His red eyes and his entire heart were filled with intense pain, which stinged his reason like spasms, "Yu Mengfan, you are simply a white-eyed wolf who can't be raised!" ”

Hot tears fell from his eyes, splashing layers of dust as his angular chin slid to the ground.

I was shocked as if I had been electrocuted, my throat was shaking, and countless words were all lost at this moment, and I couldn't say a word.

It turns out that Yu Mengfan is my previous name? No wonder he always screams as a little fan.

But that's only for me.

Now I am no one.

"My name is Derpy. It's not called Yu Mengfan. ”

He chuckled, laughed and laughed but couldn't breathe, laughed and laughed, his eyes slowly floated a layer of scarlet, and his heart trembled violently, as if someone had dug it out, "You know I love you, you also know that I lost to you, I am like this, why do you have to step on it again?" Isn't it fun to see me die for you, to see me suffer for you? ”

I didn't speak, but my pupils tightened a little, "Do I beg you to love me?" ”

He deserves it, he personally gave me the right to hurt him, what qualifications does he have to complain?

"It turns out that you are really the inevitable doom in my life. You say, why can't I warm you? ”

"So...... Do you want me to go? ”

I didn't care about putting all the painful choices on him alone.

Sensing my departure, he grabbed me with his backhand and choked, "Don't ...... Walk. ”

This scene once again flashed a ghost in my mind. It seems that there was once a person who was as indifferent as I am, and his mouth was already out of the sheath, and he could pierce people into a blur of flesh and blood.

I took a deep breath and said, "Can you stop this?" I know I can't remember anything I had with you, and I've lost my memory of you, even if we had a good time, but so what? Will what was lost ever come back? Really, it's like when I lost a button, and when I found it, I had already changed my clothes, and in the same way, some people have something that has passed and never recovered.

And the people and things in the world, nothing more than the gains and losses of gathering and dispersing, no one is anyone's person, you are not anyone's anyone, those who can't go back to the transit of time is really nothing to worry about, because I really can't have any special feelings for you, let alone fall in love with you because of your dedication, but will feel that you are putting pressure on me, you will definitely feel that you are so good to me, I can't even like you, but if you don't like it, you don't like it, no matter how hard you try...... It didn't work. It's like a broken key, and a hundred times can't open a newly created lock. ”

He didn't speak, he was silent. The eyeball turned to look at me, and that glance was meaningful, and I couldn't guess the emotion in his eyes, but he couldn't calm down when he was stared at like this.

Suddenly, I felt like I was finally hardened, as if this was the real me. Selfish, cold, sharp, cold. There is no such thing as gentleness and understanding, but I am pretending to be likable on the outside, and I don't even bother to pretend to people who don't care.

"There's something about our old ones, you can hide it, don't take it out, it's not like it happened, I don't want to waste any more time on something that makes me feel unpleasant."

There was a bit of beastly ferocity in his eyes, and his voice was obviously cold—the fingers on my neck tightened, and he squinted and smiled at me, "You said so much just to say that during the time I was away, you not only forgot me, but also moved your heart to other men, right?" ”

This sentence was like a hammer hitting my heart, and I was shocked and found that my fingers were shaking.

I didn't think I could lose face, so I said, "yes." ”

He squeezed out a sentence between his teeth and said to me, "Yu Mengfan, I hope your backbone can be harder in the future, for example, until the day I set up a new one." ”

I seemed to be caught off guard by lightning, "You want to set up a new queen?" ”

He didn't speak again, probably aware of the boredom of my silence, and then let go of me, and when he turned his back to me, his eyes were cold, and he just bypassed me and asked him to withdraw all the dinner, and let Chunmei and Qiuye send me back to Yimengge.

He didn't seem to have eaten a bite of today's dinner...... I don't know...... Hungry or not?

If only he hadn't loved me, I wouldn't have hurt him so easily.

Moonlight poured in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the house was empty and looked particularly deserted. I closed my eyes in frustration and fell back on the bed, my eyes staring at the ceiling empty, and I suddenly wanted to ask myself, what the hell am I trying to do?

I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and my mind was full of Long Qianye's madman, until a roar suddenly came out of my ears, and half of the palace seemed to be in the aftershocks, and my heart tightened, and I covered my head in the quilt.

It's going to rain. Ever since the day I got married, I've been afraid of such thunder.

Boom boom!

There were several more thunderbolts in quick succession, and I was so nervous that I didn't even notice that the corners of the quilt behind me had been lifted, until a strong arm wrapped around my waist, and I let out of the quilt with an exclamation.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I found him leaning against my bedrail, with a smile on his handsome face, "Aren't you afraid of being stuffy?" ”

His clothes were a little wet, so he probably came here in the rain......

My eyes deepened, and I felt my throat tremble, but this discovery didn't mean anything, and I could only hold back all my shock.

Didn't he be angry with me and threaten to set up a new queen? Why is it still ...... now?

And how did he know that I was terrified of thunder now?

I couldn't understand what the thoughtful man in front of me was thinking, obviously there was a landslide and tsunami a second ago, but in a short period of time, it was blamed on the calm and calm, as if it was just the unpleasantness that I had with him in Shangyuan Palace before.

"You...... What are you doing here? Doesn't it mean that there is an urgent government to deal with? ”

Looking at his long black hair, there were obviously traces of rain wetting it, needless to say, he also knew that he had rushed over from Shangyuan Palace.

"Then do you think government affairs are more important to you?"

The inadvertent warm voice made my heart soften, and I withdrew from his strong arms for half a minute, and my nose was full of ambergris on his body.

I replied vaguely, "I don't have anything to do, so you don't have to worry about it." ”

"...... this evening"

He stared at the kiss mark on my neck and stopped.

"What's going on tonight? Nothing happened this evening. ”

I don't know why I chose to deceive myself, and even with his smile now, I feel that there is something else.

He frowned, "Little Fan'er......"

Not again! Not again!!

I hate him so much that I feel like I'm challenging his patience!

I took a deep breath and smiled, "Is it your hearing problem or am I not clear enough during the day today?" Do you want me to say it again? ”

He seemed to take my words as a deaf ear, exhausted his gentleness and patience, and was even a little tired, put his chin on my shoulder, he rested his chin on my shoulder, that beautiful face rubbed against me, and then opened his mouth to bite my neck, "Xiao Fan'er, don't try to provoke me, if you don't accept me for a day, I will rely on you for a day, and the rest of my life will be long, I have patience to slowly boil with you." ”

The implication is to see who has survived and who is like this?

I looked at him in a daze, trying to say something, but found that my throat was very dry, and more of a scared person.

I'm afraid of those who take their feelings very seriously.

For example, Su Luohan.

For example, he.

How can I put that feeling, like lime embedded in the bone marrow.

I don't know why I have some sick thoughts, for example, I just want to torture him, I just want to see him turn pale in front of my eyes, I just want him to love him. All the unbearable thoughts grew wildly at this moment, and there was an indescribable ...... The thrill of revenge.

"I'm sorry, I'm like this, if you can't stand it, then get out."

He tilted his face slightly, and couldn't help frowning, and his black pupils were a little darker. In the half-hidden shadows, I heard him laugh dullly from his chest, and the laughter was terrible. He looked at me with a smile, and I could even perceive his sharp eyes, like knives, straight at me.

"You...... What are you laughing at? ”

Then, before I could react, he collapsed and half-leaned over me, messing up my hair, and I kept taking deep breaths, and my whole body was shaking.

He still buried himself in my hair and laughed, and his voice with laughter was like a demon, "Xiao Fan'er, you want to play with me, can you afford it?" ”

He said it so harshly and so naturally.

"What do you mean?"

Unexpectedly, the next second he stared at my face, and said in my ear word by word, "Xiao Fan'er, after many years, tossing and turning, I am standing by your side again, the reason why you are guarding against me is actually afraid that you will be completely captured by me again, right?" Don't worry, Xiao Fan'er, in this life, you alone can spoil me like this. Squander me as soon as I still want to, and don't wait for the day when I'm not happy. ”

I was shocked, as if someone had been torn in half. The fingers hanging by his side trembled, and I clenched them into fists at once, and his eyes were so deep and heavy that they pressed on me, and I couldn't even breathe.

What he said is indeed an irrefutable fact.

He's good and he's strong. It's even stronger than I imagined, even Su Luohan can't compare to it. I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet, facing such an attractive him, I am afraid that I will have any feelings for him.

And he seems to ...... I know that all my thoughts are unspeakable. He understood my ...... Make matters worse by attempting a coverup.

The good-looking long finger gently rubbed against my stomach, sighed, and suddenly whispered a little low: "Why is there still no news?" ”