I made a big mistake, and I thought a little about the persistent girl.

It's like when I was younger, I had a deep affection for the beautiful woman sitting behind me, and I wrote down that idea in my diary, and then A found out.

Mike said that nightcrawlers like us, who walk in the dark night, cannot have feelings, nor do they deserve feelings.

I escaped overnight and returned to my real self.

A self who is constantly seeking answers in the vast sea of people.

After that, in addition to a few catwalks, there was a job that proved that I still existed.

The rest of the time I shut myself up in the big empty house, I turned on the air conditioning to 12 degrees, fantasized about winter coming, and hid on the cold marble floor to feel the north wind howling.

To add insult to injury, this difficult time is only me.

Mike came once, and he stood in the doorway without even entering.

He said, "I'm gone, you have to take care of yourself during this time." ”

The man became less and less obedient to him, but his mind was always on him, and he really had no time to care about me.

Mike turned around very quickly, but unbeknownst to him, it was my last communication with him in this world.

He was gone, and he finally confessed himself for the sake of that person.

Seriously, losing him was quite painful inside.

For a long time, he was a little starlight in the darkness, and I just relied on that faint starlight to grope my way forward step by step.

Now, he's gone, and even the last bit of starlight has been taken with him.

I'm confused.

That girl, if I still have a little attachment to this world, is that girl.

Unlike Anne, she accepts everything I have, the only one who knows everything I don't know, and who still insists on leaning in me.

It's been many days since Mike left, and autumn in City B is still hot.

I finally mustered up the courage to walk out of the air-conditioned house, which to me was like an ice coffin with a soulless corpse in it.

This featureless show didn't go well either, and the young male model kept looking at me with unfriendly eyes.

In between changing clothes, he also said to another male model with great disdain.

"The world is really small, and the famous closet man also came to grab food with us, it's really shameless."

I put up with it, and I just don't say anything to this kind of person, and don't ask anything.

But what I couldn't bear was that on the runway, he actually made a fool of me in public, he walked behind me, and the pair of pointed shoes like a small boat stepped directly on the belt floating behind me.

Then I fell on all fours on the platform.

In that show, the service fee was only more than 1,000 yuan, and I didn't get a cent, and I was angry with the middleman.

When I got up from the stage, the man squeezed his eyes mockingly at me.

There's a voice inside me that says, "Well, it's these eyes, and I'm going to pay for it in blood."

It's just an accident, and the night always makes everything negotiable.

That alley in the urban village is home to some little-known models.

I just need to create some accidents in that alley that person has to go through every day when he goes home.

Although I have long since left campus, math and physics have always been my strengths.

Coupled with the fact that I have several experiences with accidents, I just need to calculate the time, the height of the person, the speed at which he walks, and so on.

This accident was formed.

A drainage ditch at the edge of the alley, under the dim streetlights, it is impossible to see a strong line drawn there.

As I expected, he came over, and because of his long work as a model, he walked with his feet elevated.

But they still couldn't cross the nylon line that lay there.

He fell, his tall body falling towards the gutter.

In that irregular drainage ditch, there are bamboo sticks used by several barbecue stalls at the mouth of the alley that I have set up in advance.

Then, I heard his screams at the barbecue stalls at the mouth of the alley.

Someone ran over and called 120.

The medical staff of 120 came and helped him into the ambulance, and I was wearing a peaked cap and blending in with the crowd, and I saw a bamboo stick firmly stuck in his left eye.

The heat that was bothering me suddenly spread out in all directions, bringing the first hint of coolness on this hot day.

I think the real autumn has arrived.

Back at home, for the first time, I didn't turn on the air conditioner and didn't feel hot.

The indoor temperature does not exceed 28 degrees, which is very suitable for the temperature of the human body, neither cold nor hot.

But this feeling of comfort didn't last long, and an unprecedented panic struck again.

Just as I was leaning back on the couch and spending the night like this, the phone rang inappropriately.

A familiar phone number, the one that Mike often contacts me, the one that only the two of us know.

The voice of a strange man, a processed male voice.

He said, "Don't ask me who I am?" You're either going to find a place where no one knows about it, or you're going to die. ”

This sentence made my heart, which was still very comfortable just now, jump wildly.

I said, "Who are you?" Why should I listen to you? ”

The voice on the other end of the phone was impatient: "I said don't ask who I am, as for why, don't you know what trouble you have caused yourself?" ”

I still didn't understand, the person on the other end of the phone was very impatient and hung up the phone.

Just when I was confused, I received a message on my phone.

A picture of a girl's back, a picture of a girl I'm familiar with.

She sat quietly under the basketball hoop, looking at the green creeper.

I haven't seen her for a few months, and she seems to have gained weight.

It seems that the food inside is good, but how did she come out? It's really puzzling.

I think that's why I felt restless early in the morning, and I probably left some kind of trick on that girl.

I've always been very cautious, what's that? It's hard to guess.

The only answer is in her.

I knew that as soon as that handle was revealed, I, a nightkin walking in the darkness, would soon surface.

After a sleepless night, the air conditioner returned to 12 degrees.

At the mouth of the alley, when the twilight falls, the afterglow of the setting sun is sprinkled on the angular eaves on both sides, as if gilding this corner with a layer of gold edge.

A group of children after school poured in from the mouth of the alley, and the laughter filled the narrow alleyway, squeezed into the air by the evening breeze, and scattered everywhere.

Stand in the alley and look up at the sky, where the wind is soothing.

Like the early autumn in the north, leaves fell from the plane tree that overflowed the eaves, and followed by the chirping bird.

This world can be so beautiful, so beautiful and so free.