The phone was empty from my hand, and I looked at Wen Yuan in a daze.

"Got on board." Wen Yuan's voice was as calm as ever.

But my heart was in turmoil. Lu Huainian is missing. Will something happen to him? The cries of Zhou Yixuan and Lu Sinian have been lingering in my ears, and my heart is so panicked.

"Don't worry about it. Even if he has an accident and dies, it will be his life. Since a long time ago, you have cut off contact, he is still Lu Huainian, you are no longer Liu Ran, you are Wen Ying. ”

This is undoubtedly the most heart-wrenching statement, and it is true. Wen Yuan hit me with a blow on the head, and I was about to be torn apart.

"Let's go, board the plane." Wen Yuan gave me a push.

I accidentally bumped into someone.

Wen Yuan apologized to someone for me, and dragged me with his hand, "If you don't leave, you won't be able to leave." Wen Ying, you yourself understand that if you can't go this time, it will be difficult for you to leave in the future. ”

I know, I know, and because I know, my steps are so heavy, I can't see the road ahead now, I only feel that there is smoke everywhere.

The worry about Lu Huainian is instinctive, and if I don't let go of my relationship with him, it's not. If I hadn't let it go, I wouldn't have been so entangled with Shen Yinan.

But let me leave Lu Huainian alone, whether he is missing or if something happens, I can't do it. I have also deeply analyzed, what is the reason, the only thing I can think of is that he has given me too much in the past, like the god of fate suddenly favored, so that even if I don't love him, I can't ignore him, and one thing is very important, that is, I was separated from him, because of that car accident, it was too cruel and worrying, so I still didn't want to see him, and I didn't have a good time.

Life is already too difficult, and I believe that if he hadn't lost his memory, he would have hoped that I could live well and live peacefully.

Can't hold hands side by side, at least look at each other's okay, it's a very difficult emotion to understand. But after transcending life and death, this kind of mentality is no more common.

"Brother, I have to go find Lu Huainian."

Wen Yuan was very disappointed, but he had never been a person who talked much, and in just a moment, he was relieved, "Since you have made a decision, I am afraid that I can't stop it if I want to." “

"Thank you, Wen Yuan." I hugged him, and at all times, he was my only relative in this world.

"Go ahead. But Wen Ying, I probably won't be able to help you. “

I understood that he was going to send me away and let me go for a while, even if it was to distract me, but why not to protect me from getting hurt?

It was I who failed him. I was so dragged away by these things that I had no choice but to face it. No matter how tragic it is, I chose it myself, and I had no choice but to grit my teeth and hold on.

"Wen Yuan, eat well, the company is important, and your body is also important. I promise you, after looking for Lu Huainian, I won't spend a little bit of thought on anyone. “

"Okay."

The pain in Wen Yuan's eyes made it difficult for me to look directly. We all know that accidents and tomorrows, we don't know which comes first.

I took back my documents, didn't take my luggage, and bought the fastest flight ticket back to Jiangcheng. But even so, it was already noon when I returned to Jiangcheng.

Ye Xuan had already asked Lao Song to pick up the plane, and Lao Song blasted out with one foot on the accelerator and sent me to the Lu family safely.

But now Lu's, people go to the empty building, more depressed than I imagined, obviously it is the most brilliant time in the summer sun, but it is like the bleak autumn inside, I can't see a little anger and hope, the uncle guarding the door is listless, there is no one at the front desk, there are always employees who come out with boxes, and they look at the people who fire themselves to squid.

Although Zhou Yixuan and Lu Sinian must have looked for Lu once, I still went up and went to Lu Huainian's office. His office was now in a mess like it had been ransacked, and there was no good place to go.

"Lu Huainian? Lu Huainian? "I'm calling people in an empty office.

There was no one in the lounge, and I planned to look for it layer by layer, but a woman who looked like a secretary told me that there was no need to look for it, Mr. Lu had never been to the company.

When I left Lu's, I was unsteady on my feet and almost hit my head against the glass door, but fortunately I was held up.

What caught my eye was a pair of brown leather shoes, and when I looked up, I saw Shen Yinan. His face was very bad and ugly, as if he had come to seek revenge.

I stood firm and shook his hand away.

"Why don't you wait for me?"

"What's there to wait for? Wait for you to explain to me about Ling Xue? No need. I really don't want to see you right now, Ling Xue, or anyone else who has anything to do with you. "My voice is as thin as a mosquito.

"For the sake of Lu Huainian, even if he left as originally planned, he can change his route back to Jiangcheng, what you told me before, you didn't act for me, isn't it ironic?"

Shen Yinan's voice was cold, and he was angry.

Am I not angry? So many things are pressing on me like a mountain, I am almost out of breath, have I said anything? Why don't you make me feel better, do I owe them?

"If you think it's sarcasm, it's sarcasm, Shen Yinan, I don't have time to spend it with you now."

"Are you in a hurry to find Lu Huainian? In what capacity did you go to him? Old lovers? Widow? “

My head hurt so much that it was about to explode, "Don't irritate me, you should always think about it, when you left with Ling Xue in your arms, did I treat you so harshly?" “

Shen Yinan reached out and grabbed my wrist, "Now it's you forcing me, Wen Ying." Lu Huainian, Lu Huainian, if I destroy him, won't there be so many things? “

"Ruined him? Didn't you ruin him? He came back from Gyeongseong, are you sure you didn't do anything? "I don't believe it. With my understanding of Shen Yinan, even if he let Lu Huainian come out, he would not let Lu Huainian have a good time. After all, it is a family feud, and if you don't want Lu Huainian's life, it doesn't mean that you don't leave Lu Huainian with half of his life.

Besides, there is Ling Xue. What Ling Xue is best at, helping Shen Yinan get what he wants, and letting others help her get what she wants.

"I don't believe you, Shen Yinan. It's the same as if you didn't believe me. Ling Xue's matter, in fact, if you think about it deeply, you can deduce that it has nothing to do with me, but when Ling Xue has an accident, you will definitely be the first to think of me, am I right? Don't be in a hurry to deny it, I have eyes, I can see myself. “

"When Deng Yinghong appeared, you had actually made a choice, you chose Ling Xue, not me. Shen Yinan, is it really so difficult to face his heart? Or are you so greedy, wanting Ling Xue on one side and me on the other? Want to get it? Comparing me to Ling Xue is an insult to me. “

I don't care if I stab him. Everyone is uncomfortable, so come on, hurt each other.

Shen Yi's south face was like ashes, "Wen Ying, do you have to be like this?" ”

"Yes, I'm going to wake you up. Don't tell me, Ling Xue is sick, physical or psychological, what does that have to do with me? You owe her, why should you bring your involvement with her into your relationship with me? I asked you if you could let her go, and you replied no. You know exactly what that means. Maybe you can't let go of Ling Xue in your life, whether it's a burden or a burden, you can't let go, you can't face your own heart, so you choose to abandon me again and again. Am I a kitten and a puppy, I am a human, Shen Yinan, you never thought about what would happen to me, because you think that I, Wen Ying, am very strong, and I am not the kind of woman who is unreasonable, right? So you can rest assured, I won't make trouble, just make a fuss, right? ”

"Don't do these senseless struggles anymore, even if the divorce is consumed, it doesn't matter, I leave you, it's the right thing for me to do. The only result between me and you is that we will never see each other again, and we will never have anything to do with each other again. “

I'm angry, but what can I do? The human heart is precisely the hardest thing.

Ling Xue's stalk is very uncomfortable, I have the heart to pull her out, and I have to cooperate with Shen Yinan, if he doesn't cooperate, let alone pull it out, I can't even touch it.

I'm not going to give him another chance, not at all.

"Your hand, can you stretch it out?" A woman like me can't let him get better if he wants to leave, and I am the same kind of person as him. So Shen Yinan, even so, I can't make you feel better.

Shen Yinan frowned, not knowing what I was going to do, probably thinking that I was going to untie the wedding ring on his ring finger, but I never paid attention to these.

He stretched out his hand, and I pressed it on his hand, and suddenly he bit down hard, and the bite hurt his mouth, his toothache, and he was full of blood, and it seemed that he was about to bite off his hand, and I let go.

Shen Yinan's face was a little white, it hurt in the end, but he didn't say a word.

"If I had a knife in my hand now, I would not hesitate to stab you, not to hit the vital point, but also to make you unable to sleep for a long time. But I don't have a knife in my hand right now, so I'll leave this for you. ”

Su Dongpo's words, I have always liked them, and when I return, there is no wind and rain and no sunshine. I'm in this mood now, whether it's love, hate, like, uncomfortable, tender, betrayal, it's all passed.

It's just that I didn't walk a few steps, and I was dragged by Shen Yinan again.

"I'll ask you a word too. If I let you go now and let Lu Huainian go, will you listen to me? “

I asked him about Ling Xue, and he is now asking me about Lu Huainian.

"No, it won't." After you made your choice, I made my choice too.

I shook him off, got in the car, and went straight to the next place to find Lu Huainian. I hope that this storm will pass soon, my heart is already full of holes, and I am about to lose it.

"Mr. Wen, where are you going?"

Where will Lu Huainian go? The place where he has a pastime, and the place he usually likes to go to the most, have you found all these Zhou Yixuan? However, his car was found in the river, was he near the viaduct?

I suddenly thought of a place, "Old Song, go to the Six Tone Bar." ”

This bar has a very unusual meaning to Lu Huainian, if he remembers anything, he will definitely go there.

But when I arrived at the bar, it was still open as usual. I can't take care of it, I went directly to the person in charge, and I went in to look for it, but there was still no Lu Huainian.

Where the hell did it go? It can't be taken away, right? Hemp face into it!

I was so anxious to call Song You, and Song You was also in a hurry to find someone, and he was crazy, and almost all the relationships were used.

"Wen Ying, you, you and Lu are always not ......"

"Yes, I'm her. Song You, if you have anything to say later, does he remember it? ”

"It was fine before the accident, although it was a little different, but this is too fucking mysterious."