Chapter 17: Deserters

"I heard that you were in the hospital as soon as I got off the plane and arrived at the institute, so I drove to see you immediately, and I didn't have time to eat breakfast yet." Guan Ji looked at Chen Qiong, who was tired, and immediately turned his head and closed his eyes after seeing him, he bent down and sat down on the chair next to him, and said jokingly, "Just like this to me?" ”

Chen Qiong blindly touched the empty chair on the other side, touched the bread and milk that were left over from yesterday, and threw them directly to Guan Ji, regardless of whether it would be smashed or not, she just wanted to sleep now: "Who knows what you have in mind." ”

Guan Ji was really hungry, tore open the bag and ate it, finished the bread in a few clicks, and when he drank the milk, the whole person leaned back in the chair with a slight ruffian, glanced at the back of Chen Qiong's swollen hand, and sneered: "What can you think, let's see if you run." ”

"Where are you going?" Chen Qiong woke up, opened her eyes and stared at Guan Ji, "I'm not your prisoner." ”

Guan Ji pursed his lips tightly, not avoiding Chen Qiong's gaze at all, and said gloomily: "Don't think about it, I'm just really curious, curious if the twenty-five-year-old Chen Qiong is still as irresponsible as when he was eighteen years old." ”

Chen Qiong held her breath, as if a stone had been thrown down, and she didn't have time to react, so she could only carefully look for the clues of the stone in the echo of the smashing, and the bloodshot and crystal eyes that were bloodshot and sparkling because of illness and overnight looked at Guan Ji stubbornly.

Like a wolf and like a deer.

"I didn't dare to face it, so I ran away silently." Guan Ji narrowed his eyes and looked at Chen Qiong obliquely, but he didn't feel any pity because of this, and continued to finish his words word by word.

Chen Qiong turned his head to the other side that was not closed: "How do you know?" ”

Knew she wanted to get out of here.

Guan Ji retracted his gaze, folded the milk carton that had been drunk in his hand, and replied without raising his head: "Your mother is my master." ”

Chen Qiong, who had just heard the first two words, gritted her teeth, thinking that she was going to take the opportunity to scold her, and immediately unloaded the momentum of quarreling after listening to it, and also understood the meaning of this sentence, he is Li Chunhua's apprentice, and it is impossible not to know Chen Jishan, I heard that he also went to Suzhou to visit the sick.

"I'll write a report explaining the reasons for leaving early." Chen Qiong has completely lost her sleepiness, and she is just recuperating when she closes her eyes, or she may simply not want to communicate with Guan Ji's gaze, so she bites the tone of the second half of the sentence, "It's not a silent walk." ”

Guan Ji laughed, raised his hand to hold the milk carton, and with a slight twist of his wrist, the box had already left his hand and entered the trash can in the distance, and the expression on his face sank: "Chen Qiong, you chased me back then, right?" ”

Chen Qiong was like a frightened rabbit, and immediately sat up straight, turned sideways to look at Guan Ji: "What are you doing with this?" ”

She thought that the two of them had reached a consensus not to mention this relationship.

Guan Ji raised his two hands behind his head, crossed his fingers as pillows, and was very leisurely: "Don't talk nonsense, just say no." ”

"Yes." Chen Qiong couldn't refute this fact, it was she who saw the color back then, and her love was just beginning.

Her brows furrowed even deeper, and Sekiyo suddenly said what this meant.

"That's a pretty good answer." Guan Ji nodded with a satisfied smile, and then pressed step by step, "Is it you Chen Qiong who disappeared immediately after the text message said that you broke up?" ”

Chen Qiong lowered her eyes, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "I can't stand you in this matter, but you didn't love me much back then, I don't dare to say that I love you enough to do anything for you, but I at least love more than you." ”

She raised her eyes: "We started when I fell in love with you first, but I also know that the most important thing in a relationship is to stop losses in time." ”

The hospital corridor for infusions is a noisy area, with all kinds of voices, and the argument between the two is just a drop in the ocean of noise, and no one can hear it except themselves.

Guan Ji glanced at Chen Qiong, and the silence that turned his head seemed to verify what Chen Qiong said, he was a little irritable and wanted to smoke, but he thought that he had dispelled the idea of taking the cigarette out in the hospital.

At that time, Chen Qiong was still a little girl who had just turned eighteen years old, but she was already a sophomore majoring in Chinese dance in Beiwu, and her temperament was no different from now, she was still stubborn and supple, but she lost the momentum of desperation, and she was a lot calmer, and it seems that she has learned a lot of social survival skills in recent years.

If you want to ask him if he loves it, can he agree to be together if he doesn't love it?

It's not masochism.

They were very happy when they were together, but the feelings of the two people for each other could probably only be regarded as liking.

Some people say that liking to a certain point will turn into love, so what kind of liking is love.

It is impossible to be completely equal in a relationship, there will always be more love and less love, but no one weighs this relationship with a scale, who knows who loves more and who loves less.

"This infusion bottle is empty, why don't you call someone?" The passing nurse glanced at Chen Qiong's infusion bottle, and stopped at her feet to go to the ward.

Chen Qiong looked up, looked down at the needle on the back of her hand, and began to return blood, and after her emotions eased up, she also felt pain: "It's still vacuum, I didn't pay attention to it." ”

The nurse smiled angelically, walked to the nurse's desk and took some things: "I just took a look, your bottles of liquid have been transfused, I will deal with it for you and you can leave, the back of your hand can go back to the hot compress to reduce the swelling, if you have time later, it is best to come to the infusion a few times, dehydration is not a trivial matter." ”

Chen Qiong said hello.

When he pulled out the needle on the back of Chen Qiong's hand, Guan Ji's eyes kept falling on the infusion tube that returned blood, and he remembered that as soon as Zhang Xiaomao saw him in the morning, he hurriedly told him that when Chen Qiong was sick, he used an idiom to describe it as a broken bone.

As soon as he got out of the hospital, Guan Ji took out a cigarette and a lighter from his body, and as soon as he lit it and took a puff, Chen Qiong coughed a few times unbearably: "Don't smoke." ”

Guan Ji originally wanted to reply, taking into account that Chen Qiong was still sick and couldn't breathe the smell of cigarettes, so he directly threw away the cigarette in his hand, but the dryness in his heart became more and more unbearable, and he had to solve it from the source: "That relationship is what you want to start, and you can't end it well, this time you are also going to come here to collect the wind, no one begged you to come, but the wind didn't even catch a shadow and wanted to leave halfway, what do you let those people who run around for your business think, really everyone is born for you, come as soon as you call, and leave immediately." ”

Chen Qiong lowered her eyes, the swollen back of her hand was where her gaze was, and she opened her mouth to say something, but after all, she still didn't say anything.

Guan Ji stared at Chen Qiong without saying a word, scraped his molars with the tip of his tongue, and the deathly silence made him laugh angrily: "Chen Qiong, do you know how to write the four words "beginning and end?" ”

Chen Qiong reached out and touched the hand of the infusion, it was painful, and her heart was also tingling, she had countless words to say, but she couldn't say anything, she raised her hand to block the sunshine in the sky, and her tone was so indifferent that she was like a heartless person: "Who said I didn't pick the wind?" ”

Guan Ji stopped and looked back at Chen Qiong: "Okay, then go back to the research institute to jump one." ”

Chen Qiong put down her hand and looked at Guan Ji silently for a long time, her eyes suddenly became astringent, she lowered her head and didn't speak, a pale smile hooked up on her lips, a very shallow smile, and then slowed down and walked past Guan Ji's side, like a gust of wind, trying not to attract attention, just making people think it was ordinary.

Guan Ji stood still, took out the cigarette case and knocked it on the pillar next to him a few times, lazily put the cigarette in his mouth, took out the lighter, and lit the fire with both hands.

Chen Qiong, who was running against him, also stopped suddenly, looked up at the sun she was about to block, and the too hot sunlight made her eyes begin to sting with discomfort.

It's not that she can't dance the "Dunhuang" well, she can't dance anymore.