Chapter 174: Overwhelmed

Time flies! Occasionally, one didn't pay attention, and it was already the day before the college entrance examination. According to the tradition of JCDecaux, the graduation ceremony of the third-year high school students will be held on this day, that is to say, after this day, Li Xinyang and they will graduate, and we may not be able to be together every day like now. However, his future should be very good!

On this day, I changed into the best looking dress. At such an important moment in Li Xinyang's life, I have to dress grandly! I want to keep my most perfect side in the memory of the most important moments in Li Xinyang's life. It's just that on this day, he might as well not come. Because, is this a turning point? Maybe it's because of this!

I don't know, what happened to this thing? Do the things I care about, the things I care about, really have to leave me? What will I do in this direction? I never thought that my best friend would choose this way? I really never thought that Li Xinyang would agree!

Zhang Moran, where did she put me and Zhang Xiaoyan? It's been two years! I always thought that Zhang Moran and the boy she liked were Zhang Xiaoyan, the senior in the broadcasting room, but I never thought that it would be Li Xinyang! Did she fool me like a fool? Did she fool Zhang Xiaoyan's feelings as if he was mentally retarded? I really, I don't know what I'm going to do at that moment.

Originally, last night, we said that I would be the only guest invited by Li Xinyang on the podium. However, everything changed, and when I arrived at the graduation ceremony, everything was over, my dream was over, and there was someone else standing on the podium, and that person was Zhang Moran! I don't understand, why is everything happening in such a form, slowly?

Unexpected, unpredicted, unpredicted, was I arranged like this? I never thought that the day of the graduation ceremony would be like this, what I thought in my heart was the situation where I was standing on the podium and opposite my favorite Li Xinyang. However, everything is different, the person standing next to Li Xinyang is not me, but my former best friend, Zhang Moran.

If it is, I don't know what it is, I only know that what I care about and what I can accept is not what I see in front of me anyway. I know that everything has a cause and effect. It's just that it's my own reason, I stay with Zhang Moran every day, but I don't know that the person she really cares about in her heart is not Zhang Xiaoyan, but Li Xinyang.

But why didn't she tell me! If she had told me earlier, I would have known that it might be embarrassing, but it's better than not saying anything! Why, she didn't tell me anything and robbed me of everything. She didn't at all, she didn't use any effort at all! Li Xinyang had a car accident, and during the days when he was injured and lost his memory, I was taking care of him! Why, in the end, all my efforts have become someone else's, and it has become a special channel for others to enjoy the shade?

I really don't know what will happen! I stood there stunned, overwhelmed. Li Xinyang looked at me, but I couldn't see that there was any emotion for me in his eyes. We were not separated because of the car accident, but we were forced to separate because of this graduation ceremony. I also lost one of my best friends. The people I care about are all leaving me little by little. Is it true that my favorite, the one I care about the most, is all going to leave me?

Why is this so? I don't want to, I don't want this! In the end, Li Xinyang didn't change anything because of me. I was in front of the podium at that graduation ceremony, and I didn't care if anyone else was laughing at me, at least I didn't care. I was in front of there, waiting for the graduation ceremony to be over, I still didn't move, I didn't leave, I just waited there, I waited for Li Xinyang to come back to find me, I waited for Zhang Moran to come back and explain to me clearly, but I thought too much. I care, no one came to explain it to me!

Until the end, it was Zhang Xiaoyan who was also stunned there who took me away. He said: "Don't be sad, there are some people, we can't see their faces until today, they are just so arrogant, why do they care so much? We only care about ourselves, we don't have to care about everything else, it's okay, I'm the same as you, even if the future hurts us, we have to work hard, don't give up on ourselves because of some people. ”

How I wish it was Li Xinyang who said these words! When Zhang Xiaoyan finished saying these words, my tears really couldn't be suppressed, and I cried all of a sudden. I don't know which word to describe my feelings, I just know that I should be very uncomfortable. No, I myself am very uncomfortable, uncomfortable to death, uncomfortable to death.

I hugged Zhang Xiaoyan and cried loudly. At that moment, I suddenly felt that the person who was really with me all the time was not Li Xinyang, but Zhang Xiaoyan. However, I still can't let go of Li Xinyang in my heart! That night, I didn't even want to go home, and I didn't want to go to Li Xinyang's house. I just want to wander the streets, blown by the wind, wandering!

But fortunately, Zhang Xiaoyan took me in. I went to his house and spent a sad evening. He said a lot of reasonable things to me, Zhang Xiaoyan said to me: "Don't think about those unhappy things anymore, some friends will deceive us, which means that in their eyes, we are not friends at all, let alone other things." Therefore, for these people, we don't need to worry, we don't need to worry, we don't care about our people at all, why should we care about them to add to our own blockage? ”

I looked at this Xiaoyan, and then asked him: "If a person, you have liked it for a year and a half, but suddenly forgot about you, you did not give up and accompanied him for half a year, just when you were about to succeed, but failed again, how would you feel?" ”

Zhang Xiaoyan just shook his head, and then said to me: "I don't feel too much, but it's not a taste in my heart!" Someone I've liked for two years, alas, forget it, if it were me, I would suddenly know nothing, my brain went blank, and then I didn't know what to do. Forget it, don't think about it so much! With me, have a good rest! I have to take the college entrance examination tomorrow! ”

I nodded, and then said, "Come on for the college entrance examination!" "I really don't know if today's emotions will affect their normal performance tomorrow.

When I first saw it, it was the height of summer

When I first saw it, it was the height of summer