Presumably Jinxuan has returned to reality, because everything I see is white. I couldn't see anything clearly, I couldn't see anything, and there was an indescribable void all around.

Lu Yao...... Come back soon...... "I heard someone calling my name, remembering Bai Heng's instructions before, I knew that he was looking for me to go back.

However, in my heart, I didn't want to go back......

Jin Xuan's words were deeply imprinted in my mind, in fact, the words that Mo Yuan had told me were not trying to deceive me. All along, Jin Xuan just regarded me as her, and wanted to use me to wake her up.

Although I don't know what kind of method Jin Xuan will use to wake up another woman named Lu Yao, he is so good to me now, and he has been so close to me for a purpose.

Bai Heng...... I'm sorry, I don't want to go back...... "I don't know if I can let Bai Heng hear this conversation. Just let my soul stay here forever, after all, this is Jinxuan's sea of memories, and this can be regarded as a part of his body.

I didn't know what awaited me, but I knew it was going to be an end. Even if I die, I have no regrets, and I really don't want to endure this hopeless pain anymore.

I want it to be over quickly, I want to get relief from it......

"Haruka, are you crazy? Hurry up and agree, you just have to say yes and you'll be back...... But if you don't, you'll fall into the abyss of time. It was an unknown place, and no one knew what was there, what was there. Yaoyao, at this critical moment, you can't be confused! If it's because of Lu Jinxuan, then okay, you come back...... Let's talk about it...... "Bai Heng tried to persuade me to come back."

But my mind has been decided, and no matter how much anyone tries to persuade me, I don't want to go back.

I didn't want to see Jin Xuan anymore because I really didn't know how I was going to face him. Hate him? He hasn't used my life to wake up that woman yet!

Smiling bitterly, I told myself not to be stupid anymore. Jin Xuan will still use my life to wake up that woman one day, it's just a matter of time.

At the end of the day, I don't have the courage to do it. I'm just a coward, scared to face it all. And I deeply understand why I am like this......

Because, I love Jinxuan, it's as simple as that.

"Bai Heng, I'm sorry...... It's my own choice. Whatever the outcome, it doesn't mean much to me anymore. I think Jinxuan will naturally solve the dusty matter...... It's good to see you again. Let's see you again...... "I didn't want to say anything, gradually, Bai Heng's voice was no longer audible.

I think this is what Bai Heng said, I began to slowly enter the abyss of memory of time. I closed my eyes softly and waited silently for this moment to come.

At this moment, my mood is so calm, and I seem to have a kind of steadiness that I have never felt before.

"Ouch...... I thought that my life would end like this, and even a wisp of my wandering soul would turn into foam in this abyss, and finally disappear without a trace.

However, I heard a sigh.

The voice was like that of an old man. Could it be that there are still people in this unknown time and space?

"Old man, who are you? Why not come out? I opened my eyes and looked at the ethereal and white expanse in front of me, a little dazed and overwhelmed.

My eyes kept looking around, but I didn't see a single person.

That's strange, since there is no one, where did the old man's sigh I heard just now come from?

"Hey...... Poor kid......"

I heard it right, because the sigh came again. This time, in addition to the sighing voice, an old man actually said "poor child......

Is this poor kid talking about me? It must be me, after all, there is really no one else here but me.

"Old man, since you're here, why don't you show your true face? What do you mean by that? "I kept looking back and forth, trying to find out where he was.

"Well, kid...... You turn around, and I'm right behind you. When the old man had finished speaking, I turned around as he had commanded.

The moment I turned back, my tear ducts couldn't hold back again...... I cried because that old man was my grandfather.

"Grandpa, why are you? I didn't even hear your voice just now...... I haven't seen you for a long time, do you know how much my granddaughter misses you...... Whining...... "The moment I saw my loved ones, my emotions seemed to be fully released.......

I cried out all the grievances I have suffered and the unhappiness in my heart over the past few days. I was in my grandfather's arms, so wanton......

"Silly girl, why are you still a crybaby like when you were a child?" Grandpa comforted me gently.

"Grandpa...... I finally understand what you meant by what you told me last time that I wasn't me...... But what if you know? What if I'm not me anymore? But I still love him, but ...... In the end, he just wants to resurrect my past life...... Grandpa, why is my fate like this? Why? "I'm still crying, only in front of my grandfather, in my grandfather's arms, can I be so unscrupulous.

"Silly girl, this is your fate...... Your grandmother and I once calculated a hexagram for you, and I thought we would solve this disaster for you. But what was not destined to happen, no matter how hard we tried, we couldn't change it. Yaoyao, the fate between you and Jinxuan has not been broken...... So, you have to go back. This is not the place you should be......" Grandpa's voice was leisurely, at that moment, I felt that grandpa was so strange, he seemed to be my grandfather, but he was not my grandfather.

"No...... Grandpa, why are you staying here? Why can't I stay here? Wouldn't it be good for me to stay with you? Don't you drive me away...... I don't want to go back, I don't want to ......" tears couldn't help but fall.

"Girl, don't you want to face reality, or what you are most afraid of is facing Lu Jinxuan. Since he is the calamity of your fate, face it...... When you face it calmly, maybe you will make new discoveries. Maybe things aren't what you think...... Alright, I've said what I need to say, girl...... Let's go back! Grandpa yelled at me.

Come to think of it, my grandfather has always been very good to me, and he spoiled me even more than my grandmother. Since I was a child, I haven't scolded me or murdered me, why now?

"Grandpa, I'll stay, okay?" I don't understand why my grandfather keeps chasing me away.

"Girl, how lonely and lonely are you until this abyss of memory? It's enough for Grandpa to wait here alone, I don't want you to be here too...... Besides, you still have a long way to go. You will ...... Okay, I can't say any more, or ...... Get out of here! Girl, where you come from, you will go! After Grandpa finished speaking, I felt that my eyelids were heavy, as if I had fallen asleep.

When I completely regained consciousness, I found that Bai Heng and Jin Xuan had been watching me by my side.

"Yaoyao, you're finally awake! It scared the hell out of me......"

"Woman, if you don't wake up again, I'm going to look for you in the abyss of memory of this time. No matter the ends of the world, I will not give up if I can't find you! ”

Bai Heng and Jin Xuan each spoke, and I knew they were all worried about me. I really didn't dare to look into Jin Xuan's eyes, especially for fear that I would meet his eyes.

"Lu Jinxuan, from now on, we don't owe each other!" I was so resolute.

Although I had said that to Jinxuan before, but at that time I was only afraid that the curse would really be fulfilled, and I was afraid that something would happen to Jinxuan. But now, I'm even more sad.

My heart is already scarred by a wound...... Perhaps, I should have given up.

Why should I hang myself from that tree? Why can't I just let him go? From now on, I decided to take my time to forget about Jinxuan. This time, it's true......

I've never had such a real idea as I do today.

"Woman, what nonsense are you talking about? Isn't the attitude towards me just a lot better, why is it suddenly like this again? Thank you for waking me up, I heard Bai Heng say that you entered my memory, did you see anything? Listen to me...... Actually......" Jin Xuan seemed to realize something, and he seemed to want to explain something to me.

However, I have been deceived by him so many times. Can I still fall for him again and again? Explanation is a cover-up, and besides, I have seen it myself, what else does he want to explain?

"Lu Jinxuan, don't say anything. I didn't see anything, as I told you before. I have someone else in my heart, and I don't love you anymore...... Is this reason okay? I tried not to let myself shed tears, I wanted Jin Xuan to know how strong I was and how true the words I told him were.

But I ...... I'm afraid that the truest thoughts in my heart can only be experienced by myself.

"Lu Yao, why don't you listen to my explanation? You say you have someone else in your heart, I don't believe it...... You're lying to me, aren't you? Gu Zhihan...... Hehe, I don't believe it at all, you're like an older brother to him......" Jin Xuan smiled, not believing what I said.

"Well, what if I say that person is not Gu Zhihan at all?" The corners of my mouth went up and I smiled bitterly.

"Who's that?" Jin Xuan was surprised......

I pointed at Bai Heng, then closed my eyes and deliberately kissed Bai Heng's lips......

It was not only Jin Xuan who was stunned, but also Bai Heng......

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