on the way here, he thought of countless ways to force her to get into the car, and even thought that it would not work, so he tied people up, but the real situation was that Chen Qiong didn't say a word, and directly reached out to open the rear seat door.

"Co-pilot." Seki's finger taps on the steering wheel.

Chen Qiong also obediently sat in the co-pilot.

"Do you want to leave when you're cured?" Guan Ji turned his head to look at the person next to him, and when he didn't get an answer, he suddenly laughed, "To be honest, are you afraid that I will avoid me, so you want to leave?" ”

Chen Qiong replied to the question: "The illness is not well yet." ”

Guan Ji glanced at Chen Qiong, and immediately returned his gaze to the road conditions in front of him: "Don't think about changing the topic, at that time, I saw that I recognized you in the cafeteria and ran away, so scared that Aunt Liu thought that she had done something bad about the dish, but it didn't take long before she forgot it?" ”

"I'm having a stomach problem." Chen Qiong pursed her lips and seemed to smile, she could see that her mood was no longer gloomy, "You are not a cat, and I am not a mouse, what is there to run." ”

"Your mouth is to see people talk about people, talk nonsense when you see ghosts, what's wrong with a mouse, Jia Baoyu also said that Lin Daiyu is a rat essence, so as to praise her." Guan Ji didn't care about this matter, looked at the falling sun, and smiled dumbly, "Don't think that I don't know that although you said that you just stopped the loss in time back then, in fact, you still feel guilty about me in your heart, and you didn't dare to say a word to me at first, and you didn't even face me." ”

"You said it was because I was leaving, and I might turn around and take you to the airport right away."

Chen Qiong knew that this was a radical method, and she also pretended to be confused: "What are you doing at the airport, my luggage is still in the dormitory." ”

Guan Ji bit his cheek, he couldn't help it.

Chen Qiong suddenly turned her head, looked at the driver's seat, and came back stubbornly: "I'm not leaving, I'm not afraid of you and I'm not hiding from you." ”

Guan Ji and Chen Qiong glanced at each other, a flash of surprise, smiled and didn't speak, he knew that Chen Qiong definitely didn't leave because he was such an agitator, he still knew Chen Qiong's stubborn temper, she just regarded his agitation method as a step down.

The real reason for not leaving is unknown, in fact, he doesn't even know the reason why Chen Qiong is leaving, Chen Jishan didn't say it, probably even Chen Jishan himself didn't know.

She has always been a person who knows how to hide things, she has been uncomfortable for so many days, and she has not said anything, so she hurried to the hospital as a last resort, Guan Ji swept the back of Chen Qiong's swollen hand, and came to the hospital for an infusion and suffered again.

obviously didn't have much interest in Dunhuang, in order not to disappoint the old man, but he tried to pretend to be interested.

These are all the results she handed over after gaining social survival skills, and the reason for leaving may be in this, and there is also Li Chunhua.

Chen Qiong put her head against the window of the car, looked at the vastness outside the window, took a deep breath, and released all the infinite emotions in her heart.

Although Guan Jiday's words were ruthless, but there was no mistake at all, every word was heart-wrenching, how many people did their best for her this collection, although the purpose was different, but they were all sparing no effort to minister, she could throw anything, but she couldn't lose the responsibility.

Even if all this is done meaninglessly and she can't be on the stage again, then she has to give it a try before surrendering her gun and accepting her fate, otherwise she won't accept it.

She will not accept it for the rest of her life, and she does not want to spend her life in grief and resentment.

Her life shouldn't be like that, it should be full of pride and sparkle.