"Xu Ze," I straightened my face, "even if he has a case, I won't be there." “

It was probably my categorization that silenced Xu, and he looked at me to express his displeasure.

"I'm not a virgin, I have no obligation, let alone responsibility, to guard your boss. A woman's soft-heartedness is based on the fact that she has not completely died. And I, it's different. Do you want me to list it to you, how did I convince myself to try it with him, only to have to give up? Do you really want to hear it? When I can finally find peace, do you really want to hear me tell you little by little about prying open the scars? “

Xu Ze's pupils dilated.

"I don't say it, it doesn't mean that those things are over. How ruthless I am now, how much pain I used to have, as an outsider, or even Shen Yinan who is in the bureau, may not be able to understand it. People like me, you also said that they are like stones in a pit, smelly and hard, and it is not easy for me to move my heart, but in the end, what did he give me? “

My voice is getting colder and colder, and it's the same as the weather is now.

"I don't want to repeat it, you can listen to it if you can, and it's the same if you can't listen to it. I don't care at all about what other people think of me now. In the past, I had to rely on Mrs. Shen's identity to do certain things, but now, nothing can really make me change my attitude towards Shen Yinan. “

Listening to what he said in the hospital did loosen my heart lock a little, but it was only that moment, and when I came to my senses, my heart would give the answer on its own.

He lost me. If you lose, you are negative, and this point cannot be washed in vain. I don't need to clear his name.

I don't have amnesia, I remember who was good to me and who was bad to me.

After that, Xu Ze did not come again. My life is back to the same, playing to work, and spending more time with Xinbao. What is especially worth celebrating is that Xiaoxiao's body is gradually recovering, maybe it is really the blessing of Jian Yue, maybe it is really for the heart treasure, in short, Xiaoxiao and Ma Yan are two people, as if they are living seriously as never before.

This is really a great joy for Xinbao. Even though I am very good to her, I can't replace her biological parents after all, and growing up next to my biological parents is the happiest thing in the world.

It's just that in the future, without the company of Xinbao, I will probably be lonely. I can only spend my time making money, and I am idle anyway. Or I should consider signing up for a study interest class or something, and fill in the time.

The days passed slowly and warmly, after my third store was on the right track, it gave me a long face, the money in my hand became more, and I didn't have any special hobbies, so I simply bought a 90-square-meter property in one go.

I heard that Maodu will also limit the purchase in the near future, and it will be difficult to buy a house at that time, and in these years, it is reliable to invest in any real estate.

After buying a house, I was busy decorating, and I felt more and more that I was a hard worker, and I couldn't sit still with or without money.

Lu Huainian came to the door in December. It happened to be the coldest cold snap in Maodu in the past ten years, I almost didn't freeze into a dog, and I was ashamed of myself when I came out of my new home full of dust.

To tell the truth, when I see Lu Huainian again after such a long time, my first feeling is, oh, his eyes are really good-looking. Other than that, I don't have anything else very special. Maybe people are old and can't be hypocritical anymore.

"Isn't it cold?" He smiled warmly, and naturally took off the camel-colored cashmere scarf around his neck and gave it to me.

Like an old friend who hasn't seen him for many years, such an opening statement is really comfortable.

In fact, it's really an old friend. The passion, the love, the sadness and the pain that used to be have become blurred with the passage of time, and I can now smile and say to myself, this man is my favorite and favorite man.

I didn't take his scarf, "I've got ash all over me." "Because it's too cold, the decorator has also avoided the cold from today, and I am also in a hurry to rush home to take a shower and blow the heater.

"It's ugly." Lu Huainian laughed as he spoke.

I don't know if it's ugly or not, I just feel dirty. But he's too faceless.

It was so cold that I didn't want to stand on the street and blow the wind, so I pointed to the café in front of me. Maybe I know that Lu Huainian won't be entangled too much, so I can be relieved of him.

Walking into the café, I feel much more comfortable.

I hate the taste of coffee, Lu Huainian still remembers, he helped me order a glass of fresh milk, but he himself ordered iced coffee. This kind of ghost weather, it turns out that there are really people looking for guilt.

He didn't speak until everything had come up.

"I've been looking for you for a long time, and when I finally found it, I was a little scared and didn't dare to come first. While it's not busy lately, I'm passing by here again, so I'll take a look. ”

Listening to Lu Huainian's words, I know that he has become more and more calm in the past two years.

I stirred the milk and said, "I'm doing well." So are you? ”

Lu Huainian took out his mobile phone and pressed the screen, "It should be considered, I don't have much to think about, try to be competent for the role of my father." He was almost two years old. “

I looked at the little boy on his phone screen, his eyebrows and eyes looked very much like him, and he was a miniature version of him, but I could also see Zhou Yixuan's delicate spirit.

"The little guy looks so handsome." I never doubted that Lu Huainian would be a good father. In the past, it was my dream to be with him and have a baby that looked like him, but later, this dream was completed by him and others, and I even felt happy and a little touched.

This should be another way to realize the dream. I took a few more glances at the photos of Lu Huainian and his children, and collected the genes of him and Zhou Yixuan, it must not be bad, I can't imagine that if I were replaced, would I not be so handsome and not so energetic.

Lu Huainian took a sip of iced coffee, and his face did not change.

I took a sip of fresh milk and got a little burned.

"You haven't changed." Lu Huainian said.

"Really?" He was the first to say that I hadn't changed. How can anyone stay the same, even if it is the last second and the next, it will be different.

"Hmm." He took out a small box from the inner pocket of his coat, "Your birthday is approaching, and you may receive a lot of gifts by then, I think and think, I should give it to you in advance." “

On my birthday in January, he gave me so many gifts in advance, if it wasn't intentional, it would never be improvised.

"Don't you want to take it?" Seeing that I was stunned, he pushed the box over.

"How can you not accept it." I picked it up and opened it, and in the small box was a pendant, a very simple style, a gourd shape, with simple lines, but with a bit of retro flavor.

"It's beautiful, thank you." But he and I both knew that I wouldn't wear it in my lifetime. Something like a pendant that is very close to the heart, if it is not the person who is taken to heart, how can it be easily worn.

Lu Huainian took another sip of iced coffee, "The pendant you had before was in his hand." I think the gourd is a mascot after all, and it's better than the one you used to be. ”

"I rarely wear these anymore now. However, thank you for having a heart. “

Lu Huainian suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly and stopped talking.

For some reason, I was also a little scared that he would say something that I couldn't continue. But thankfully he didn't. I think that after becoming a father, Lu Huainian has become more and more aware of the decency of others and himself.

That's good.

"I'm going to sit down for a while, do you want to eat together?"

He was even afraid that I would be embarrassed, but he only said that he wanted to sit by himself for a while, and I took the opportunity to say, then I will go first.

Coming out of the café, I walked across the street and got into my own car. Across the street, looking at Lu Huainian sitting by the glass window, I really felt like I was in a different world. That young man, at last, married someone else, and finally became a father.

It's okay, Wen Ying, you will eventually meet your own happiness.

Driving home, after taking a hot shower, I felt much more comfortable. There was a gift that Lu Huainian gave me just now on the table, and I opened it again to take a look.

Finally, put it in a drawer, and it probably won't open for a long time.

Blowing dry my hair when I was drowsy, it seemed to hear the doorbell ringing, but I ignored it. It wasn't until the doorbell kept ringing that I got up from the couch to look at it.

The person outside the door was Shen Yinan.

This is probably the first time I've seen him since his surgery. What he said to Xu Ze that time, I believe that Xu Ze told him word for word, so he didn't let me see him again.

Opening the door, I asked him, "What's the matter?" ”

Shen Yinan's voice was low, "Do you have stomach medicine, lend me a little." “

There is a pharmacy outside the community, otherwise you can ask his invincible assistant to send it, and you need to ask me to borrow it?

But I went to look for it anyway and gave him a box of brand new and unopened ones.

Shen Yinan took the stomach medicine and didn't leave, but was there, obviously having something to say, but thinking about how to speak.

"Anything else?"

He asked again, "Do you have any wine, lend me a bottle?" ”

Wine?? Drink a drink, and then finish it and take stomach medicine? Defect.

I went to the wine cabinet to find a bottle of wine and gave it to him, but I didn't say anything polite to him, "Red wine plus stomach medicine, a total of three thousand seven hundred and eighty, WeChat or branches." Fupay transfers are OK. “

Shen Yinan took out his mobile phone, I was also interested, took my mobile phone and clicked on it to collect money face-to-face, and after he swept it, he transferred me 4,000.

"It's good to figure it out, I'll give you the extra part."

He gritted his teeth with a little hatred and said, "The extra part, as well as any liver medicine and heart medicine, lend me some." ”

When I'm here in the hospital, there is a disease.

"Get out."

Shen Yi didn't leave, he also put down the wine and stomach medicine in his hand, "I saw you and him." ”

I reacted and said that it was me and Lu Huainian. But so what? He wants to question me, what is crazy?

"Why, you can sit with him and say a few words in a harmonious atmosphere, and you don't even bother to give me a word."

"Get out." When I saw him like this, I was angry.

Shen Yinan seemed to have to have an answer, "Lu Huainian, is it really so hard for you to forget?" “

"You care about that? Then ask yourself. Did you do the same to me back then? “