I followed Mo Ran and walked to the entrance of the test center school, in an alley. There, she said that she wanted to tell me the truth of the matter, of course, I don't know if it was the so-called truth. I don't know if I should believe the Zhang Moran in front of me, who seems to have deceived me for two years. If I have the chance, I am really willing to let the heavens give me a chance to learn to read minds. I want to read her heart, I want to see if what she wants to tell me is true.

Zhang Moran stood across from me, listening to her say that she was going to tell me the truth about this matter, but she didn't open her mouth for a long time. I don't know if what she said is true or not, whether she wants to tell me the truth of the whole thing. It's really her standing there, I'm standing here, the two of them looking at each other, but there is no such beauty as the relationship in the past. Did we really go our separate ways? Sometimes, I really want and hope it doesn't happen, but it happens! No matter how much I hoped, it was useless.

No matter how much I think about it, no matter how much I imagine, I still can't change this fact, this truth. It's like my favorite thing, but it's not like I have to be with my favorite person. Sometimes, I feel sad and helpless because my best friend cheated on me because of the person I like the most, and that's it. No, I'm narrow-minded, I can accept it, but I won't tolerate deception.

Seriously, I can really accept anything, the only thing I can't accept is that others take advantage of my trust, take advantage of our friendship, and then deceive me. If you deceive me for a short time, it's just one thing, and it will only deceive me once. But Zhang Moran, she has been deceiving me for two years! Looking at the way she usually comes to me to gossip when she talks about Li Xinyang, it turns out that everything is pretended. She may just want to find out a little bit about Li Xinyang from me! At that time, I just thought that Mo Ran's character was very gossipy.

But are things really the way I imagined them to be? It doesn't seem like it, and I don't know why I imagined it that way at the time, just like a leaf, when he was about to leave the tree, he found that the tree he had been relying on had actually been deceiving him. In the end, he is the only one who will fall back to his roots and disappear, and the tree will only talk about himself, and it will have no effect. Year after year, spring goes to autumn, and the leaves change one by one, so when will the trees change? I'm like a leaf that is about to fall back to its roots, but it's just nothing!

I wonder if the leaves that fall to the ground will one day come back to the tree. I don't know if I'll be able to wait until that day, I just know that the tree that belongs to me has abandoned me. All I have now is another leaf that has fallen with me. No one knows what our future will be, but the memories of high school have become gloomy from this day this year. I began to hate my memories, and I even wanted to leave this high school.

I want to leave this high school that makes me sad, and I want to leave this city that makes me sad. I really couldn't stand any more blows, so I decided that when they finished the college entrance examination, I would go to another school and leave this place of right and wrong. I don't know what's going on, but when I think of this, it's a little inexplicably sad! Maybe I'm reluctant to give up this place! I can't bear it, here I care! However, there is nothing that can be done! When it's time to leave, you still have to leave.

Mo Ran, she was finally willing to speak, she said to me: "I have thought about it, there are some things, you still know!" Actually, I really shouldn't have been hiding it from you for so long. To be honest, I always thought that the person I liked was Zhang Xiaoyan, but it wasn't until later, when Li Xinyang had a car accident, that I felt the distress of a knife. Perhaps, it was from that time that I began to like Li Xinyang! I know it's unfair to you, but I, I can't help it! I like someone, and it's not something I can control. ”

I didn't expect that Zhang Moran would say these words. Now that she's said so, what can I do? That is, to forget, to forget these things that were originally related to me, but now have nothing to do with them! Either way, I've decided to leave the city. I finally mustered up the courage, I was going to smile and say goodbye to Li Xinyang, and leave the city.

Two months later, I had my summer vacation, and it was my last vacation in the city where I was born. I participated in the Olympiad that year, and as a gold medalist in computer science, I was successfully sent directly to the university. In this way, Zhang Xiaoyan and I should be regarded as classmates. Because, the university I want to go to is the same as the university that Zhang Xiaoyan went to.

This is the end of my high school life. The boy I care about, he's not mine anymore! I wanted to tear up the diaries that I had kept all my hands on, but I still didn't have the courage to tear them all up, and I still couldn't bear it! I'm just a person, an ordinary person! Why, do you want me to live such a gloomy life!

My high school, goodbye! Maybe when I come back here again in the future, I will come back with a different mood! However, now I am in a sad and helpless mood. I'm gone, and he won't be alone. What he has is only stubble after stubble of new life. Countless groups of students have left here, and countless groups of students have returned there.

I also left home and followed Zhang Xiaoyan to our university. It was also from that moment that I grew up, I really grew up. It turns out that life is such a bitter taste! It turns out that I am really reluctant! It turns out that the courage I have deceived myself is also a tool for self-deception! It turns out that there is no turning back! It turns out that it is no longer the age when you can squander your youth!

When I went to university, I realized that there was less contact between my classmates! It's no longer like high school, and I see it every day. We are like a lonely individual, directing and acting in a certain autobiography!

College life is boring enough. Walking on the road every day, there is never time, you can stop and rest! In my heart, I still remember Li Xinyang, saying, will we meet again? I don't even know which university Li Xinyang went to.