The car sped down the street in the early morning, and after a long silence, Lu Zheng finally opened his mouth.

"Did you find the goose?"

"Hmm."

"How is he?"

"He went to another world, it's a relief!"

Lu Zheng stopped talking, Luo Ya closed her eyes to recuperate, and the sound of the train clangling kept her from sleeping well all night.

Downstairs in Wanjia's apartment, Lu Zheng said to go up and make her a simple breakfast, and then go to sleep.

Loya refused.

"Lu Zheng, what I need at this time is sleep, and I can't be interested in anything to eat."

His face was not very good.

"Loya, why do I think you're a little alienated from me?"

Luo Ya was helpless: "You think too much, I'm really just tired." ”

As soon as he turned around, Lu Zheng, who had always been empathetic, didn't seem to have any face today.

"Loya, we ......"

Loya didn't know what he was trying to say, she just wanted to see her bed right away.

He paused and said, "What are we like this?" Friend? Lover? Still is....... ”

"Lu Zheng, what do you want to express, I'm really sleepy." Loya yawned widely.

"How about moving in with me? My house is so big, I want to see you all the time. ”

Loya thought it was incredible.

"Lu Zheng, I think you should sort out the relationship between us before talking about this topic, otherwise, what is it if I move to your house, friend? Lover? Or is it something else? Obviously, we haven't reached that point yet, not to mention, in my opinion, even lovers should keep their distance, I like to have my own independent space. ”

Lu Zheng's face changed: "Okay, I didn't say it." ”

This time, he turned around quickly, and the Maybach roared, and disappeared in front of Loya's eyes in a blink of an eye.

As soon as he entered the door, the mailbox at the door attracted Luo Ya's attention again.

The mailbox that had just been cleaned the day before yesterday had half a white envelope inserted at this time.

He pulled out the envelope casually, and the snow-white envelope surprised Luo Ya with a few words on it: Mandoli opened it herself.

A few crooked words, Luo Ya recognized at a glance that it was the handwriting of the writer Big Goose.

The envelope was postmarked and sent from that small town.

The first rays of sunlight in the morning shine through the windows, and the small room looks particularly fresh and warm.

Loya sat on the couch and took out her scissors to carefully cut the opening of the envelope.

A white sheet of paper folded squarely and very neat.

The sunlight was just right, shining on the white letterhead, reflecting an arc.

…………………

Hello, dear Mandoli.

I have never met you in person, but I feel that we have been friends for a long time, and in this world, it seems that only you can understand the other world inside me, which is why I decided to write this letter to you.

No matter how you read this letter, by the time you read it, I was already on another world.

Where to start?

Let's start with my childhood! When I was about the second grade, a family of three moved across from my house, and the family of three was happy.

What particularly attracted me was their little girl, Wang Jingjing, who was about the same age as me, and often wore two small braids and a pair of beautiful bows.

Soon we got to know each other, going to and from school together every day.

If that hadn't happened, I think she would have been the girl I've ever identified in my life.

In the fourth grade, it was a very hot and humid weekend near the end of the semester. I was home alone and it was uncomfortably hot, so I thought I'd go and play with her.

When I opened their door, the TV was on in the living room, and there was a lot of talking.

I really made a mistake unintentionally, when I walked into Wang Jingjing's room, she was taking a nap in bed, because the weather was very hot, she was dressed very coolly, she slept soundly, and her little face was red and simple, as cute as the doll in the painting.

That day, I didn't know what was going on, but when I saw that beautiful little face close at hand, I couldn't help but want to kiss it.

I did, but I didn't succeed, just as I was about to get to the point where I was blown up by the pink face.

Wang Jingjing's big eyes opened.

She was stunned for half a second, and then immediately began to yell, calling me a hooligan.

I'm afraid that others will hear it, this is not good, the town is not big, she shouted like this, how will I be a person in the future?

I begged her, saying I didn't mean to, and told her not to scream.

But she didn't listen, saying that she had to tell not only my father, but also the school teacher.

I was in a hurry and stepped forward to cover her mouth.

When I was younger, I didn't know if I was naughty or not, but I was often beaten.

When my father beat me, he was probably afraid that the neighbors would hear about it, so he always tried his best to cover my mouth with one hand and pump a broom at me with the other.

On this day, I was the same, Wang Jingjing she angered me, I desperately covered her mouth, so that she couldn't make a sound, and when she calmed down, I begged her to spare me.

The more I covered her, the more she struggled, and the more she struggled, the tighter I clutched.

I don't know when she stopped moving, but by the time I reacted, she hadn't moved like a soft noodle.

I was stupefied and at a loss. I don't want that, and I don't want to be a murderer. I know that killing people pays for my life, but I'm still young, and I haven't lived enough.

When I went out of Wang Jingjing's bedroom door, there was still a drama on the TV in the living room, and there happened to be a plot in it, a young girl couldn't think of ending her young life with a rope.

This shot inspired me, and I retreated to Wang Jingjing's room, found her red scarf on the desk, and tied it to the window.

At that time, it took a lot of effort to tie the other end of the red scarf around Wang Jingjing's neck.

After doing all this, I also tidied up the room to make it look less cluttered. Wang Jingjing is a girl who loves cleanliness, and I can't let people see the flaws.

After that, I went home and pretended nothing had happened.

In the evening, lightning flashed and thundered, and a heavy rain did not stop.

In the evening, when my father returned, I was already lying in bed and pretending to be asleep.

Soon, with the sound of thunder, I heard a cry from the other side, and I covered my ears and shivered under the covers.

The next day, the door of the opposite room was closed, and I walked quickly downstairs to school.

That day, Wang Jingjing did not come to school, and when I talked with my classmates, I was deliberately surprised, saying that Wang Jingjing, who has always come to school even when she is sick, is what happened today?

Later, my father told me that the family had moved. He was probably afraid that I would not be able to bear the loss of my classmates' lives when I was too young, so he lied to me that Wang Jingjing transferred to a good school.

During this time, when I was in school, I heard Mrs. Zhang on the first floor chatting with others downstairs and saying that Wang Jingjing was imitating the plot of hanging herself in the TV series, but she didn't expect to lose her life.

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