Chapter 15: You Don't Love Me
Yao Jingning arranged for Qiu Yuan to rest in the study: "The quilt is freshly sunburned, so Hou Ye can rest in peace." ”
She turned around and went back to the room, and Qiu Yuan chased after her: "Aning, I miss you." ”
Yao Jingning stopped him at the door, holding the door frame with his hand, and smiled: "I'm tired and want to rest, if there is anything wrong with Master Hou, I'll talk about it tomorrow morning, okay?" ”
Qiu Yuan wanted to argue, so she quietly stroked her stomach.
Qiu Qian was deflated and said wiltedly: "Then you have a good rest." ”
Yao Jingning smiled and waved to him: "Go to bed early, rest in peace, whatever you need, just let people say, don't be polite to your own home." ”
He wasn't going to be polite. But now this scene made him want to be polite.
Qiu Yuan went back to the study in frustration, and couldn't sleep at all, so he asked the housekeeper to question.
From the beginning to the end, he had a number in his mind.
It was really that suicide note that made Yao Jingning unhappy, but he really tried his best to plan for her and be good for her, why?
I couldn't sleep all night, and I got up early the next day and ran to the main room in a hurry.
Neither his wife nor children got up, Yao Jingning slept until dawn before he got up slowly, and when she saw him, she said, "Let the children come out to see their father." ”
Zhong Yi couldn't remember him at all, and just watched with his fingers in his mouth.
Xiao Yu remembered him, but felt strange, and after saluting, he took Zhong Yi's hand and stood shyly and stared at him.
When he left, one of the two children was ignorant and ignorant, and the other had just understood something, and now they have grown into such good children.
Qiu Yuan was sad for a while, and stretched out his hand to the two children: "Come and hug Daddy, I'm Daddy." ”
Xiao Yu stepped forward boldly, but Zhong Yi broke away from his hand, staggered to Yao Jingning's side, clutched the corner of his mother's skirt tightly, and glared at him vigilantly.
Yao Jingning gently coaxed him: "That's Daddy, go over and hug Daddy." ”
Zhong Yi stubbornly refused to go over and forced him to cry.
Yao Jingning couldn't help the stall, and said that she would let Qiu Yuan figure it out by herself.
Qiu Yuan took out a lot of toys and tried his best to please the two children, Zhong Yi could hold and touch the toys before he got them, and he resolutely didn't want him to touch them after he got them.
Qiu Yuan couldn't cry or laugh, Yao Jingning always watched the play on the sidelines and didn't help him.
It was so noisy that after lunch, the two children were sleepy and went to sleep, Yao Jingning also stretched out and planned to rest, but Qiu Yuan stopped her: "A-Ning, let's talk." ”
Yao Jingning smiled and sat down: "Is Master Hou going to tell me how difficult your journey is?" Or do you want to tell me why there is no news in the next few months, and why you postpone your return? ”
She didn't have the slightest tone of questioning, but Qiu Yuan's face was inexplicably hot: "I was going to talk to you about this, I was sick before, a little sick, I was afraid that you would worry, so I didn't dare to tell you." ”
"I know this, Your Majesty also sent you a doctor." Yao Jingning smiled and said, "What happened later? ”
Qiu Qian said: "That case involved too many people, not only our people, but also the forces of the former Dongling royal family, they chased and killed me, we took a detour and got lost and hid in the mountains for a long time, until the people sent by His Majesty found us. It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's that I can't send a letter. ”
"Actually, I think that even if you can send a letter, Hou Ye doesn't plan to tell me, right?" Yao Jingning smiled very clearly.
Qiu Yuan touched his nose in a sneer: "I'm afraid you're worried." ”
"Yes, Master Hou is afraid that I will be worried, I understand. It's pretty clean, I don't have to know what you're going to do, what you're going to do, you just need to inform me of the results, and I'll do it. What Hou Ye wants is an obedient and sensible wife, not a lover who is heart-to-heart, in the same boat through thick and thin, and shares weal and woe. Yao Jingning said calmly: "Don't worry, I will do my best in his position and do my best to be your wife." ”
Qiu Yuan's heart plummeted, and he was suddenly scared, feeling that he was about to lose all that he had now.
He hurriedly grabbed Yao Jingning's hand and pleaded softly: "I don't know how to be nice to a person, but you can teach me and make me do better." ”
"You're so nice to me, really, very nice. As far as I know, there are few men in this capital who can do better than you and treat their wives better, you are a good man, a good husband, a good courtier, a good brother, a good boss, and a good official. Yao Jingning was a little sad: "But it's not a good lover, you don't love me." ”
Qiu Hao immediately denied: "No, I like you very much, I like it very much, otherwise I wouldn't have rushed home in such a hurry and worked so hard to survive......"
"That's the responsibility." Yao Jingning calmly withdrew her hand: "When I first received your suicide note, I was very angry. I've been thinking about who I'm going to marry if I were to separate from you, and who would be more suitable for me. ”
Qiu Yuan looked at her blankly, but he didn't die, he was so alive, standing in front of her, how could she say such a thing?
Yao Jingning's expression was gentle: "I saw Lu Huanting in the palace, she was desperate for you, risking her life to provoke me, just because she didn't want to see me haggard and worried, and she didn't want me to collapse." I always thought that that was the real love, and I had to let go when I was cornered by everything. ”
It's not like Qiu Yuan, it's very easy, it's easy to let go, let go too quickly, she can't see his love.
Yao Jingning smiled and said, "I really envy you, there is such a person who loves you desperately." ”
Qiu Yuan was silent for a long time, and said frankly: "I may have been tempted by her, but that was before, I didn't have any personal relationship with her, and I didn't do anything to be sorry for you." ”
"I know." Yao Jingning said: "I actually just want someone to love me like this." I came back to life and came back home, not for you, but for my children and myself. ”
This was said coldly, and Qiu Yuan looked at her stupidly, not knowing what to do for a while.
Yao Jingning smiled and said, "I shouldn't have said this as soon as you came back, but don't vomit." ”
The fetus in her womb kicked her hard, she frowned a little uncomfortably, but there was a gentle smile on the corner of her lips: "The third child must be a naughty ghost, I think he is a son." ”
Qiu Hao had already practiced the ability to change things without being surprised in the bloody rain, he quickly came back to his senses and asked her cautiously: "Can I touch him?" ”
"Yes." Yao Jingning is very generous: "You are his father." ”
She took his hand and pushed twice where the fetus's little feet were, and the fetus immediately fought back and kicked it over.
Qiu Yuan's eyes widened in surprise: "Stinky boy, so naughty!" ”
He took the opportunity to squat down and put his head on Yao Jingning's abdomen, wanting to get closer.