Chapter 519: Can't Get Out
Yang Qianfeng has devoted himself to his work since he went to work, going to work early every day and leaving work late and late, in addition to handling the daily work he is in charge of, he often works overtime with the comrades of the criminal police brigade, and sometimes even works for several days and nights without going home.
The other leaders of the bureau and all the comrades of the criminal police brigade knew that Yang Qianfeng wanted to devote all his energy to his work, so that he would not have more time to think about his beloved wife, so as to alleviate the pain in his heart. In this regard, everyone felt very sorry for him, hoping that he would not torture himself like this, and hoped that he could come out of his grief as soon as possible.
Director Bao Hongwei, Political Commissar Lei Daming and Deputy Director Yao Changsheng have talked to him respectively, Zhang Lihua, Su Laining, Lin Xiongwei, etc., have also comforted and persuaded him, but Yang Qianfeng has never had a smile on his face since he went to work for more than a month, for this reason, Yao Changsheng and Zhang Lihua and others also deliberately arranged some activities for him to participate, but he basically didn't go, even if he went, he just took a turn or left first, didn't drink, didn't sing, danced, and didn't take the initiative to talk to people (unless he had to say something at work.........). Compared with him in the past, he has completely become two people, which really makes these people who care about him and love him at a loss, and they don't know what to do.
At this time, Lan Mei called Zhang Lihua and told her that he was like this at home. and asked her and Huang Xiaofang to help Yang Qianfeng come out of his grief.
In fact, Zhang Lihua was more anxious than anyone else when she saw Yang Qianfeng like this, she had been paying attention to him, and she went to talk to him and make him happy when she was fine, but he was always unhappy, and she was only grateful for Zhang Lihua's kindness, and she couldn't even laugh.
Yang Qianfeng didn't want to get out of the pain of losing his beloved wife as soon as possible, but he just couldn't get out, as long as he was idle, Chen Laixiang's lovely face and all kinds of docile movements and expressions were in front of him.
Especially when he goes home, he is always stunned for a long time when he walks to the door, because his mind immediately appears in his mind the happy expression when she opened the door for him and the warm hug after entering the door; When I saw the sofa when I entered the door, I immediately saw her meekly snuggled up to him or pillowed on his lap; When she saw the teacup, she made tea for him, served tea and smiled happily; When she saw the dining table, she showed him a happy expression of serving him food and watching him eat; Seeing the bathroom door appear, she is so happy to put him with bath water every time; When he saw the bedroom door, there was a look in her coquettish eyes pestering him to be a happy leprechaun............
In short, no matter what he saw, she immediately appeared reflexively in front of him, especially when he came home at night, he sat on the sofa and was stunned for a long time, and then went to watch the album or letter, and communicated with her in his heart while watching to wash up and go to bed with peace of mind.
He really misses her so much, he really has nothing to do on weekends, so he goes to Baiguo Village and talks to her grave, and it takes two or three hours to talk............
Yang Qianfeng knew that he might suffer from depression if he continued like this for a long time. also knew that Chen Laixiang didn't want him to be like this, and it was also one of the most uneasy things in her life, for this reason, she told him many times before her death, it was not too difficult for her to leave, and she had to get out of the pain as soon as possible, and he also nodded in front of her. The leaders and colleagues in the bureau are kind to him, and he knows better, but now he just can't do it! Because he and Chen Laixiang have been living together for so many years of loving life, how can he stand it when she suddenly leaves from this happy and harmonious whole? Therefore, he only worked hard to relieve the pain of longing in his heart.
Most of the major topics investigated by the provincial departments and municipal bureaus last time decided to let him be responsible for carrying out the pilot work, so after Chen Laixiang was discharged from the hospital, he began to implement these tasks as soon as he went to work, and soon carried them out.
After several months of work and practice, some of the pilot work has achieved results (for example, after the case review was checked by the Legal Affairs Section, the quality of the case was immediately improved). Some of the work has already achieved initial results (for example, basic information work, all population information has been collected and entered into the computer, and recently this information has been used to solve several cases, although the number of cases solved is not much, but it fully shows the role and power of information). Some work is starting, such as: how to use the construction of information platform for county-level public security organs to improve the ability and level of discovering and combating crimes, in this regard, Yang Qianfeng specially organized a three-person team, two of the three people are computer graduates, focusing on research and development of various systems, laying the foundation for the higher-level public security organs to make decisions in this regard, and the provincial department attaches great importance to this work, and also allocated a special fund, Yang Qianfeng knows that this is a major event, so, in addition to work, He also began to learn computer literacy.
Although his work was good, he still failed to get out of the pain of losing his wife.
Since Zhang Lihua answered Lan Mei's call, she had repeatedly thought about how to free him from the pain of missing, so she first called Xiangyi and learned more about her and Yang Qianfeng's situation from her.
Xiangyi is a very sensible and filial child, after Yang Qianfeng sent her to school, the teachers gave her psychological counseling, especially the head teacher and Ouyang Lamei, they told her a lot from different angles, so that she quickly stabilized her emotions, and soon faced the misfortune at home objectively, and suddenly felt that her father was very pitiful, but she was not worried about her father, so she in addition to calling her father normally, she also regularly QQ video with him, but she was busy with study and did not have time to come back to accompany him.
After Zhang Lihua had a preliminary understanding of the situation, Squid told her about Yang Qianfeng's situation at work and at home (the situation at home was told to her by Lan Mei), the point was that she was depressed and did not smile.
Xiangyi was confused when she heard this, because her father was not like this when she was in the video with her, and she thought that her father could only laugh when he saw her, and she cried sadly.
Xiangyi's crying suddenly made Zhang Lihua think of a solution to the problem: that is, to ask Xiangyi to come back on weekends to accompany her father.
Xiangyi sobbed and agreed, and couldn't wait to fly to her father immediately.
Sure enough, after Xiangyi came back, Lan Mei and Er Xiang found that his spirit immediately improved, and they smiled at Xiang Yi from time to time, for this, Lan Mei was very grateful to Zhang Lihua.
Xiangyi saw that her father was so happy to see her, and she was also very happy, so she accompanied him every step of the way.
But the good times didn't last long, and as soon as Xiangyi left, everything returned to the original.
After the careful Lan Mei saw this situation, she began to pay attention to what Yang Qianfeng did when he went home?
After observation, I quickly understood the pattern of Yang Qianfeng's activities, and everything else was normal, but I felt abnormal every night in the room to read the albums at home and the letters written to him by Chen Laixiang repeatedly. So she came up with an idea to ask Xiangyi to take these things, and said that her mother said before her death that she wanted her to keep them.
Of course, the smart Xiangyi understands the truth of seeing things and thinking about people, but things are not people, so after she came back again, she told Yang Qianfeng her request that she should bring the family album and the letter from his mother to the school, for the following reasons: 1. If you miss your mother, you can watch the album; Second, she wants to know more about her mother's past, and she wants to write a book for her when she grows up; 3. Her mother told her before she died, and she kept these things.
Although Xiangyi said something uplifting, Yang Qianfeng felt that these reasons were far-fetched and did not agree.
When Xiangyi heard that she disagreed, tears flowed out of her eyes.
After Chen Laixiang left, Xiangyi naturally became Yang Qianfeng's biggest spiritual pillar, and Yang Qianfeng was most afraid that Xiangyi would be wronged, and even more afraid that she would cry, so he had to agree to her request when he saw her like this.
Xiangyi is very good at pleasing her father, and Yang Qianfeng also found that as long as Xiangyi comes back, his heart will be full, and he no longer feels empty at home, for this reason, he really wants to transfer Xiangyi back to school, but when he thought that Xiangyi going to a good school was Chen Laixiang's wish, he immediately dispelled this idea.
Yang Qianfeng transferred the energy of missing Chen Laixiang to Xiangyi, but he tried hard but it still didn't work, after Xiangyi left, his mind was empty again, he could still look at the album and the letter before sleeping, but now he can't see anything, he suddenly became uneasy, and he didn't know what to do. In the end, he thought of a way to go to the office of the Public Security Bureau and complete the task of learning computer knowledge, so he studied in the office all night.
Lan Mei found that it was like this for several nights in a row, and she didn't dare to call Xiangyi, so she told Zhang Lihua about the situation, Zhang Lihua came to the public security bureau at night, and found that he was really in the office, no matter how she persuaded him, she didn't go back, and finally she could only sigh and leave.
Zhang Lihua thought on the way back: Now Yang Qianfeng's family has said everything that should have been said to him, and at present, only Xiangyi's words are the most listened to, so she thought about it and called Xiangyi.
Xiangyi knew that her father listened to her the most, but after all, she couldn't accompany him at home every day, she had to completely restore her father's mental state, and she had to do what her mother said, but she still couldn't open her mouth after squeaking for a long time.
Zhang Lihua saw that she had something to say but was unwilling to say, so she used the agitation method and said, "If you have something to say, I'll hang up the phone." ”
Xiangyi said anxiously: "Aunt Zhang, Aunt Zhang, I haven't finished my words yet." ”
Zhang Lihua smiled and said, "You little elf, say it quickly." ”
So Xiangyi talked about some of Chen Laixiang's arrangements before her death............
Zhang Lihua almost burst into tears after hearing this, because she didn't expect Chen Laixiang to really know Yang Qianfeng too well, and she had long thought that Yang Qianfeng would definitely not be able to stand it after she left, so she arranged for Xiangyi to do what to do if this happened to her father after she left, and only by doing so could she free her father from the pain.
There is another reason why Zhang Lihua burst into tears, that is, Xiangyi is so sensible and smart, which makes her distressed and moved......