Shen Yinan did not appear in front of me as he said. And what he meant by guarding, half a month later, I finally knew.

The upstairs unit changed hands without the slightest sound of decoration, and the new owner was Shen Yinan.

It's called not showing up in front of me? Did I just take the elevator in the future, and he saw me and quickly gave way to me?

I don't know for the time being, how to live my life or how to live.

One day, I met Xu Ze in the elevator.

Xu Ze nodded slightly and called "Miss Wen", and everyone didn't speak after that.

When I arrived on the first floor, Xu Ze pressed the door button and asked me to go out first, I didn't shirk it, and pulled Xinbao out.

"Miss Wen, can you listen to me for a few words, it won't take up too much of your time." Xu Ze walked around to me with a pleading face. If there is any change in his eyes compared to before, it is probably because when he sees me, he is faintly anxious and anxious.

"Just a few words." He thought I was going to refuse, again emphasizing that he didn't mean to bother me.

"Then you can say it." I pulled Xinbao and stood next to my car.

What Xu Ze said was: "He never thought about it back then, he wanted to give you Bao Lingxue, I know that it has been so long, you may not believe what I say, but when he was threatened by Tang Mingshun, he did not hesitate, if possible, he will save both, if not, he will save you." He was even ready to plan to fight with the Ling family endlessly. “

I didn't know how to react, so I looked up at the sky, and the sky in Maudu was beautiful.

Xu Ze continued: "Knowing that the person who was sent out was not you, he almost collapsed, but he still didn't give up. There was a number that could not be found from any source, and I asked him for 200 million, and the location of the hostages was changed, and he gave it, and it was the account that I transferred. “

Ma Miancheng is quite a bit of a two-hitter. Shen Yinan didn't find out afterwards, it was him.

"Later, what you told him, once made him see hope, he followed the clues to find it, he thought he would find you, I remember very clearly, he has never been afraid of anything, but that day, he even had a trembling voice, he said, 'Xu Ze, find her, I will use all methods to remarry, I can't see her leave me at all'...... When we arrived, before we could go in, there was a sudden explosion, and he rushed in like crazy, and I couldn't hold him, so I could only stun him and take him away. “

After that, he had a high fever, and it seemed that he was fine, but it seemed that something was wrong, and he was often stuck in his thoughts, not knowing what he was thinking, and his body was also sick, and he had to go to the hospital from time to time. Shen Junquan ......"

Wait, Shen Junquan? I subconsciously glanced at Xu Ze.

He nodded, "Miss Wen, you heard it right, it's Shen Junquan, he wants to die, but Mr. Shen used the best and most expensive medicine in the world, found the best doctor, and deliberately hung his life to prevent him from dying." Shen Junquan is still alive, but he can't speak, and his organs have begun to fail. What Mr. Shen means is that every day that Shen Junquan lives is spent in repentance and pain. Shen Junquan has a little to do with Tang Mingshun's kidnapping of you, he wants you and Mr. Shen to be completely cut off, and he wants Mr. Shen and Ling Xue to marry. “

Shen Yinan's ruthlessness towards Shen Junquan really surprised me. Thinking that Ling Xue said that I did something to Shen Junquan, Shen Yinan believed half of it, Shen Junquan was to him, that is, the existence of father and teacher, so hanging Shen Junquan's life, so that Shen Junquan had no dignity to live, but it made him more uncomfortable than killing him.

I sighed, what can I change when I know this?

"Xu Ze, you said more than a few words."

Xu Ze clenched his fists bitterly, "Miss Wen, he's sorry for you, if I hadn't seen with my own eyes how miserable he was, I would also feel that you should not forgive him." But in the past two years, he has become a machine, gloomy and lifeless machine, everything is done step by step, everything is done like clockwork, everything is programmed, he uses this way to punish himself, torture himself, he thinks that maybe sometime, he will follow your footsteps. ”

"I really can't stand it, I contacted a psychiatrist for him, lied to him and told him to hypnotize, maybe I can dream of you, tell you everything he wants to say, and he went. But he only went once, and never again. I asked the psychiatrist, and he couldn't get out, and he felt that if there was salvation, the way to redeem it was to go back to the fire two years ago and go with you. How is this possible

？ He deliberately did not let himself come out. “

"Miss Wen, he has not slept a full sleep for more than two years, he either woke up or couldn't sleep directly, and the longest day he slept was less than five hours, because that day he found a photo of your visit a few years ago from the official website of Pinyuan. In that variety show, he asked people to cut the part about you and him in the back, and the bottom tape was in his hand, but he didn't watch it once. ”

I can't seem to react except to look at the sky and look at the heart treasure.

But Xu Ze doesn't think so, he will feel that if he tells me Shen Yinan's pain, I may change my mind. But Xu Ze is not a party, he will not understand what is going on between me and Shen Yinan.

The part about Shen Yinan and me in that variety show is all fake, forcibly showing affection, he can deceive people, but he can't deceive himself, of course he doesn't dare to watch it.

"Xu Ze, do you think I should rebuild the old relationship with him?"

Xu Ze shook his head, "Miss Wen, I just think, please don't be too him." He's not having a good time. “

I stopped looking at the sky, didn't think about it, and said, "I don't have a reason to be cruel to anyone or not to anyone." To put it simply, except for my name Wen Ying, I can't deny what happened before, everything else is already a new configuration, including the chip, do you understand? What you told me, I'll just listen to it, and it won't have the reaction you imagined. “

"Miss Wen......"

"Shen Yinan has already expressed his stance to me, don't bother, don't appear in front of me, I actually think it's a very meaningless thing. But I don't have the right to care what other people do. Xu Ze, you should be like before, if you can, don't open your mouth. “

I carried Xinbao to the car and settled in the baby seat, and Xinbao wanted to sleep a little. I want to take Xinbao to see Xiaoxiao more before she undergoes surgery, so as to give Xiaoxiao more confidence. The child's world is pure and immaculate, and in the same way, the child's power is healing.

Xu Ze stood next to my car, and wanted to say something more, I opened the car door, sat down, and fastened my seat belt.

"You should know that in the past few years, I never dared to touch the steering wheel, and I was driven by an assistant or driver when I went out, because I had a serious psychological shadow. But you see, after many years, even I wouldn't have thought of it, and I dared to drive again. What is absolute in this life? Your boss is such a capable person, and he will always come out faster than I dare not touch the steering wheel. Even if he doesn't come out, it's his choice. It's enough for you to do your part. “

It's been a long time since I spoke to anyone. It turns out that I'm pretty good at making chicken soup for the soul.

I closed the door, started the car, and drove to the hospital where I was smiling.

Intuitively, I think I have to see Xu Ze frequently for a while. Without it, Shen Yinan lives here, and matters related to Ling Shen's decision-making can only be brought here by Xu Ze.

When I arrived at the hospital, I brought Xinbao and Ma Miancheng to converge. When asked about Xiaoxiao's situation, he said that the situation was ideal for the time being. I sincerely hope that Xiaoxiao's surgery will be successful.

"Xinbao, I've got to ask you for a while. If you hadn't helped us carry it, I don't know if Xinbao would have complained about us when he grew up. “

"That's also my fate with Xinbao."

There is no need to say a lot of words, thank me with a smile, and thank me Ma Yancheng too, because when I desperately tried to save Ling Xue, the person who experienced it the most was Ma Yancheng. Later, I learned that the person I wanted to save was Xiaoxiao, and he was shocked. I guess I was also afraid, if he left me alone at that time and only cared about his own life, he might have a troubled conscience for the rest of his life.

Laugh at her and write a will. She was afraid to be like her sister...... She said that if she has in case, all her organs are donated, Xinbao, I want to entrust it to you, let her be your daughter for life. "Ma Miancheng is worried, no one can say clearly, whether there will be accidents during the operation, even if the operation is successful, there is a fear of rejection in the future.

My heart is also heavy, but as long as there is a chance, we must live well. I have always believed that only by sparing one's life will one be killed.

"It's going to get better, Jian Yue will definitely bless Xiaoxiao, you can't fall down first."

Ma Yan put his hands on his cheeks, "I know." “

Xinbao was in Xiaoxiao's arms, she didn't know what was going to happen to her biological mother, and her big eyes were full of attachment to her mother. The eyes of this mother and daughter are the most similar, as well as Jian Yue.

Soon, Xinbao was tired, so I went to pick her up and patted her on Xiaoxiao's shoulder by the way, "Relax, it's okay." If you think about me, you know, it's just a formality. ”

"Sister, I want to hug you, is that okay?" Xiaoxiao usually laughs all the time, but today she has a little mood swing, so she will call me like that.

I hugged Xinbao and put my hands around my waist with a smile, "I can't bear you, really, really, very reluctantly." ”

"We can't bear you either, so, for our sake, you must be strong and not give up."

When I came out of the ward, it was noon when the sun was at its strongest. I looked out at the sky through the glass window, and the light was dazzling. I hope that in the world, there will be no regrets, people will last for a long time, and they will be together.

When I turned around, I saw a familiar corner of clothes.

It's not that it doesn't appear in front of me, so what is it now?

I saw it all, and I was still hiding. I pursed my lips.

Shen Yinan came out of the corner, he was wearing a gray windbreaker, the old style, he was a lot thinner, so he looked thin.

"I just, I think I should hug you."