Before I entered the abyss of Jin Xuan's memory, Bai Heng repeatedly emphasized that if I heard him calling my name, then I had to agree. Otherwise, even if I wake up Jinxuan, I won't be able to get out.

I nodded in agreement and signaled to Bai Heng, I am fully prepared.

So, Bai Heng cast a spell, and a purple-red circle of light began to linger around me, and I suddenly felt that my body was fluttering, and my eyes, which were tightly closed, opened at the last moment.

Oh my God, what do I see? I actually saw myself coming out of my body, Bai Heng nodded at me, "Is this a wandering state now?" ”

"Yes." After Bai Heng finished speaking, he continued to do it, and I was like a wisp of green smoke that entered Jin Xuan's mind.

The moment it came into his mind, I was a little stunned......

It turned out that this place in Jinxuan's memory was not as dark and terrifying as I imagined. It's a beautiful and picturesque place.

This makes people feel a little strange, since it is so beautiful, how can it become Jinxuan's most painful memory?

"Miss, Miss, what are you doing here, we have to hurry home. Otherwise, the old man doesn't know how to get angry at us...... "A little girl in a turquoise dress appeared in front of me lively.

Looking at the dress, it should be ancient, and looking at their hair accessories and clothes, this should be the Tang Dynasty!

Oh my God, when Jin Xuan hadn't become a zombie, when he was still a human, didn't he live in the Tang Dynasty? Am I staying in the time in which he lived?

That's fine, I can see what Jinxuan used to be like. And here, there is a past that he can't let go, and what is it that has left a painful memory in his heart......

As before, I was like an ethereal shadow, and no one would notice my existence. I can watch here and watch the people come and go in this ancient bustling city.

The picture changed, the little girl was gone, and a young lady wearing an embroidered pink gauze skirt and a jade agate bracelet appeared. Her face was covered with a veil, and it was a little difficult to see her appearance.

And coincidentally, a gust of wind blew, just blowing off the veil on the young lady's face, and at this time the young lady looked back, and it happened that I saw her, and she had the same face as me.

Is she Yaoyi? No, she's not......

So who could she be?

The young lady in the gorgeous dress seemed to see me too, and her brow furrowed, as if she did not believe that there was a person in this world who looked like her.

At this time, the little girl in a green dress next to her looked at her young lady suspiciously, "Miss, what are you looking at?" ”

It may be that the little girl's words just disturbed the young lady's thoughts, "Bizhu, do you see that the girl in front of you looks exactly like me?" ”

The young lady pointed at me, and I froze there...... She could actually see me.

"Miss, what are you talking about, there is no one across from you, don't think nonsense. Let's go back quickly......" Then the young lady followed the little girl and left.

As she was leaving, I heard her say, "yes, maybe I'm wrong." How could it be, and the clothes she was wearing were strange......"

When the young lady looked back at me, there was a relief in her eyes. Maybe it was an accident just now, but I can't see it now.

I came here to find Jinxuan, but I didn't see Jinxuan's shadow at all, and the people next to me didn't know me, so how should I inquire about Jinxuan?

By the way, following the young lady and the girl in front of me, I have an intuition in my heart that maybe I can find the person I am looking for by following her.

So, I followed them closely. After a while, they came to a palatial mansion. I looked up and saw that the word "Lufu" was written on it.

Dare to love that girl just now has the same surname as me, is this a kind of fate?

In the quaint courtyard, as soon as I stepped through the door, I was interrupted by a scolding voice, "Bastard! How could a daughter's family come back so late? If this gets out, what will it do? How will you get married in the future? ”

I looked, and the young lady and the maid were already kneeling underneath. On the upper seat of the main hall sat an old man in his fifties and sixties, presumably the lord of this road house.

"Master, don't blame Miss...... Actually, we met a ......" little girl on the road who seemed to want to say something.

But the young lady on one side immediately glared at the little girl, and the little girl immediately stopped and said nothing.

"Yaoyao, I'm also for your good. Now that the emperor wants to marry you and the general, you can't make any extraneous branches at this time! A look of joy appeared on the old man's face, and it must be a very glorious thing to be able to climb up to the general he was talking about.

"But, Daddy...... I don't want to get married! The daughter is unwilling to marry a man she doesn't love, and she will live like this for the rest of her life......"

"You son of a, how dare you say such a rebellious thing? This is a holy marriage, and to resist the decree is to die! ”

……

I haven't seen anything yet, but I remember that the name of the girl who looks exactly like me is also called Lu Yao. Even, I saw the string of sandalwood beads on her body, and I suddenly remembered the words of my grandparents, they said that our Lu family ancestors and Gu family have such an ancestral sandalwood bead.

Could it be that this Miss Lu is the ancestor of our Lu family?

Later, she gave the beads to the man she loved the most......

I thought that Jin Xuan gave me a sandalwood bead later, it was not Gu Zhihan's, and there were only two strings in this world, could it be that Jin Xuan's beads were given by our ancestor Miss Lu?

And Miss Lu's beloved is Jinxuan?

When you think about it this way, a lot of things are a bit right. In the era when Jin Xuan lived, when Jin Xuan was a man, the girl he once loved was probably this young lady with the same face as me, right?

……

The picture changed again, this young lady and a young and handsome man were happily chanting poems and painting together, like the life of a fairy couple.

The perspective is getting closer and closer to me, and I gradually see the appearance of the man clearly, and it is indeed Jinxuan.

"Jinxuan, Jinxuan...... Is it really you? Wake up quickly, I'm Lu Yao......" I tried to wake him up on the side, but Jin Xuan couldn't get out of that world of his own imagination.

He couldn't hear my voice, but there seemed to be a little sadness in his eyebrows, "Yaoyao, did you hear it, someone is calling my name?" ”

Jin Xuan was talking to the young lady next to him, and the young lady smiled, "Jin Xuan, did you hear it wrong?" You see here, where will there be anyone, maybe you think too much......"

The two of them continued to live together with a smile and a smile, and I just watched in silence......

……

Immediately after, another picture flew in front of my eyes. A woman was lying in a coffin, her jade-like face, pale without a trace of blood, no breathing, this rich lady named Lu Yao was dead. And Jin Xuan on the side has cried into a tearful person, I have never seen Jin Xuan so sad and sad, he kept blaming himself, and kept muttering in his mouth, it was because of him that she became like this.

I finally understood why this was the most painful place in the abyss of Jinxuan's memory. I'm afraid that this woman's death is the biggest blow to Jinxuan, and at this moment I understood a truth, the secret that can never be told is still known by me after all.

……

Jin Xuan had turned into a zombie, he smiled slightly on his lips, every time in a while, Jin Xuan would go to the coffin to see the woman's body, and finally, Jin Xuan cut off a small lock of hair from her hair and put it in his arms to cherish deeply.

And the corpse of the girl named Lu Yao, Jin Xuan actually used a spell to make it smaller and smaller, and finally turned into a small white pill-like thing.

Jin Xuan actually ate it, along with his love for her.

If you love someone, you will eat him.

"Yaoyao, I promise you...... Someday, I will resurrect you...... Maybe in a few years, when that destined reincarnation appears, you may be able to return to me......"

Jin Xuan's words were deeply imprinted in my heart word by word, and I found that my heart ached.

I finally let myself think that Jin Xuan was actually in love with me. I was on the verge of succeeding in my self-deception, but when I heard these words, all that I had been holding on to collapsed in that instant.

I became a fool, I did so much and ended up making wedding clothes for someone else.

Jin Xuan only fell in love with me because it was destined to be right. But his love for me is just to use me to resurrect the woman he loves, how ridiculous, even if the two of us are reincarnated.

But in this life, I don't have the slightest impression of my previous life, and I hope that what Jinxuan loves is the current me.

I hope that the love between the two of us is pure, and it does not contain so many impurities. But all this, now it seems, is so far away.

"Jin Xuan, wake up quickly...... She's dead, so don't be slow to recognize this reality! I shouted with all my might.

I saw Jin Xuan's expression in a trance, and then fainted......

The matter seems to be settled, and he should have returned to his rightful place.

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