Chapter 173: Still Can't Remember

No matter how difficult the process was, it turned out to be good. I managed to get out of the house. Anyway, my mother has already promised me, and she agreed to let me live in Li Xinyang's house. Anyway, since God has given me and Li Xinyang a chance to get to know each other again this time, I have to grasp it no matter what, because Li Xinyang is a person I have always liked.

If I can, I would like my future to always be by Li Xinyang's side. I don't know what I am now for Li Xinyang. I don't know if Li Xinyang has surpassed everything in the future, including my studies, my career, and my life. Now I don't want to think about anything, if I say the only thing I want, it is also the person I care about the most, it is Li Xinyang!

I walked to Li Xinyang's house, knocked on the door, Li Xinyang's father helped me open the door, and then I walked in, put my bag on the sofa, and went to Li Xinyang's bedroom to take care of Li Xinyang. To be honest, Li Xinyang doesn't really need my care, he can't remember the bits and pieces of what happened before except himself, including this family, his family, not to mention us.

However, no matter what I think about it now, how I imagine it. Li Xinyang, he can't seem to tell me what he thinks after reading my letter. Even if you never know, so what? Since Li Xinyang has forgotten the imperfect self he used to be, isn't that right! I want Li Xinyang to get to know the person next to him again, classmate Xia Yongning. Although she is still not perfect, at least, compared to the previous time, she is more confident and believes in herself more. It's like Li Xinyang said to me at that time, my biggest problem is that I am not confident enough. I can't do anything well! I'm not confident at all, I'm afraid to do a lot of things, I'm afraid that I can't do them well at all, I'm afraid of too many things! Even I don't know what I'm going to do!

I walked into Li Xinyang's bedroom and sat on his bed. It was a dusk afternoon, when the sun shone through the window on Li Xinyang's bed, I looked into his face, it was different from the previous dazed and helpless not knowing what to do. Li Xinyang, who is usually so assertive, is the first time in front of me, showing such a general fear and fear at a loss, not knowing where he is.

Alas, I, who have been complaining about the slow passage of time, seems to have suddenly figured it out at this moment! It turns out that time can pass so fast! Just like for Li Xinyang, he has amnesia, and he seems to have crossed his more than ten years and came directly to this year. Is it true that all the memories in the middle are missing? I don't believe it's the truth, but that's the truth! I have to believe it!

Time flies like this. Slowly, three months have passed, and Li Xinyang still hasn't remembered anything from before. However, he has begun to slowly get acquainted with the current environment, the people around him, his family, his classmates, and me.

To be honest, Li Xinyang's memory, I always feel that not all of it has been lost. Because, after he took a few review classes in his third year of high school, he seemed to suddenly remember all the knowledge and memory. The knowledge that he had heard and talked about seemed to resurface in his mind again, and little by little he resurfaced. Looking at him like this, do I still have a chance, do I have a chance to restore Li Xinyang's memory?

I don't know, I'm thinking right or not. Anyway, as long as I have the opportunity, I am willing to try. I don't seem to be able to let go of a knot in my heart, I really want Li Xinyang very much, he told me in person, what did he feel when he read my letter! I think I know! Whatever the outcome, I want to know!

Even if he said: "Xia Yongning, I don't like you!" "I can accept it! But now it's me, and I don't know what Li Xinyang's previous thoughts were! Even if he accepts me now, it's not the same as before! I secretly made up my mind that I must let Li Xinyang restore his memory. I'm going to get him back to his memory. I don't know what kind of demon I have, so I must be curious to know what Li Xinyang thinks in his heart.

So in the next five months, I took Li Xinyang to the rooftop on the fifth floor of the complex every day to retrieve our exclusive memories, but Li Xinyang still didn't find his memories. However, when he came to the rooftop once a day, Li Xinyang seemed to feel that the rooftop had a magical feeling. It was familiar to him, as if he had been there before, but he could never remember anything about it.

I know that there is another place that may make Li Xinyang think of everything, that is the place where he is sad, and his mother is in that place, leaving him. For him, it was a saddest place. If happiness does not have a great impact on one, then the sad place and sad moments, will it have a little effect?

I don't know what the results will be, but I'm going to give it a try. So during this lunch break, I took Li Xinyang to East Lake, and he once told me about this secret place. I don't know if he will remember anything, but at this time, I hope he doesn't recall these sad memories of sad things.

Fortunately, the result was not bad, Li Xinyang didn't feel anything. It seems that he really has amnesia, so amnesia that he can't remember anything. Whether it's happy, sad, bland, or whatever, there's nothing. He really forgot the time, Li Xinyang at that moment was no longer a passer-by of time, he was a time passerby.

Li Xinyang stood on the wooden fence next to the East Lake, looking at the East Lake, he really didn't expect anything at all. Or maybe he already knows everything, I just don't know. If he had remembered this, but he didn't want to say it, I wouldn't know if Li Xinyang had recovered his memory or not.

Time flies, and in half a month, Li Xinyang will graduate. I don't know, after he lost his memory, he didn't take the exam once, and whether he would pass the college entrance examination this time. Li Xinyang, who should have been smooth sailing and did not worry about food and clothing, and did not worry about the future, is now like an ordinary person, and he still needs to take the college entrance examination.

I don't know what the future holds, I just hope he can be safe and happy!

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