Lu Huainian saw that I was doing well now, could he rest assured? Those are difficult to settle, after the precipitation of time, can they finally be calm?

His life is no longer about me. Those days of hugging each other and looking at the stars are forever left yesterday. I want to be grateful, thank you for meeting such a person in the most beautiful years and walking with him for a while.

I withdrew my gaze, and Shen Yinan sat opposite me, looking at me coldly. This coldness suddenly brought me back to the way I used to be, as if I had never been entangled with him.

At that time, I felt that I could not see such a man clearly, and that he was undoubtedly dangerous to me. I was cautious about dealing with him, for fear he would know my secret. When did I have such and such a bond with him?

"I really don't understand. Even when I hear you talk about your past with him, I still feel like an equivalent exchange, if I have to describe your ...... The so-called love, I think it's more like a fantasy. ”

"Because you haven't experienced it, everything in your life is under your control, even love and marriage. You think it's okay to think like anything, I didn't ask you to understand, I just knew it myself. I poured another big glass of water.

Shen Yinan held down my cup, and he took it and poured it down. Then he stood up, propped his hands on the dining table, leaned forward slightly and said, "But don't forget, you teased me first at the beginning." Whether you wanted to borrow me to forget about him, or if you were really drunk or something, in short, I can't just come and go as you want. Wen Ying, can't you see that in essence, you and I are the same kind of people. You said that you knew very early that you would not be the first person to let go between you and him, so I also told you that since the night of Lu Huainian's wedding banquet, I probably never thought of letting you go. ”

"Because you are the only accident in all my planned things, I instinctively want to reject, but the other side wants to get closer, it's such a contradiction, I also know, I also feel like I'm going crazy. But who called you so unlucky, it's the person who can influence me, any word, any thing can make me angry for no reason, or happy for no reason. “

"For people like me, dignity is too important, I've been like this for the past 30 years, I don't feel particularly good, I don't feel particularly bad, I can get what I want, and for the time being, life is smooth. It's probably because I offended God that I would let a woman who is different from me everywhere and makes me scratch my heart and lungs everywhere to ruin me like this. When you saw Lu Huainian, you were attracted by his dazzling, and when I saw you, I didn't know that one day I would love this woman so much that I felt terrible. ”

Shen Yinan laughed at himself, "I could have lived this life well, as long as I didn't step into your world, and I didn't let you break into my world." But I was the one who surrendered first between me and you, and I fell into it first. Like a game, who first shows the hole card who loses first, I actually don't know how to love, I will only from the perspective of management, a little bit of rigidity, and so I react, all the trajectory is going in the opposite direction, I panicked, panicked, the first time I was afraid that I would lose everything. “

"I don't care if you're Liu Ran or someone else, what I care about is that between you and him, there is a world between you that I can't get into, indestructible. But so what, in my eyes, you are just Wen Ying, Mrs. Shen, who has been married and divorced from me, who has made a mess of my life and is not responsible, and even so much that she owes me a lot of debt and leaves, and finally doesn't even let me see the woman, that's all. Why did you tell me to let you go?"

I was a little dazed, a little surprised, a little confused, my throat was a little dry, and I didn't say politely: "I didn't make a mess of your life, and I didn't owe you a lot of debt." "I really don't have that much power, this hat really shouldn't be buckled on my head. I only need the source of the source for divorce, and those assets and shares are all shoehorned into me by him.

Shen Yinan walked around to the dining table and put one arm on the back of my chair, as if wrapping my whole body in his arms.

I was uncomfortable and wanted to distance myself from him.

He didn't let him, but condescended, and looked at me with a slight hook at the corner of his mouth, "Didn't you?" Think again. For the sake of Lu Huainian, you designed me to force me to marry you, is this the first step to make a mess? For the sake of the source, you went against me again and again, and finally slept with me directly, is this considered the second step? After I was emotional, you retreated to your safe distance again and again, and even went back to Nancheng, refusing to listen to any explanation from me or giving me any trust, is this considered the third step? ”

"What you owe me the most is that you committed yourself to me in order to keep Lu Huainian when I was most uncomfortable and struggling. But the most useless person is still me, I know that you have to protect him, I know what your purpose is, I still blindly and willingly fall into it. “

I can't listen to it. I really can't listen to it. The truth is not at all what he says it is. Obviously, it was for Shen Junquan and Ling Xue that he abandoned me again and chose them without hesitation.

"Shen Yinan, don't talk to me about this. I'm really sick of it. Get lost. ”

"That's it," he scoffed, "every time." You never believed me, and as soon as I mentioned the matter between me and you, you hid back. Wen Ying, have you given me fairness? I'm not as good as Lu Huainian, that's why you never gave me a chance. If you can put him in the same position as me, you yourself are not sure whether you will love him more or me more. ”

However, people's hearts are inherently biased, how can they be fair? The one who came first must have taken advantage of the opportunity and advantage over the latecomer.

Ling Xue is not like that. She has done so many hurtful things to me, but she ended just as well.

Shen Yinan slammed his grip on my shoulder, no longer hiding, he looked into the depths of my eyes, "You look at me." I don't think I can reason with you now. You were right before, in the face of the person you love, you can't be reasonable, you have to talk about love. I wanted to take my time, but in fact, if I went any slower, your mind wouldn't know where it was going. “

"I thought I was patient enough, but it turns out that I don't want to be patient at all when I face you. I will pluck him out of your heart with my own hands, and if I can't, I'll put myself in you. Whether it's a few months, a few years, or decades, I decided that I wouldn't let go. ”

What does this mean? I frowned.

Shen Yinan's slender fingers ran across my cheek, "I've endured it long enough." I won't give you another chance to dodge in the future. You woman, you are too ruthless, I am afraid that if you are not careful, you will leave me again. I knew you were so oily and salty, I shouldn't have been soft-hearted in the first place, maybe now the children will walk and jump. “

And the face to say! That scared me for a while. It was at that time that I felt that Shen Yinan was really ruthless, and his ruthlessness was different from what he said about me. His ruthlessness lies in hitting the nail on the head. If he really had a bad idea at that time and did it secretly to me in the hospital, I really couldn't refuse, and I wouldn't have imagined that possibility.

In case I really get pregnant, I have no doubt that I will focus on the child in everything, let alone divorce at that time, even if it is for the child to have a healthy home, I am afraid that I will be separated from him by appearance.

Moreover, there was also Tang Mingshun's incident later, in case he was pregnant at the time, it was not a joke, it was a terrible ravages to the body and spirit.

I bit my lip hatefully, I've never seen someone so thick-skinned. What about his dignity, not that dignity is important, why are you embarrassed to say this in front of me now?

"You treat me as domineering, I'm jealous, I'm possessive. But don't try to run away in your life. Shen Yinan gradually retracted his arms, and one of his arms was right under my ribs.

"You let go."

He smiled, "I still like the smell of your perfume before, but now this one is too light." ”

Because I have to bring a heart treasure, I haven't used perfume for a long time, and even the best laundry detergent is used. However, after Xiaoxiao slowly recovered, Xinbao had to get used to living with her parents sooner or later, and now she usually comes to play once or twice a week, sometimes only once a month.

That's why I'm so free to decorate my new home. In fact, after the decoration, I still live on the shore side of Yipin most of the time, after all, I am used to living and I don't want to move the nest. But I have to find something to do, or the whole house will be wasted. What I think is that when the house is renovated, let's see if I want to stay for a day or two a month.

"But whatever you smell like, I like it. There are a lot of perfumes at home, if you go back, you can keep what you like and throw away what you don't like. If you don't go back, I'll have them all sent here. ”

What perfume is not perfume, and when did I tell him about this? Also, what home, whose home? At home? A big man buys women's perfumes, this hobby is really special.

"It's not just perfumes. When you're free, you want to go back and go back. ”

Actually, when I'm not available someday, he knows. Jiangcheng, I will never go back. That place used to carry too many joys and sorrows, too heavy.

As soon as I was distracted, Shen Yinan put the wine back in place for me, and the medicine was put back in the box.

He knows my house very well, when did I let him touch my things?

"When I divorced, I told you, I was not reconciled, I did not see you marry me willingly. I think that's a good goal for me. “

"Can you get out?" I'm going to get angry if I don't go.