I never thought that after I left Jiangcheng, I would come back one day, and I would still come back so anxiously. However, now for me, I can't use the word back, Jiang Cheng and I have been in a hurry with each other.

Even if there was no delay on the road, when I arrived at Jiangcheng Airport, it was completely dark. The river city with the early lights indicates that the prosperity of the night is about to begin.

I don't have time to care about the splendor of the city that never sleeps, in fact, the bad premonition in my heart has risen to the highest value, and I vaguely guessed that something happened to Shen Yinan.

The phone had just turned on, and dozens of missed calls poured in, as if to tell me that my hunch was correct again.

"Xu Ze, it's me."

"Miss Wen, are you at the airport? My people are waiting for you. “

"Okay." I didn't say anything more this time. Before I met Shen Yinan, I felt that everything I said was in vain. I have to see this man to know what happened to him.

A black Mercedes-Benz carried me through the streets of Jiangcheng, and all the cars on both sides got out of the way, and my heart suddenly fell, and my knuckles began to turn white a little. If it weren't for the fact that his condition was so bad, how could there be such a spectacle? Am I still late? My heart grew cold.

Turn left and right, and finally come to a nondescript clinic.

"Miss Wen, please come with me." The person waiting at the door didn't wait for the car to stop completely, then opened the door, and barely carried me inside.

From the first floor to the second floor, and then to the room at the end, the more I walked, the colder I felt, and I felt like there was an invisible hand that was about to choke my neck, and as long as I went further, it would be doomed.

Xu Ze stood at the end, his face was so pale as if half of the blood on his body had been drained, and his eyes were dark and abnormal.

"You're here." I didn't breathe a sigh of relief, but I was very tired, so tired that I couldn't hold it anymore. Even Xu Ze is like this, I don't dare to imagine what will happen to Shen Yinan.

"He ......"

Xu Ze smiled bitterly, "Miss Wen, although I really want to thank you for letting us find him on the Jiangxing, we still arrived too late. Ling Xue is a female devil, she is not a human at all, she ruined Mr. Shen. ”

The word "ruined" contains many meanings, and if it rests on Ling Xue, it is even more appalling, because this woman's personality is not sound, her spirit and outlook on life are distorted, and she cannot be judged by common sense. But didn't Ling Huafeng detain her abroad and not let her come back, how did she return to Jiangcheng?

"Do you want to see him? You may not be able to imagine it, but after he thinks you're dead, it's pretty much what he does every time he's tortured. He has been hiding from everyone, I accidentally saw the medicine he was taking, followed him to this place, saw it with my own eyes, and realized that his heart disease was so serious. I also found a psychiatrist for him, which is ridiculous, how could he not know his own situation, but he still cooperated with me to perform. ”

"I didn't ask the doctor, and he probably didn't want anyone to know, not even you. I thought that God would finally open his eyes and see him tortured, and give you back to him, and he could finally come back to life, who would have thought that you would bring him closer and closer to hell. ”

Xu Ze took out a cigarette, but he still held back and didn't light it.

I stayed where I was, not daring to go any further.

"Tell me what's going on on the Jiangxing."

Xu Ze's gaze suddenly sharpened, "Don't you know what's going on?" You can guess that he is on the Jiangxing, how could he not guess what happened. ”

"You complain that I am ruthless to him, so why are you in a hurry to find me?" Because Shen Yinan's incident is related to me, Xu Ze will put his hope on me, hoping that I can save Shen Yinan.

I can guess a little, but more, I don't dare to think about it.

Xu Ze turned his back, his voice a little nasal, "I've never seen him look so embarrassed." Since I started working with him, he has always been high-spirited, he can get whatever he wants, he does have unbeatable pride, but why does he have to bear this after being entangled with you? You asked me to take people to the Jiangxing to find him, the more people the better, when I found him, I didn't dare to let those people see his appearance, at that moment, I only thought of two words, miserable. “

When he liked Ling Xue, he was still young, and he gave her everything that could represent Ling Xue's place in his heart, they were childhood sweethearts, and the name Star was also chosen by him for her. That diamond was the love object for them to confirm their relationship, and Jiang Xing was the place where he first told everyone on his birthday that he would marry Ling Xue in the future. The S mall is a dowry gift for Ling Xue in the future. But in the end, they separated. ”

"He finally learned that you are not dead, and he doesn't want to go through what happened two years ago again because of Ling Xue or anyone else. He wants to start from scratch with you, he wants to solve all the misunderstandings between you, and he will do whatever you care about, so he specially asked Ling Xue to meet on the Jiang Xing on his birthday, he wants to get these things back, no matter what the price is, his meaning is very clear, that is, to tell Ling Xue that he no longer loves her, and he will no longer feel guilty, in the future, he belongs to you. ”

Of course Ling Xue disagreed, she used the fact that she was almost ruined by Tang Mingshun to force Mr. Shen, but Mr. Shen no longer reacted. Ling Xue knew that even if he used the debt, he couldn't keep him, so she wanted to destroy him. She deserved to replay all the things that happened when you and her were in that kidnapping, in front of him. ”

"Mr. Shen's heart is you, this time he can't hold it anymore, the huge stimulation made him fall into the fire he witnessed back then, and he can't get out again. When I found him, he was trembling, his hair was constantly being pulled, his eyes were hollow, his mouth was always saying your name, he was huddled under the railing, and he was only one step away from stopping him, and he suddenly kicked up, and was about to jump into the river. The terrible thing was that Ling Xue actually instigated him behind his back, and let him jump down and be a hundred gone, and there would be no more pain. I really wanted to kill her. “

A wave of nausea came over me, and my legs were so weak that I could barely stand. I held on to the wall, and I knew that the real situation was even more dangerous than what Xu Ze said. In the face of a person who has completely lost his mind, how much strength and will it takes to hold him and pull him back from the edge.

"Miss Wen, it's not that I can't say what you say, and it's not that I can't cry, it's just that Mr. Shen is too wronged like that, and I have to rely on this to get your mercy. You have him in your heart, otherwise you wouldn't have set foot in Jiangcheng again, otherwise you wouldn't have said a word and let our people bring you here. You know, this place, he's been treated for two years, and each time he's losing half his life? It's not how normal he has to perform, it's how much loneliness he has to fight against all the time that erodes him, and how much he misses you. “

"If even you give up on him, he's really just himself. In fact, he is just an ordinary person, like everyone else, when it is cold, he instinctively approaches a warm place, what is wrong with him? He was wrong, he didn't understand, and no one ever told him whether it was right or wrong, and no one had the patience to take him and hug him. “

I kept taking deep breaths and re-stepping my legs, trying to move forward.

Xu Ze called me again: "Take a few quiet glances and hide, at least leave him some dignity." Also, I don't know if I asked you to come over like this, whether it was to stimulate him or save him. Hopefully you won't let him cross the edge again. ”

Xu Ze lightened his pace and left slowly.

I wear cricket shoes on my feet, and they are very light on the ground. There was a little light in the front room, and I knew that it was Xu Ze who did it on purpose, or if the psychiatrist did it on purpose.

Looking through the crack in the door, I finally saw Shen Yinan. But why, I was silent, tears flowed, and I couldn't stop it.

The room was very empty, there were only two sofas, the psychiatrist sat on one, and he should have sat on one, but he shrank directly behind the sofa, spread his palms in front of his forehead, and his voice was gloomy and asked him to turn off the light.

The psychiatrist hypnotized him little by little, and he went from resisting at the beginning to slowly relaxing, then being hypnotized, and then, he fell into it again, unable to extricate himself.

"Wen Ying...... Don't go, Wen Sakura. “

He began to tremble violently, unable to calm down, he kept shouting, saying that he was going to go in and save me, and he waved his hands so much that he directly knocked the surrounding floor lamps to the ground, shattering the glass on the ground.

"Wen Ying, don't die."

"Don't die. I beg you. “

The word "Wen Ying" one after another, like magma bursting out of his heart, endlessly, and sad to the heartbreak.

I have never wanted to kill Ling Xue so much as I did at this moment. Why did she do this to Shen Yinan. Like Shen Yinan's mother, if you can't get it, you have to destroy it. If you can't get it, you will die together, so it's love? Ignorant female beast, I will not let her go.

Shen Yinan, a fool, is stupid and crazy. Wen Ying is dead when she dies, what is there to worry about. Why did he suddenly know after her death that he had loved himself.

Shen Yinan, what should I do with you? What am I going to do. I don't want to forgive you, but I can't see you in such pain. It seems to be a stab in my heart, and I will hurt too.

He fainted. The psychiatrist was also too tired.

The door opened and the psychiatrist let me in.

"If the patient continues like this, he will never get better. He himself was resistant to coming out. There was hope, but after today, I feel that it is even more difficult. ”

"If even you can't help him, then you can only do it for the rest of your life."

I walked in gently, sat next to Shen Yinan, and tried to open my arms for the first time and hold him in my arms, like a child.

My heart is messed up, messed up. He, like me, if someone hugged him in time every time he was uncomfortable, life might not have been so difficult.

But who can be the salvation of whom?