Who is that Jiang Shi, who is she?

No, it should be said that no matter who it is or what identity it is, I will not let him have another chance to stay with her.

But fortunately, this Jiang Shi is not that kind of relationship with her, but it is the latent stage of preparing to develop a relationship. I came at the right time, didn't I?

The first time I saw the photo, I thought she had given me a daughter, but it wasn't. That's not our kids. She's still alone, I'm still alone, and I think there's nothing stopping me from being with her this time.

I could have imagined that Wen Ying would change, but I didn't expect that she would become like this, and she would not be able to enter the oil and salt. It's a hundred times harder than she used to be. Now, she can be said to be very righteous, because she regards her daughter who is pockmarked as a treasure; It can also be said that she has no heart, because she has never listened to me, and she will not believe how difficult it is for me to survive the lost time.

I don't know what to do. The only thing I could think of was to get closer, closer, so I might be able to guard her. I told her how she used to guard Lu Huainian, and now I will guard her, I won't force her, I will follow her whatever she wants, but I will not leave her again.

Her reaction to me was, whatever I do, she won't take it to heart.

Xu Ze looked for her a few times without telling me how difficult I was, but as you can imagine, she became more and more disgusted with me, and her eyes were quenched with ice when she looked at me.

I'm beginning to understand what it means to punish the heart. My nightmare was even more severe, so bad that I couldn't control it, I couldn't sleep at all, I had to rely on medicine.

I carefully maintained our daily routine, but Ling Xue still came to the door. I haven't let her see me for more than two years, because I'm afraid I'll kill her by mistake.

But she seemed to think that I would be thinking about that little acquaintance from a long, long time ago. Actually, no, that little thing had disappeared in the fire I saw. Just like my heart, I also followed the fire at that time and was taken away by Wen Ying.

I didn't allow her to appear in front of Wen Ying again, I spent a little effort, and the Ling family naturally didn't dare to let Ling Xue come out to make trouble again. However, what I didn't expect was that Wen Ying was more decisive than me, and she didn't need to rely on people to help her now, she could do it herself.

I don't know what chips she has in her hand, anyway, even Ling Huafeng has made a deal with her. Ling Xue was in front of me, and the shouting in front of her looked like a clown.

What Wen Ying didn't know was that if Ling Xue dared to make any moves, I would definitely let her try it to the point that life was worse than death.

But even if Wen Ying knew this, her eyes would only be sarcastic, how much I protected Ling Xue because of guilt in the past, and how painful it is now.

In other words, I am Wen Ying, I maybe, I don't even have half of her demeanor, I will just let the other party get out of my sight.

Ling Xue is indeed gone, and her uneasy family has all rolled out of Maodu, I thought that the rest of the days would return to peace. However, I forgot that there is another person I care about the most, and Wen Ying used to care about the most, Lu Huainian.

As soon as he appeared, I could only feel that everything around me seemed to change color.

In the past, when I looked at Lu Huainian, it was not pleasing to the eye, although I knew that I had half of the same blood as him, but I always believed that I was better than him, no matter which angle. But it turns out that excellence depends on the premise.

Between Wen Ying and him, I had almost no room to get in, and there was no chance of winning. Wen Ying and his re-meeting, responded to a very hypocritical sentence: I once thought that the best thing in life was to meet, but later I realized that the important thing was to reunite. If we can meet again after a long absence, I hope you are okay.

They sat opposite each other, and said a word or two from time to time, but their faces were calm and indifferent, without hysteria or tears, but I could clearly see that they wanted to talk and stopped. An emotion called jealousy quickly coalesced in my chest, and I was so sore that I couldn't help myself.

She can't forget Lu Huainian like this? The five years between them really occupied the best position in her life? I can't watch it any longer, I'm afraid that if I stay a few more minutes, I can't help but step forward, overturn their tables, and then let Lu Huainian roll away and never appear again.

I raised my feet and wanted to leave, but I still stayed, comforting myself, Lu Huainian is already married and has children, what qualifications does he have to stand by her side? Could he erase his former wedding as if it were nothing? Will he be able to stuff his child back? It's impossible, so, there is no one else by Wen Ying's side except me.

Thinking about it, I feel a little better.

But in fact, it is not easy to control your emotions. When Wen Ying came back, I deliberately went downstairs to borrow wine and medicine, but in the end, I couldn't hold back my jealousy.

Wen Ying said back, if I care about this issue, why don't I ask myself, I also treated her like this back then. With just one sentence, I lost.

She talked about Lu Huainian in front of me, I don't want to hear it, I hate her gratitude and tenderness when she talked about the past between her and Lu Huainian, she must have loved Lu Huainian very much at that time, and I, even if I was in love with Ling Xue, was less than one-tenth of her love for Lu Huainian.

That's why she approached me to design me in order to protect Lu Huainian, and then there were those things that followed. I could have lived her life without being affected by her, but I still lost to her, to a love word. I listened to her say those past events, and I slowly realized the taste, it turned out that I had long been trapped in her, but I didn't understand love, the more I wanted to catch her, the more I wanted to grasp my dignity, the more I pushed her farther away.

I love her, not after her accident I suddenly found out, but earlier, much earlier. However, I was so proud, and this pride caused me to lose more than two years with her. I won't let go again, even if she still has Lu Huainian's place in her heart, I won't let go.

Twenty-seven is my birthday, which is tomorrow. I was going to do something very vulgar but I always wanted to do, propose, but I knew that she would not say yes before the time came. Then tell her how much I love her.

I said to Wen Ying, I'll wait for her upstairs tomorrow night. The velvet box was a gift I had prepared for many years, a one-of-a-kind emerald gemstone that I had photographed with my own hands during the brief days when I hugged her tightly. I think it shows her temperament more than diamonds, mysterious, cold, charming, and seductive.

The pendant she left behind in the fire, which I strung into my chain, and wore it all the way around my neck, closest to my heart, reminded me that I would never forget her. And this emerald gemstone, with my initials engraved on the back, I hope to give myself to her, so that she will always remember that there is someone who loves her like life.

I had a beautiful idea, but in the end it backfired. Because I went back to Jiangcheng, I made an appointment with Ling Xue and Qiao Keyun, I wanted to solve everything between me and them by myself, and then hand it over to Wen Ying a Shen Yinan who was no longer affected by other people's other things.

Qiao Keyun had given up as early as when Ling Xue returned to Jiangcheng. She only asked me one sentence: "Do you love Wen Ying more than Ling Xue?" ”

I replied to her, "If it weren't for Wen Ying, I would think I loved Ling Xue." But it turns out that if you really love someone, your eyes and heart will become very small and unable to tolerate others. I've only loved one person, and I won't change in the future, I love Wen Ying. ”

Qiao Keyun nodded: "I thought of it a long time ago, but I didn't expect that if I was as arrogant as Ling Xue, I would also lose to others." Good luck to you and good luck to her. ”

"Thank you."

Qiao Keyun turned around, "I haven't seen Dai Chenyuan for a long time." I don't think I will have a chance to meet you in the future. Take care. ”

I don't want to delve into the matter between her and Dai Chenyuan, nor do I want to ask about the various entanglements between her and Ling Xue, my mind is full of Wen Ying, and after leaving for a while, I will return to my heart like an arrow.

But I still have Ling Xue to solve.

I met Ling Xue on the Jiang Xing, there were no extra words, I took a contract to her to sign, which I listed, the gifts I had given her, Jiang Xing, the pink diamond, and the S shopping mall, these three things I have to take back now, in exchange, she can fill in any amount of price.

Ling Xue tore up the check, "Shen Yinan, you underestimate me too much." Why do you want to take back what you gave me? ”

"Just because I'm Shen Yinan, I love Wen Ying, I don't want her to have a little more mind."

Ling Xue roared frantically: "What's the use, you're sorry for her, don't you think she won't have a thorn in her heart?" What has happened, can you pretend that it has not happened? Wen Ying, this woman is more ruthless than anyone else, I know that she will never forgive her in her life, so I respond to her from time to time and make her uneasy in her life. ”

"Who can say what the future holds? She doesn't forgive me, and it's none of your business. Ling Xue, I'll say it one last time, I'm here to tell you, I want to take back these things, not discuss them with you. If you don't agree, I have my own way to get you to agree. "When I see that I don't love her at all, I can really be unrelenting.

Ling Xue laughed stupidly, "Don't you think it's ironic, your love is so superficial, you gave me everything when you loved me, and now you love her, and you have to give her everything." “

"Not sarcastic. I've never loved you. You must have known before I did, otherwise you wouldn't have returned to Jiangcheng after so many years. Am I right? Ling Xue, you are very smart, you will make people's hearts, you will make people feel so guilty that they can't hurt you, you will use the mercy of others to achieve your goals for you, but you forget that feelings are not wars, not contentions. I regret that more than two years ago, I wanted to save you too, you know? But in the end, I can't fool myself, the person I hope to live is Wen Ying, and at the last moment I was already thinking, if I can only live one, it must be her. ”

Ling Xue pushed me hard, "Shen Yinan, you bastard!" How can you ...... Why should I love a man like you. That's how you broke my heart. “

I was unmoved, and even consciously distanced myself from her. I couldn't have any physical contact with her. My body is more honest than my heart, and I just want to be with her, no one else.

It took so much time to fully recognize myself, and I really feel that every second of life is not up to me. Thankfully, it's not too late. I also had the opportunity to be with her.

Ling Xue was ruthless, "You can get these things back if you want, I have a request." I'll invite you to watch a play. After reading it, I will give you everything you want. “

I don't think it's appropriate, but I'm here, I can't go back in vain, I want to make Wen Ying happy, and I won't feel that Ling Xue is an obstacle between her and me in the future.

But what I didn't expect was that Ling Xue would let the tragedy more than two years ago reappear. Exactly, she let me know what had happened between her and Wen Ying, and I finally knew every detail.

My whole body trembled uncontrollably, I substituted myself into Wen Ying's thoughts, and couldn't help but follow her emotional progression, knowing that the person in front of me now was someone similar to Wen Ying, who was acting, and Wen Ying was not here in Mao, but I still couldn't help it.

The shock crumpled and reassembled my whole being, and I felt a heart-rending pain that swept through my body, and I had nowhere to hide.

"Are you in pain, Shen Yinan? That's how she risked her life to save me. What are you doing when she's saving me, you're thinking about how to get me out with her. In fact, I was able to get out and she was left behind. ”

"You finally know why she regards you as a plague god, and I wish I would never let you see her again for the rest of my life. You deserve it, if you love her, you won't slash her heart. You made her die with your own hands. Shen Yinan, if you feel that you don't have the face to see her, then you jump down, and you will be relieved by jumping. “

I held back, but my consciousness was on the edge, and I couldn't stand to kick on the deck, on the railing. I think that jumping down may not be so painful, the river is cold, and it will be comfortable to hit the body. But what about Wen Ying, who will stand for her in pain at that time?

I couldn't see anything in front of me, only Wen Ying's despair.

Later, someone pulled me back, and I didn't know anything.

When I saw Wen Ying again, I felt a kind of fatigue in my soul returning to my body. She knew, knew what I wanted to hide. I wonder if my nightmares will scare her so much that she doesn't want to be with me even more? I was worried that she would be away from me again.

But no, she reassured me over and over again, and when I kept calling her name, she whispered in my ear over and over again, she was still there, she wasn't gone, she wasn't dead, she was there for me.

I had the best and longest night's sleep in over two years. There are no dreams, and I sleep until I wake up naturally.

Later, she and I returned to Maudu, and she finally let me sleep on the couch at her house. I finally stopped facing the long nights alone. It makes me even more greedy, if I hadn't seen the light, I could have endured the darkness, but if I did, I wanted to have it forever.

Wen Ying is the only salvation in my life, and the only light in my life. I can't afford to lose her again.

I secretly dealt with Ling Xue, and she was finally convicted of a mental illness and sent to a mental sanatorium that had been waiting for her for a long time, and if there was no accident, she would have lived there for the rest of her life. The Ling family spent a lot of effort to save her, but Ling Huafeng was old, and Ling Xiangdong had a handle in my hands, so it was not a problem at all, I made them pay the price, and after that, the Ling family completely gave up on Ling Xue.

The only thing that bothers me is Ms. Deng, who is Wen Ying's biological mother after all. I asked her to be sent to Switzerland to retire, and everything she did was taken care of, but she would never see Wen Ying again. I think this is the best arrangement for her, and if Wen Ying wants to see her in the future, she will also have a chance.

I completely let go of everything in Jiangcheng and handed it over to the people below to take care of. In fact, I gave all these to Wen Ying, Shen Junquan knew that he was powerless to dissuade him, and he once wanted to seek death, but he didn't even have a chance to die, because I hung his life with the best medicine and made him repent of everything he had done with pain.

Lu Huainian went to see Shen Junquan once, and then called me. For the first time in so many years, this was the first time that he and I put aside our preconceptions and talked a lot. I have to admit that he and I really have half the same blood on their bodies, so in many places, they are actually very similar.

He said that the happiness of his life has no way to maintain it with his own hands, and if I am the one who accompanies Wen Ying to old age in the end, he hopes that I can hold her hand for him and never let go for the rest of my life.

I said that I will also have a gentleman's appointment with you, if one day, I do not hold her hand, then, even if I am reluctant, I will hand her back to you with my own hands.

Lu Huainian smiled and laughed, and cried, a low sobbing sound came from the other end of the phone, I finally understood how heavy the things he couldn't let go, and how reluctant he was to let go of the feelings.

If it weren't for the fact that I would never let go of Wen Ying, I think I would really have to be soft-hearted and soft-hearted for him. can make people and give him and her the beauty and belonging to each other at the beginning, but it doesn't give them enough fate to keep them together until the end. I know I'm the latecomer, but how fortunate I am that I can at least marry Wen Ying and have her in the most official name. This is Lu Huainian's regret in his life, and he can't let go of the knot until he dies.

"Make sure she is happy." After Lu Huainian's words, it never appeared again. He moved Pinyuan to a place far away from Jiangcheng, and after many years, he never set foot in Jiangcheng.

Wen Ying didn't know, maybe she knew, but she never mentioned it. At the end of their respective worlds, she and Lu Huainian have done it. I have no position to be jealous, one is my woman and the other is my ...... Brother, but sometimes it's still a little tasteful, suspecting that God is doing something, why didn't you let me meet Wen Ying at the beginning, or why didn't you let her and Lu Huainian be separated early in the morning, but let them have a good time for five years.

But in any case, I should be content. Because, Wen Ying and I never thought that we would hit the target, and then we had our little baby, Yuanyuan.

On the day Yuan Yuan was born, I vowed that I would never let her have children again. When she was in pain, I was in so much pain that I couldn't hold it anymore, and I didn't want her to go through this pain again.

The years passed slowly in this dullness, and I realized that I was becoming more and more reluctant to leave her day by day. Sometimes she goes on a tour of the store and doesn't come back for a long time, and I think about where this woman has gone.

She often said that I was sour, and said that if she knew that I would be so sour, she would not consider me and just let me go. But I know she won't, she has me in her heart.

Nothing is more important than a wife and children, and if you want to ask me if I have ever thought about becoming a wife slave one day, I really haven't thought about it. However, happiness is good. Nothing else matters.

It's rare that there's finally a TV show that wants to interview me, and well, I'm happy to accept it.

I want to tell this woman that I love her more than everybody, more than my daughter, more than myself, and I want to tell her that I have been attracted to her for a long time.

The thought of her seeing me on TV and hearing what I said made my heart surge, oh, tonight must be a night of intoxication. I like it.

Wife, promise me that even when I am old, you will make me feel from time to time that you love me very much.