Chapter 16: I Don't Regret It

Yao Jingning pushed Qiu Yuan's head away without hesitation: "Rest, Your Majesty gave you a vacation just so that you can take care of your body earlier and go back to serve earlier." ”

Qiu Yuan didn't dare to force her, took a step back, and watched Yao Jingning leave with her waist in a daze.

He had never experienced this kind of worry and apprehension, and when he faced Lu Huanting, he knew early on that it was impossible for him to be with her, so he was at peace with the sunshine, wind and rain, and calm.

Facing Yao Jingning, knowing that she would be his wife, he treated her as a relative from the beginning, did his best to be good to her, liked her gentleness, kindness, ability and thoughtfulness, and enjoyed her care and warmth, which was natural and logical.

But now, he's discovering that it's not that simple.

Yao Jingning is not an ordinary boudoir woman, she asks for more and has more ideas, not to feed her and clothe her, give her expensive jewelry and a glorious identity, and make her satisfied.

She said he didn't love her, so what could it mean to be love? How can I make her satisfied?

Is it because of Lu Huanting? No, she has a lot of praise for Lu Huanting, and she has no jealousy.

Qiu Yuan was melancholy, and left with a heavy heart.

In the eyes of the subordinates, it is the Hou Ye who is getting more and more serious, and he is not as amiable as his wife, so terrible.

Qiu Yuan pondered for a long time in the study, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was in danger, so he changed his way to please the two children and lay on the ground to play games with them.

Yao Jingning didn't stop him, let him go.

His behavior greatly pleased the two children, and the siblings soon fell in love with him, knowing everything and saying everything, even the sugar was willing to give him half a pill.

Qiu Hao was flattered and cherished this happiness even more, he hugged Zhong Yi and carefully took Xiaoyu's words: "Will your mother not want you?" ”

Xiaoyu said with certainty: "No." A-Niang, even if you don't want your father, you won't want us. ”

Haematemesis! Qiu Qian was kind-hearted, and forced a smile: "What did A-Niang say? ”

Xiaoyu stuffed a piece of candy into his mouth and coquettishly said, "I don't want to talk about it." ”

Qiu Yuan was in a heavy mood, thinking that the eldest daughter of the thief must know something, but no matter how she asked the question, Xiaoyu refused to say a word.

He was afraid that Xiaoyu would leak the news when he went to Yao Jingning, so he made some promises to seal his daughter's mouth.

Yao Jingning was looking through the account books at home, and suddenly felt something strange behind her, and when she looked back, she saw Qiu Hao standing outside the window staring at her, with a look of desire to speak.

She smiled, "What's the matter?" ”

Can't you come and see her if there's nothing to do? Qiu Yuan walked in and wanted to talk to her.

Yao Jingning had already lowered his head and was about to dish: "Is it that the subordinates are not good at serving?" Is your quilt thin? You've just come back, so you should set up a few tables and invite your relatives, friends, and colleagues to thank them for taking care of us. What day are you free? I'll arrange it. ”

"That's not why." Qiu Yuan took the abacus and played it with a clang.

"What's that?"

"Nothing."

"Then you are free, I have to do something." When Yao Jingning heard that he was fine, he immediately took his mind back, concentrated on checking the accounts, and asked the steward: "Why is there an extra hundred taels of expenditure this month?" Where are you using it? ”

The autumn jacket was hung aside, and I instantly felt that there was nothing to love.

He couldn't say anything bad about Yao Jingning, she took care of him, the child, and the family, and basically responded to his needs, but he just felt that something was missing, which was uneasy.

He decided to enter the palace and ask to see the queen.

Zhong Weiwei patiently listened to him and laughed: "So that's the case." ”

Qiu Hao is very studious: "Please Sister teach me." ”

Zhong Weiwei said: "Don't worry. Turning around and whispering a few words to Xiaotang, Xiaotang glanced at Qiu Yuan ambiguously and turned to leave.

Zhong Weiwei talks about the world, which is the key not to explain this matter to Qiu Yuan.

When Qiu Yuan was so anxious that she scratched her heart, Xiaotang led Lu Huanting in.

Zhong Weiwei stopped and said with a smile: "You take her back." ”

Qiu Yuan was taken aback: "What? ”

Zhong Weiwei said lightly: "You used to have love, I know it. At this time and that time, although she can't be a concubine, it's okay to follow you, and I believe she won't harm you. ”

Lu Huanting lowered her head and didn't say a word.

Qiu Hao frowned and said, "Sister! ”

Zhong Weiwei stopped him: "I'll give you a quarter of an hour, you think about it carefully, think about it before you speak, once you refuse, I will marry her." You don't have to worry about Aning, I'll tell her and she'll say yes. ”

Although a sin slave cannot be a wife and concubine, Zhong Weiwei is the queen, as long as she opens her mouth, there is nothing she can't do.

Lu Huanting trembled lightly and bit her lip.

She knew that what she did that day was very risky, and if Yao Jingning couldn't stand the stimulation, it was likely to lead to a big incident.

No matter what her original intentions were, it was a taboo for the queen's mother.

Moreover, her life was given by the queen mother at all, no matter who the queen asked her to marry, or wanted to take her life, she couldn't refuse.

She clung to the last bit of hope, hoping that Qiu Yuan would speak.

It has nothing to do with morality, drowning people always hope to grasp everything around them that can be clinged to, even if it is a straw.

Looking at Lu Huanting and remembering what Yao Jingning said, Qiu Yuan instantly thought a lot.

What is Love?

Desperate to have each other, to be with each other.

If you are in a desperate situation, you will never let go of the other person's hand.

Willing to sacrifice oneself to fulfill the other party, and only hope that the other party is well.

Therefore, he didn't notify Yao Jingning in advance, and hastily gave her a suicide note afterwards to ask her to remarry, which was really hurtful.

Yao Jingning and Lu Huanting, who does he love?

He quickly made up his mind, looked at Lu Huanting and said sincerely, "I'm sorry." ”

Lu Huanting closed her eyes and smiled bitterly: "It has nothing to do with you." ”

Zhong Weiwei said: "It seems that you have made up your mind, then I will match her with someone, don't regret it afterwards, I will not allow you to regret it." ”

Qiu Qian said: "I don't regret it. ”

Zhong Weiwei motioned for Xiaotang to take Lu Huanting down.

Qiu Hao asked, "Why did Sister do this?" ”

Zhong Weiwei glanced at him and said in a cold tone: "Let you see your heart clearly, pity is not love, and responsibility is not love." You asked me what true love is, and you've just understood. ”

Qiu Yuan nodded: "Yes, I understand." ”

Zhong Weiwei suddenly relaxed and said with a smile: "Don't you ask me who I plan to marry Lu Huanting?" Aren't you afraid that I'll clean her up and toss her? ”

Qiu Yuan shook her head: "Sister is measured." ”

Although it is a little colder, Lu Huanting is not his responsibility, she and his life are two parallel and incompatible.

He had no intention of interfering and did not want to interfere.

He wants to go home and win Yao Jingning's love again.