Chapter 177: Really, Did You Meet Again?
Anyway, I started a new life, and every day, although boring, was also fulfilling. After all, every day, I have my own tasks, what I want to do, and what I can't do, there is a clear division of labor. I thought that my future would be in other fields, and I didn't know why I wanted to participate in the Computer Science Olympiad at that time! However, I have already participated and managed to win the gold medal!
All of this is thanks to Li Xinyang and Zhang Moran, if it weren't for the two of them, I wouldn't have left the city where I have lived for more than ten years, and I didn't study in the third year of high school directly, and I was sent to the university directly through this channel! But fortunately, on the same university campus as me, there is also Zhang Xiaoyan. If it were just me, I guess I'd be sad! Fortunately, with him, I can talk to him, at least this way, I won't be lonely!
Did the person I like leave me like this? Every single day, I can't come to terms with this fact. Maybe I was infected by that person, I have to go to the Weiming Lake in our school every day at noon to see the lake there, whether it is sparkling by the wind, or calm like a mirror without wind and waves!
Sure enough, it's gone, and the people around me are really gone? University seems to be going by very quickly! If you don't pay attention to it, three or four months will pass. It's another holiday, I didn't choose to go home, and I didn't choose to stay in school. I think if I use my own ability to help some people, I can be regarded as doing something within my ability. At least, that city is the place of my sad haze, and I don't want to go back. And Zhang Xiaoyan is going back for the holidays, and I don't want to stay at school alone. So, I had no choice but to choose one thing, something that could help others.
During that winter vacation, I chose to become a volunteer teacher and went to Hope Primary School deep in the mountains to teach Chinese and mathematics to the children there. I knew the size of the task, but I accepted it with a smile. I want to do something different from before, maybe the simple appearance of the children in the depths of the mountains can help me get out of my sadness! Children are always the most innocent blank slate, and they are able to purify all the dust in this world.
A little haze, a little dust, is strange in the eyes of children. They crave knowledge, so why don't I give it? Although I am not a famous person, I am also willing to let them become knowledgeable and educated, and I want them to be happy and happy. Of course, I also want to forget about my own unhappiness through them. I want to play with them, I want to live with them for a month and a half, I want to have Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with them, although this Chinese New Year's Eve meal may not be very delicious.
Although there may not be any delicious food at that Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, although I haven't arrived yet, I can feel that that dish should be the best they eat in the year. They'll be happy because of it, and they'll care about me, just as there used to be people who cared about me.
With this in mind, I embarked on this journey of life. First, take the train to the railway station of the local county. I sat on this train for thirty-five hours, and my legs were numb. Finally arrived at the train station of the local county. I walked out of the train station and then towards the bus station. I changed to a car and continued to set off for more than ten hours, arriving at the foot of a large mountain.
The driver said, "Everyone, the end is here, the car can't go up, go up by yourself!" After the driver finished speaking, the only five people in the car stepped out of the car and prepared to climb to the top of the mountain on foot.
This mountain is really high! The mountains I have climbed are very high, even higher than this mountain, but they are all straight asphalt roads, but there are very few such muddy small stone roads with a 90-degree right angle! However, since I had already been here, I could not give up halfway, so I continued to walk towards the top, and even if the mountain road was rough, I had to work hard to climb to the village at the top of the mountain.
Anyway, after fifteen days of living in the village in Yunnan, this small mountain village is nothing. In short, I set a goal in mind, walked up slowly, and reached the destination at the end. That's all it takes, oh yes, one way to the dark. No matter what wind and rain he is, I have even experienced Li Xinyang's incident, and I will still be afraid of the entrance passage of this small mountain village, the rugged and steep mountain road.
When I was halfway there, I suddenly noticed that there was a boy sitting on the big rock over there, resting. I looked at it from afar, and there was always an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if, that person, I had been so close, as if I knew him. And it's not just acquaintance, it's a very familiar one.
I took a closer look, and sure enough, I had not only met, but also met. That boy, even if he turns to ashes, I can recognize it, that is Li Xinyang who I have liked for two years! When I saw him, I suddenly lost what to do and cried. As soon as I cried, he turned to me and looked at me, and then, he didn't say anything, just cried too.
In this way, the two of us cried for two or three minutes, and finally, he got up from the stone, ran over, hugged me, and he said to me: "I remembered, I remembered the letter, I knew that I was probably sorry for you at that time, but at that time, I, I didn't mean it, it was Zhang Moran, she told me that she was the person who was with me every day in high school, and she knew all my secrets." ”
That's right, Li Xinyang seems to have remembered everything. But what about remembering it? God, why are you so cruel to me! Just when I was about to give up, I was told again, all this is okay? Obviously, I was about to forget about Li Xinyang, but why did I want to meet him here.
Li Xinyang hugged me and said to me: "Yongning, in fact, I came back that day, I just want to tell you that I didn't just treat you as my sister, my heart for you may not be as good as one ten-thousandth of yours, but you have to remember that I, I have always liked you!" ”
I was surprised, so what? What the hell should I do, the dream that I couldn't touch in heaven is back today? He's within reach of me again, but do I still think so now? I don't know what I'm thinking, I just know that I really can't hold myself back and cry loudly!
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