Another nightmare struggle, in fact, the time to really fall asleep is pitiful, waking up is like exhausting half of your life's strength, and it is before the sky is completely light, this is really a spell that cannot be solved.

I'm used to it.

After her accident, I got this heart disease, and when it was serious, I would go crazy, Xu Ze and Chen Yan didn't know how many times they pulled me back at the edge, but I was willing to do it, because only in this way can I prove that I am still alive and live for her.

Her name gradually became a brand on my heart. Chen Yan often said, Shen Yinan, you have a brain in water, is it worth it for a woman?

I also asked myself this question, it turned out that it was not worth it at all, I just wanted to meet her.

In my lifetime, I don't know if there is such luck to see her again.

She was really ruthless, and left me without a word. For more than two years, I lived like a year, and I always wondered why I didn't use all means to keep her in the first place, so that there would be a different result.

I once asked Ling Xue about that day, and she was vague, and I knew it must have something to do with her. Hatred comes so fiercely and violently, I never knew that hating someone can be so simple. That's right, I hate Ling Xue so much now, I hate her so much that if I can, I want to exchange her for the person I want to meet.

But there is no regret medicine in the world. I can only not let Ling Xue see it, I will not let her get her wish whatever she thinks, she is in pain, I may be able to be comforted a little, as if in this way, I can be worthy of Wen Ying.

If she was still around, she would have laughed at me for being useless. When she was still there, I didn't treat her very well, and I never pretended to show her my heart, and now that she is gone, what's the point of me doing this.

Outside the window, the red sun hung high, and I became more and more resistant to this life. I don't want to go to the company, I don't want to see Shen Junquan, I don't want to face a lot of people, I just want to be quiet, I want to be alone.

After staying like this for a while, Xu Ze came to me in an urgent matter and called me countless times.

"What's the matter?" I could hear my voice be surprisingly flat. If there is anything that can arouse my emotions now, it is probably only this midnight nightmare and those past events that are entangled with her.

"Mr. Shen, Mr. Maodu Ji has an appointment, do you want to meet?"

This is Mr. Ji's third appointment, and it is about a piece of land jointly developed together, and he is full of sincerity, but I have already handed over this business to Xu Ze to do, whether it is successful or not, just report the results to me, I have no need to meet with Mr. Ji.

"You can do it." I'm just going to hang up.

"Mr. Shen, wait. There is a reason why Mr. Ji has made several appointments. Mr. Ling has intervened many times, and now in addition to Maodu Yipin Linshore in his hands, there is another key project, you see this ......"

Ling Xiangdong?

Wen Ying had an accident, he can't be said to have no "credit", after that, I got him hard, and now he still dares to meddle in my project, I don't want to die?

"Go on." I got out of bed, took a cigarette from the bedside table, and was about to light it, when it occurred to me that she didn't like the smell of smoke at all, and I put it down again. In fact, it is really not as difficult as imagined to quit something, but the difficult thing is to quit thinking about someone, because those thoughts are dense and like entering the marrow, and they attack from time to time, making people have nowhere to escape.

"Mr. Ling has been going to Mao a lot recently. I made people stare at it, and I heard that he seemed to have found a girlfriend over there, and he lived in Yipinlin. ”

"Oh?" This was not what I expected. Ling Xiangdong used to love to play and had a period of being a son-in-law, but since he single-handedly founded his own AI business, he hasn't played anymore.

"But there's one thing that I think is weird. The person staring at him said that his girlfriend seemed to be a single mother with a child, and Mr. Ling was very different from them. Mr. Shen, do you think it will be his woman and child? That's why he frequently went to Maodu and intervened in Mr. Ji's projects. “

Women and children? Anyone is possible, but Ling Xiangdong is impossible. This person wants to save face, and he attaches great importance to those traditional etiquettes in his bones, if it was his, he would have taken it home a long time ago, it is impossible to let it go and leave it in Maodu, and it is impossible not to give it a name.

I wasn't interested in his private affairs, so I told Xu Ze that I just had to keep an eye on the project, and I didn't have to be curious about anything else.

Xu Ze replied.

After hanging up the phone, I used my mobile phone to log in to Weibo. When I think about that woman, I habitually write a few words to her. It's better than alcoholism. She doesn't like it, I don't want to do it.

"Even people like Ling Xiangdong have women who can make him pay special attention, what about you, when will you come back? I have a lot to say to you, will you hear me? “

"I know that Lu Huainian has never given up looking for you, and he doesn't believe that you are no longer there. I also don't believe that you once broke into my world with such a bang, how could you leave quietly? If you hate me and hate me and be angry with me, it will definitely make me feel bad, so I'm waiting until now, waiting for you to settle accounts with me. ”

When I miss her, I will go back to the villa. But there are too many memories of her in that place, and many times it will make me even more depressed, my world seems to be empty all of a sudden, all empty, I just feel that the villa is amazingly big, I am like duckweed without roots, I can't find a real place to take root.

Xu Ze seemed to be particularly noisy today, and called again after a while.

"Mr. Shen......"

I held the steering wheel in one hand, just stopped in front of the villa, he had better have something important to look for me, if not, just because he bothered me so much, I should have rested for ten days and half a month, so that he could not find me at all.

Xu Ze's voice was a little depressed, as if he had encountered something that shocked him, "Mr. Shen, the people over there in Maodu sent me a photo, do you want to take a look, Mr. Ling, the photo of him and the woman and child?" “

"Xu Ze, do you think I'm idle?" I haven't found my own woman, so why should I pay attention to other people's women?

"Mr. Shen, I sent it to your WeChat." Xu Ze hung up the phone almost after speaking.

My WeChat rang twice, and I resisted the urge to beat Xu Ze while clicking on the photo. Ling Xiangdong's woman and child, what is there to see?

After the photo was clicked on, I looked at the woman's soft and sassy side face, and my heart seemed to stop beating at that moment.

Her hair is tied up in a ponytail, she wears a milk-colored sun hat, a black sweatshirt and smoky gray jeans, and a pair of sneakers of the same color on her feet.

If it weren't for Ling Xiangdong in a dark suit in the photo, I wouldn't feel alive again. Ling Xiangdong's always cold face, when facing a woman, the lines actually became softer, and correspondingly, his eyes no longer became arrogant.

I finally understood why Xu Ze reacted like that.

What the hell does Ling Xiangdong want to do!

I turned around and drove straight to the airport, but the last flight to Maudu was two days later. And I, I can't wait a minute.

I drove to the high-speed rail station again and bought a high-speed rail ticket for three hours later, and stood there.

When Xu Ze's call came again, I was holding the coffee in the high-speed rail station that was not very tasty, refreshing.

"Mr. Shen, is that Mrs?"

It's her. No one can make me stop breathing just one look like her. I have to find her before Lu Huainian. But at the same time, I was very angry, because Ling Xiangdong was actually the first person to find her and see her.

"Ling Xiangdong is too inhuman. He knows that you ......" Xu Ze was indignant.

But for the first time in more than two years, I laughed: "I'll leave the company's affairs to you." Over the years, you've become more and more proficient, and I have nothing to worry about. ”

Xu Ze hurriedly shouted: "Mr. Shen, aren't you going over to bring your wife back?" ”

Is it possible? Will she come back to me? This answer, I want to escape. She didn't want to come back, so she preferred to let everyone think she was dead.

The bitterness quickly condensed in my throat, but it could not withstand my joy and enthusiasm. She's still here, she hasn't left me, she's not separated from me forever, it's great. I want to see her, I want to take her in my arms and tell her how much I love her and how much I miss her.

Halfway through the stand, a stomach ache hit me, and I didn't care. Think about what this pain is, as long as I can see her, I don't care.

Finally came to Maodu. I visited this place many years ago, and now it has changed more than I could have imagined. Has she been here all along? Hide thoroughly enough.

I went to Yipin Linshore to look for her, and I ran into Ling Xiangdong head-on.

At that moment, I saw a flickering light in Ling Xiangdong's eyes. I know him by peeing, and I know exactly what he's thinking. He appeared in front of Wen Ying before me, but he hid it from everyone, so naturally he had his reasons.

And his reason, in addition to a little guilt, is more that he is afraid that he is worried about Wen Ying.

How could I possibly allow him to think about my woman?

"Get out!"

Ling Xiangdong stubbornly raised his eyebrows, I knew he wouldn't give up.

"Why, you think it's fun, don't you? Just you, want to dangle in front of her? ”

"Shen Yinan, you and her have divorced, so what can't I do?"

I stopped talking nonsense with him, quickly pulled him into a certain surveillance corner, and punched decisively. I didn't hesitate to recruit him to fight him, I want him to know that no one can rob Wen Ying except me, she is destined to be mine.

Xu Ze didn't know when he arrived, panting and dragging me, "Mr. Shen will kill if he fights again." “

I looked at Ling Xiangdong coldly, and he really only had one breath left. Xu Ze took a taxi over, stuffed Ling Xiangdong into the car, and took him to the hospital.

I didn't find Wen Ying on the shore of Yipin, and when I heard that she was in the hospital, my heart fell into an ice cave, and the great fear of losing it again until I had nothing dominated me and made me tremble.

It was Xu Ze who called me and said that she was just hanging water, and there was no major problem, so I was a little relieved.

But what I didn't expect was that when we met again more than two years later, she would give me such a big "surprise". She called other men's names in front of me.

My sky is falling.