Jing Sheng called me, and he always called me by name and surname, but his name was Shen Man, but his name was "Man Man".

He just said that Shen Man was "pregnant", so I guess their wedding may have to be advanced, and at that time, I should still be doing rehabilitation, and I don't even have the ability to walk.

I swear, I really didn't mean to compare, there are some emotions that I can't always control, such as jealousy, such as resentment, such as love.

At this moment, I experienced these three emotions at the same time in Jingsheng, and I had a taste of mixed feelings.

Thankfully, I finally have the ability to stay quiet.

"Mr. Jing, I'll go back to the ward first."

My voice was unmistakably calm.

After speaking, I didn't wait for Jing Bailin's answer, turned around and left.

But he hadn't walked a few steps, but he heard Jing Bailin's voice suddenly come from behind him: "Ah Sheng, send Miss Xia." ”

"Yes, father."

As soon as Jing Sheng's voice landed, I heard his footsteps, calm and powerful.

As the footsteps got closer and closer, I walked faster and faster, and I almost fell to the ground several times with my cane.

Fortunately, there is Aunt Zhang by her side to help, otherwise, it will definitely be ugly again.

Jing Sheng quickly caught up with me, and he walked on the other side of me, unhurried and silent.

Aunt Zhang suddenly covered her stomach at this time, and then said to me very embarrassedly: "Miss Xia, I seem to have eaten a bad stomach, I'm really sorry!" Mr. Jing, Miss Xia will leave it to you for the time being. ”

When the words fell, Aunt Zhang left in a hurry, and she didn't know if it was a real stomach ache or a fake stomach ache.

After Aunt Zhang left, Jing Sheng automatically and spontaneously reached out to help me, and at the moment when his hand was about to touch me, I finally couldn't help but scream loudly: "Don't touch me!" ”

Jing Sheng's hand fell in mid-air like this, unable to advance or retreat.

"Jingsheng, you make me feel disgusted."

After saying that, I didn't bother to look at the expression on his face, and walked forward on crutches.

This distance is not long, but perhaps because I have been walking for a long time, my right thigh began to ache faintly.

But when I thought that Jingsheng was still behind, I didn't care so much, I just wanted to go faster and get rid of this plague god as soon as possible.

However, people who are eager for quick success often end up with little good.

When I was about to enter the side door of the hospital, I was unable to pass quickly with my hands and feet, but I finally tripped over the threshold, and the crutches on one side fell to the ground in an instant, and my whole person lost my center of gravity in an instant.

It all happened so fast that I didn't even have time to exclaim before I fell heavily to the ground.

There was a sharp pain in my body on the side where I fell to the ground, and I didn't even have the strength to scream.

Jing Sheng picked me up from the ground almost at the same time as I fell, and as soon as I saw that it was him, I reached out and was about to push him, but he lowered his head and said coldly: "If you don't want to be crippled, no matter how disgusting you are, you have to bear it for me." ”

The word "crippled" came out of Jingsheng's mouth, which made me feel very unbearable.

"Who do you think I am the way I am now!!"

My voice was so hysterical that it made me feel strange, my eyes were red, and I struggled with all my might, but Jingsheng's arms were as strong as a copper wall, and I couldn't move no matter how I pushed and shoved.

When I was exhausted, I finally realized that my resistance to the death was like an innocuous little quarrel to Jingsheng, and he didn't even bother to look at me.

"Jing Sheng, I really hate you for being so immortal."

It's like no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I mess around, no matter how much I want to die or live, it's just a farce in his eyes, and if he doesn't want to look at me, he will never look at me.

But at least, that day, when Shen Man came to the hospital to humiliate me, he looked at me, right? I don't know if my embarrassed look is entertaining him.

I suddenly stopped all my movements, like a puppet that had lost its vitality, let Jing Sheng hold me, stepped into the elevator, walked through the long corridor, and finally, he stopped in front of a large floor-to-ceiling window.

Standing on a high-rise building with more than 20 floors and looking down, the entire Yancheng has a panoramic view.

The roads that extend in all directions are like rivers, connecting the whole city together, and the endless flow of vehicles can be faintly seen, and as a single person, from here, it looks as small as an ant.

Jing Sheng suddenly smiled and proposed: "Xia Xiaoman, can I get your forgiveness by jumping from here?" ”

I looked at him like a psychopath, and I knew from the look in his eyes that he wasn't joking.

But the next second, he turned his steps and carried me in the direction of the ward, as if what he had just said was just my auditory hallucination.

When I was about to arrive at the ward, I met Chu Qian head-on, and when he saw Jingsheng hugging me, he was also surprised.

Jing Sheng didn't wait for Chu Qian to speak, and threw me to him like a sandbag, as if he was annoyed by hugging me for a second longer: "She fell not long ago, but judging by her reaction just now, it shouldn't be a big deal." ”

Chu Qian caught me dangerously, and when he saw that Jing Sheng turned around to leave, he didn't care that I was still there, so he shouted to stop him: "Jing Sheng, do you know what Shen Man did when he came to the hospital to make a big fuss?" ”

I couldn't help but stiffen, and I felt a little embarrassed.

In the end, Chu Qian still knew about this matter, perhaps, he already knew, but he just hid it.

Jing Sheng's steps paused, and he turned sideways slightly, as if he wanted Chu Qian to continue.

"Shen Man is pregnant, as your fiancé, not only do you not accompany her, but you also buy drunk and play missing every night, do you think it's particularly enjoyable to watch two women fight for you?"

Shen Man is pregnant, Jingsheng is drunk and missing every night?

I looked at Chu Qian like a fool, I could understand every word he said, but when put together, I had a little difficulty understanding.

Didn't he come with Shen Man that day?

Jing Sheng finally turned around slowly: "She beat Xia Xiaoman? ”

Hearing this, I vaguely felt that something was wrong, and I thought that he should have asked the other way.

Chu Qian may have also noticed this problem, and suddenly sank a handsome face, but maybe because I was also there, he was in an awkward position, and he didn't say much, so he could only be silent.

Jing Sheng's mobile phone rang suddenly at this time, he took out his mobile phone, looked at the caller ID on it, frowned at first, took a deep breath, and finally picked it up: "Father." ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that Jing Sheng's sentence "father" seems to be weighing on the burden of a thousand daughters.

I don't know what Jing Bailin said on the other end of the phone, Jing Sheng's expression only looked a little surprised at first, and soon turned into a stagnant silence.

"What's wrong?" When Jingsheng hung up the phone, Chu Qian asked.

Jing Sheng glanced at Chu Qian very indifferently, and then said in an even more indifferent voice: "Shen Man fell, I'm afraid the child won't be able to save it." ”

When he said this, he was like an irrelevant person, relaying an irrelevant matter, and I felt a little frightened when I saw that unsympathetic look.

"Jing Sheng, Shen Man is pregnant with your child, how can you still be calm to this extent!"

If he hadn't been holding me, I had no doubt that Chu Qian would have rushed up and twisted with Jing Sheng at this moment.

Therefore, he is also a dishonest man, and it is not uncommon to say anything to be "one of them", but in his heart he still cares that Shen Man cares about death.

So, how should I react? Chu Qian, if you know, you teach me. ”

At that moment, I seemed to see a look similar to pain in Jing Sheng's eyes.

"Chu Qian, do you know how painful it is to say insincere things and do things that you can't help yourself every day?"

In the words, it is not difficult to hear the feeling of physical and mental exhaustion.

Chu Qian also seemed to be shocked by his reaction, and didn't speak for a long time.

In my impression, Jing Sheng has always been an invincible, ruthless and desireless person, but at this moment, he looks so fragile.

Chasing him for four years, hating him for five years, I have never seen such a Jingsheng, even on the day I secretly kissed him and tricked him to marry me, I have never seen him have such a violent emotional swing.

Oh, by the way, I think few people may know that Jing Sheng is actually an extremely conservative and traditional man in his bones, in his concept, as long as a man kisses a woman, he must be responsible for her, and the way to be responsible is marriage.

Back then, I recognized this, so I took advantage of him unpreparedness and forcibly kissed him, but I didn't expect that Shen Manqi was high and slept with him directly.

Jing Sheng took one last look at me and raised his steps to leave, but after a few steps, he turned back and said to me word by word: "Xia Xiaoman, if it is possible, I really hope that I have never met you." ”

Leaving this sentence, Jing Sheng really left without looking back.

I suddenly wanted to cry, so I raised my head and choked up and asked Chu Qian: "Shouldn't I say this to him?" ”

Chu Qian may have been panicked by Shen Man's possible miscarriage, and he didn't even bother to perfunctory me, and only said "I'll send you back" and left me alone in the ward.

At this time, in addition to resentment, I was actually jealous of Shen Man.

I'll confess, I'm jealous to death.

However, I don't have time for self-pity, and I dare not forget that I am a waste now.

The crutches were left halfway, and Aunt Zhang hadn't come back yet, so I could only rely on myself and walk to the rehabilitation equipment step by step.

It's only a few meters away, but to me, it's like a galaxy across the galaxy.

There was a tingling pain in my right leg again, and I don't know if it was because of the fall I had just made, or if the amount of exercise was overloaded.

Reason tells me that no matter what the situation is, it is not suitable for me to continue rehabilitation, but I am even more afraid of letting myself be empty, and I am afraid that the fragility hidden deep in my heart will suddenly attack at this time, and I will finally build up a psychological defense.

I had to keep myself busy and not have time to think too much.

The left leg was forward, and I couldn't move the right leg, so I lifted it with my hand, but my little thin arm couldn't lift one of my legs, but because of the improper force, I let myself fall to the ground hard.

With a "bang", I felt like my bones were going to fall apart, but I still stubbornly wanted to move forward, even if I climbed, I had to crawl over.

I didn't know why I had this kind of mentality, until a cool male voice came from behind me, and he said, "Xia Xiaoman, who are you pitiful here?" ”

I lay on the ground, stiff, and a pair of black men's leather shoes silently burst into my sight.

"Xia Xiaoman, only the weak will wag their tails and beg for mercy."

When I looked up, I saw Jing Bolin's face that couldn't be seen, and he looked at me condescendingly, as if a king had descended.

In the middle of the night, he actually squatted down with condescension, made eye level with me, and then, in my anxiety, shoved a gilded business card into my hand.

I looked down, and the word "Joseph" on the business card was particularly glaring.

"Xia Xiaoman, I know all your secrets and thoughts, and now, only I can help you."