"Xiao Ling......" he opened his mouth weakly and hoarsely, "I still ...... Your little white ...... I haven't changed ......."

"Yes~~ You haven't changed, because I'm blind, I haven't seen Xiaomo's thoughts, so you really haven't changed, from beginning to end, you haven't changed." I chuckled, turned my face away, and lay on the swing, "It's me who has changed, it's me who has become cold, ruthless, irritable, and no longer empathetic......"

"Say no more!" He suddenly became excited, strode to the edge of my swing, held the pillar of my swing tightly, and hung his face in pain and choked, "I beg you...... Say no more......"

I stopped talking, but in my heart, it became extremely uncomfortable. Obviously, I have hated him and no longer love him, where does this discomfort and pain come from?

I sat up and lowered my face: "Bai Mo, we are really over, you don't need to be so painful anymore, then, when we become enemies, things can be simpler, and there will be no more burdens in our hearts." ”

"I can't do it......" he slowly knelt in front of me, leaning against my knee, "I can't do it...... Little Spirit...... Don't throw me away...... You're all I have......"

"Huh...... ...... all" The hatred and pain that he had endured for too long because his two words suddenly broke the seal and rushed to my heart, turning into tears and pouring out of my eyes, "So you left everything you have in the black nest?" ”

"I was wrong...... Little Spirit...... I'm sorry......" He hugged my legs tightly, his face buried in my legs already wet with tears, "I can only say I'm sorry...... I don't know what else I can do to make you forgive me...... I was ...... It's really good...... Forget it......"

Tears rolled down my face, and I suddenly understood that what I needed to vent was not to hate him, scold him or beat him, but to bury the hatred and pain in my heart, and to have enough courage to pour it out when facing him. This is what Xinyan said, let's communicate well.

All along, because of my hatred for him and anger towards him, I didn't want to see him, I didn't want to listen to him, and I didn't want to talk to him. In fact, the darkness in my heart could not leave my heart, and I did not really let go of white ink.

And he also didn't have the opportunity to tell me all this, which made him more and more depressed.

We became the strangers we knew best.

"I didn't count them for being so cruel to you, I thought it was just a few days...... Because I know that Optimus and Lunhai are not going to leave you alone...... I'm sorry...... Xiao Ling ......" He hugged my legs tightly, "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" He apologized tremblingly one after another, making him cry silently, and in the tears were his remorse, self-blame and distress for me.

I didn't expect that the person who could really let go of him and let go of the hatred that tormented me started with his apology.

My tears also rolled down my face, dripping between his moonlit black hair, and I lowered my face and looked at his trembling and crying body: "What do you think...... You say this now...... Is it still useful......"

"I don't ask you to forgive me...... I just hope ...... Don't cast me away...... Everything you said...... I can't even refute......" He was on my lap, tears already wetting my trouser legs and reflecting my skin, "but...... What I want to save has always been my mother, not my father......"

I looked at him with teary eyes, and there was a hint of hatred in his eyes: "Mother shouldn't suffer like this, I don't know how long her consciousness will remain in my father's body, I have to rescue them to have any hope of resurrecting my mother......"

I closed my eyes, pinched the tears from my eyes, shook my head and raised my face: "You ...... from the beginning It's wrong, you should tell me ......"

"You're going to stop me...... "I'm going to have to get my mom out of my way!" he buried his face in my knee again, "I have to save my mother!" ”

"I'm really going to stop you, isn't it good to stop you?" I asked, "Then maybe we can find other better ways, from childhood to adulthood, we have been working together to find a way to face those difficulties, which time is not hand in hand?" And this time, you left me, since you left ...... Don't come back to me again......"

"But...... I want the displaced Shadowmen to ...... ......Suddenly, he said in a low voice, "If you want them to be obedient and return to the StarClan Alliance, only my father can ......" He sighed lightly, slowly left my knees, knelt beside me with a lowered face, reached out and gently grabbed my fingers, "Xiao Ling, help me one last favor...... Take good care of them and get them back on track......"

I lowered my face and became silent.

But in my heart, there has never been peace, all the hatred, anger, and resentment towards Bai Mo have completely disappeared in this positive conversation, in addition to the relationship between us who were lovers, we still have a deep bond, that is: family.

We have been together for thirteen years, family.

Therefore, my father and mother can be the first to forgive him for what he has done, because his family will never hold a grudge against his family.

"My father, in the past thirteen years in the Black Nest, has also reflected a lot, I will not lie to you again, my father's philosophy, he still thinks it is correct......" He was able to say this, which also confirmed that he really didn't lie to me.

"And now? What did he think? I asked.

He threw himself on my legs again, as well-behaved as he had been in those days: "He feels that StarClan's power is too weak, and it is easy for someone to take advantage of it. So he returned to the StarClan Alliance with the Shadow Regiment, so that StarClan's power grew first, and then, he also believed in the StarClan Alliance's immigration plan, and he felt that he and the StarClan Alliance's concept was the same as StarClan's quest for future survival. ”

"He doesn't want to perish? Hum. I chuckled.

"Annihilation...... It would only bring about the destruction of StarClan, and he regretted that he didn't listen to his mother in the first place......" Bai Mo sighed softly.

"Your mother...... Why did you change your mindset? I asked softly.

He was silent for a moment and hugged my legs again: "Because you gave birth to me...... She has a family and doesn't want to lose ......"

Bai Mo's mother can be said to represent most of the women in the world. When I have children and a family, my heart becomes soft and full of love. Bai Mo's mother knows what the war will bring, so she doesn't want to lose her happiness in front of her.

When their family was neighbors with ours, the happiness and love that Bai Mo's mother revealed when she took Bai Mo was real, and it was because of this love that her concept changed, and she became afraid of losing Bai Mo and all the happiness in front of her.

"Little Spirit...... Let's try......" He lifted his face in front of my knees, and in the moonlight were his tears that had not yet dried up.