I took a deep breath, my whole heart shrank so hard that I didn't dare to meet his breathtaking eyes, for fear that he would see the slightest clue.

On the night of marriage, he was strong, and I couldn't escape that painful night.

In the days that followed, he would not let me go at night. Whether I say good things or beg him for mercy, he promises one last time, in fact, his actions are always the opposite of what he says......!!

How could I be so stupid to prevent this?

"I created a slegging illusion for you, and I thought I could melt you with time and sincerity, but in the end I realized that I was very wrong. If I don't drink the soup, it won't be long before my children will be born here, right? ”

The brutality is absolutely exposed in him, this is the real him, although the smile is gentle, but it can't hide the perversion that emanates from his bones.

He knows again!

Why does he always know quietly everything I do behind his back? And I thought I didn't know anything about the soup.

The thought that I was like a transparent person in his eyes suddenly swelled up in my heart with a sour and uncomfortable taste.

"I ......"

I opened my mouth to say something, but I didn't know where to start.

In the silence, another huge thunder roared, and I instinctively flinched.

"You...... How long are you going to stay? ”

"How long does Xiao Fan'er want me to stay?"

“……”

"I'll show you something good."

As he spoke, he stood up, took out a booklet from his wide sleeved robe and brought it to me, opened the booklet in his hand with one hand, and held my head with the other, so that I could admire it.

The content of the booklet, I was not calm for a moment, I blushed and my heart beat more than once, and I immediately turned my face away and tilted my head to the side.

"Are you disgusting?"

The men and women inside were doing what he had done to me this evening, and even the movements were the same, and I couldn't stand it anyway.

But he forcibly pressed my head, "Look carefully! ”

"I don't! You let go of me! ”

How can there be such a disgusting man in the world! I glared at him angrily, shame, grievance, fear, and anger churning inside me.

"I'm showing you this to remind you next time, don't look like a dead fish with no interest anymore. As long as it fits this position well, the chance of conception will be higher. ”

"The devil is going to give you a baby! Don't even think about it! ”

"Who are you going to give birth to if you don't give birth to me?"

"Whoever you give birth to will not give birth to you!"

"What's so bad about having a baby for me? If you give me a son, if one day I am gone, everything I have now belongs to your mother and son, and Xiao Fan'er, you not only enjoy the glory, but no one dares to bully you anymore. ”

My first thought was, he's crazy! He must be crazy to think about what he doesn't have!

"I'm not rare!"

"Yu Mengfan!"

At that moment, I noticed that something in the depths of his eyes was shattering little by little, spreading cracks outward, and the lens took on a broken beauty.

He called out to me with all his might, trembling with all his might, and a painful tearing sensation permeated the depths of his voice, and he said to me, "Do you have to be like this? Yu Mengfan...... You have to ......."

"Do you have to be like this?" I asked him rhetorically in his words.

All his expressions froze at that moment, and the light in his eyes was like an abyss, heavy and painful, and there was no end. As if he had experienced a catastrophe, his expression was silent and painful, and it took a long time for him to say in a hoarse voice, "Don't force me." ”

I chuckled, slowly, as if on purpose, so cruel that he watched as I pulled my hand away from his clenched fingers.

I said, "Nobody is forcing you. It's you pushing yourself. ”

If you don't love, you don't love, is this kind of thing reluctantly reluctant?

Something irretrievable, why do you have to go to great lengths to restore it to its original appearance? It's better to burn a fire to ashes. Why is he stubbornly unwilling to admit such a simple truth?

He was like a fierce beast, after being pushed away by me, he twisted my wrist with his backhand, I sensed the pain, and screamed, and he came to grab me, "Yu Mengfan, you ......!" ”

He yelled at me not once or twice, it's okay, I'll just take it all. He simply pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "What are you doing?" Didn't you say that you were going to abolish me and set up a new one? Do you think you're going to be ruthless? I beg you, will you do it? ”

After saying that, he seemed to be unable to stand me and him in vain, his expression was cold, he threw away the pamphlet and turned over to press me down, dragging me into the darkness and refusing to let go, the shadows of the two of us were entangled, like two ghosts.

I was caught by him and shook him off, "Let go!" ”

His movements froze, and I saw his brown pupils shrink. He reached over and grabbed me, and as if I had expected something, I opened his hand at once, "Don't touch me!" ”

This self-protective gesture completely angered him, and he simply put his arm around my neck, a humiliating gesture that made me feel like I had been slapped in the face.

He didn't speak, his breath was indifferent, but his silent attitude made me faintly perceive a killing intent.

I turned my head and raised my hand to slap me, "Let go of me!" ”

This action can be described as using all his strength, although he noticed it and immediately dodged, but he also received a little palm wind. He stared at me in shock, his eyes all red. Xu is angry and laughed, his eyes were beautiful and sharp, "How can I let you go?" It's impossible in this life! ”

With that, he choked all my words in his throat. He dragged me into the abyss again and again, and then I begged for mercy, and my soul in the depths of the spasm was torn into powder, and I don't know what day it is.

Take it, take it as much as you want, it doesn't matter.

What is it about me that pleases him and makes him so persistent? Tell me, can't I change careers?

When I woke up the next day, he finally got out of my room, and I was relieved and stunned for a few seconds before I remembered to take a shower.

Lying in the bath, I suddenly cried, crying for my powerlessness, for a future that I couldn't see.

These days, it was as if I had been thrown into an island full of panicked graves, and all I could see was desolate, and life was lifeless.

I rubbed my belly like crazy, wishing I could make a hole in the spot he had just defiled.

After washing for a long time, the skin on his body wrinkled before he stopped. Life has to go on, I can't sit still, I have to come up with a solution.

For a long time, I thought that I could keep giving in in exchange for surviving, and even survive, but unexpectedly, the situation became more and more difficult. Isn't it, as long as I die, I can get rid of his entanglement forever?

I shrank into the bottom of the bath in a daze, the whole person was submerged in the pool water, the water of the bath poured into my nose, mouth and ears endlessly, my body lost its center of gravity and continued to sink, and my stomach was full in an instant, and my lungs that could not breathe were as uncomfortable as if they were exploding.

Everything around you became unusually peaceful.

I gradually lost consciousness.

There seemed to be a rush of footsteps in my ears, but none of this had anything to do with me, I just knew that I was going to die.

It is said that people with bad lives can't die easily, it turned out that I didn't believe it, but when I was lying on that familiar carved bed and saw the carved flowers above my head with empty eyes, I believed it.

Who saved me? Too weak, I just feel that the whole world is quiet, and it is the best place to sleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but I finally woke up, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Long Qianye's cold and cannibalistic face.

He leaned over and stared at me, his hands at my side, and I could almost hear his grumpy breathing, "Awake?" ”

Almost gritted his teeth and spat out two words, which made me think that he wanted to pull me up and beat me up.

I let out an "um" and then I realized that my lungs were extremely uncomfortable and I couldn't help but want to cough.

He asked with a straight face, "Is my love already unbearable for you to want to escape with death?" ”

My tears suddenly fell, but it was okay not to cry, but when I cried, I felt like a pinprick in my lungs.

I couldn't help coughing violently, and my breathing was very difficult.

I glanced at Long Qianye, who had a serious face, and thought, why can he even pull me back from the Hades Palace in a domineering manner?

Why is he so ghostly?

I'm going to do this for the rest of my life

I struggled to say anything, and as soon as I spoke, I coughed violently, and my lungs felt like they were about to explode.

He just sat on the edge of the bed and stared at me with a calm face, "It doesn't matter if you can't speak, you just listen to me." ”

"You think only death can solve the problem? Then there will be no living person in this world! You think you'll be able to run away from me if you're dead? Then I can tell you that without my permission, Hades may not dare to accept you! Unless I let it go, you will have to live obediently for the rest of your life. ”

"You say you don't have feelings for me, you say you don't like me, you haven't tried to accept me, why do you say that? Is it so hard to make you happy with me? Did you become a cow or a horse, or did you kill people and set fire? ”

"You think I forced you, don't you? You think I brutally killed that man, don't you? You wake up from the cold coffin, he is intimate with you in everything, do you think you can't forget him? What about me? Am I treating you badly? What am I in your eyes? Are I gone if you are full of pride? I don't even want my own pride for you, what else do you want from me? Do I really have to be you? ”

"Yu Mengfan, you don't trust me! This is the chilling place I feel the most! ”

Long Qianye's words were sonorous and powerful, I couldn't refute it, but he ignored one point, I woke up from the cold ice coffin, I didn't know anyone, I didn't remember anything. He is higher and fuller than anyone else, and these words are tantamount to Xia Worm's words.

I can't understand his incomprehensibility, I just know that I live a very tired life, like a frightened bird, constantly avoiding his crazy pursuit, I just want to be free, is this wrong?