Chapter 125: Li Xinyang, Have You Really Forgotten Me?

After Chinese New Year's Eve, time flies. Haven't realized that I'm going to start school yet. The day of school is here. The new semester is new, but my surroundings are not what they used to be. Some of the people around me stayed, and some of them left my side. A liberal arts and science class changed the fate of all of us, and it made the two people who had originally intersected have to be separated.

Actually, these classmates don't have any special reasons why they can't leave my side. To be honest, apart from our entire class, the few classmates I care about and the ones I am familiar with, if anyone else wants to leave me and don't walk on the same road with me, I don't care!

In fact, even if I, the classmates who are together every day, leave me, or leave this school, my sadness has a certain small limit. I don't care about the things that are there and don't. Some people may say that my heart seems to be made of iron, and it has no human taste. However, I'm not hard-hearted, I just think, even if I'm too sad, what's the use? Those who should leave will eventually leave, and those who should come, even if you do everything possible to stop them, will eventually come.

So, I know I'm going to be sad, but I'm going to hold back and stop myself from grieving. I don't want to make myself an emotional tool that only grieves. I just want, silently miss in my heart, those I want to miss. Not, because of their departure, weeping bitterly, and slumping. They should not be willing to see my sad face!

However, there is one person I really can't let go. If he doesn't show up in front of me, I'll be sad, and it's permanent! Maybe it won't be particularly obvious, but I really can't let it go! The person who occupies the most weight in my heart is him, the Li Xinyang I fell in love with at first sight!

Li Xinyang, he, still hasn't come back. I don't know, will Li Xinyang not come back this semester? As I thought so, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness welling up in my heart. Why, why can't I let go of Li Xinyang! I think Li Xinyang, I really want to!

It's like, the autumn leaves have drifted away, the north wind is blowing in a dashing manner, and a man with a sad face is standing by a stream that still flows with living water, there is a bridge, and there are a few wisps of green smoke in the distance. This kind of bleak silence will make people feel that people can't help but feel cold!

All my dreams are related to him, I miss Li Xinyang, just like a fish miss water, I really miss Li Xinyang! In this class, I walked out of the teaching building of our first class of high school and the classroom where I was located.

Then, I walked through the ginkgo trees that had not yet sprouted, and walked straight towards the complex, moving slowly. That was the place where Li Xinyang talked to me for the first time, and I wanted to go there to find the feeling I cared about the most.

I walked up the stairs and up four floors. Then go through that little doorway, and after passing through it. I came, and on that day, Li Xinyang took me to this place, located on the rooftop of the complex building.

At the beginning of March, the wind was still so cold and cold, and when the light wind blew, it made people feel a little cool! I don't know how to describe it, but I just always feel that I feel very uncomfortable.

It's not because the scenery is uncomfortable, it's not because the weather is uncomfortable, I just feel, standing here, there is a feeling that is both familiar and unfamiliar, which makes me feel very uncomfortable, as if my heart is dripping with blood, it doesn't matter what haze is dense, it doesn't matter what the sky is clear, my heart seems to be outside the world, I don't know why, it's very uncomfortable and uncomfortable!

Li Xinyang, are you really not coming back? I miss you so much! With so many days of vacation, why, there hasn't been a single news yet? I really miss you, and if you can come back, I'm willing to give everything. Do you know? What would I have done without you!

It was because of you that I believed in myself. I wouldn't have changed without you. Really, I wonder why you didn't come back! I know, maybe I'm too selfish, but I, I really miss you!

I don't want anyone else because they're all other people. And you, you are mine, the one I care about the most, the person I care about the most who has lived for more than ten years! I really miss you, Li Xinyang, it's March now, where are you?

Why for so many days, there is no news from you at all! I have looked for Zhang Xiaoyan countless times, and I asked him about your news, but there is still no news. I wonder why, after all these days, you still haven't heard from you at all.

Have you forgotten me? Have you forgotten about us? Forgot Zhang Xiaoyan and Mo Ran? We will always remember you, will you remember us forever? I really can't forget you, so don't forget me either, okay, okay......

If, you forget me, it's okay, I don't blame you. That's just because of me, I'm not worthy of you! If, if it is true, you have forgotten me, then please do not forget that once here, you said to a girl: "If the future is bleak, then please remember the last day you saw the clear sky, and never forget." ”

Li Xinyang, if you really forget me and don't come back, then I will definitely remember you forever. Remember, there was a girl who had a whole summer and fell in love with you.

That summer, the wind blew. The first time I saw you, you were playing volleyball. As soon as you suddenly turned around and smiled so softly, I really fell in love at first sight.

I didn't believe that there would be a love at first sight thing in this world, until you appeared, what happened to me was personally experienced, and it was something that I couldn't believe anymore, I believed that there really is such a word in this world, called love at first sight.

All my dreams are intertwined with a boy named Li Xinyang. I wanted my dreams to go on and not wake up suddenly. If life is already a dream, then I hope that in this dream, I can have another dream-perfect dream.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt less uncomfortable. If Li Xinyang hasn't come back before the end of this semester. Then, I will study hard, and I will use my own efforts to catch up with Li Xinyang. I will inquire where Li Xinyang went. I want to chase him, that's my dream. All my life, I've wanted to have dreams that I don't want to wake up to!

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