Chapter 105: Mixed feelings
I lowered my face and looked at him lightly: "What to try?" ”
"Save Tang Yi, I want to ...... Look at Mom again, even if it's just ...... The flash of time and space......" he gently wiped the tears from his face, "so many years...... She lives in her father's spiritual world, she can't use her abilities often, she uses it once, her consciousness will be a little weaker, she is ...... Slowly disappear ......"
I lowered my face, my heart became heavy, Bai Mo had already lost a loved one once, and now, he was watching his mother slowly disappear.
So, they were in a hurry. In order to resurrect Bai Mo's mother, he rushed back to the StarClan Alliance. Because now only the Starclan Alliance in the world has advanced technology and top-notch equipment.
"Are you afraid of me...... Dead? "He took my hands on my knees.
I frowned and closed my eyes.
I used to really hate him and wanted to die, and even wanted to kill him with my own hands. But I lied to my heart. When he is in front of me now, I really have a gun in my hand, can I really kill him?
Killing him, I will not feel the slightest joy and relief, because although I have killed my old love, I have killed a family member with my own hands.
I can't do it. The bond between us is much deeper and tighter than I ever imagined.
His warm hand wrapped around my hands: "Don't worry, only you can kill me......" A gentle kiss landed on the back of my hand.
I opened my eyes and looked down at him heavily: "Starting tomorrow, you have to train too!" ”
He smiled, a faint smile like the moonlight on a winter day.
He let go of my hands and got up, and his faint smile overflowed with deep affection and gratitude for me: "Thank you for being willing to give me such an opportunity to talk today, I hope that one day, you can ...... Forgive me...... Even if it doesn't come back to me, it's no longer repulsive...... I'm there for you. He once again showed a hint of loneliness and gently walked away from me.
"What the hell is that game of yours?" I asked.
He smiled slightly: "It's so that you can find my clue...... I thought...... You're going to come to me......"
"Hmph, you didn't expect that I would be in the Black Nest for so long, and I would hate you so much." I sneered, he thought I was going to go to him because of love, but in the end, I stayed away from him because of hate.
"You think, you always think, no wonder you and Ou Cangming can become sympathetic friends, you high-IQ people, always think that you can calculate everything."
"Yes, we were wrong." He let out a self-deprecating laugh, "Cangming also thinks that he can calculate everything, calculate the laws of your behavior, read through your micro-expressions, and understand your mind." But apparently, he also lost with you and fell in love with you. He laughed, and there seemed to be more self-righteous mockery in his smile.
I turned my face away and chuckled, "I should thank you, if it wasn't for your miscalculation, how could I have so many lovers like I am now." ”
"Don't ...... anymore Said......" his low voice revealed the pain of his remorse, and he grabbed the shirt on his chest with hatred, "this is ...... for me It was the most painful punishment, and every day, I had to face the mistakes I had made, to see a woman who was originally mine alone, and now she was with other men...... I...... I...... I'd better go back. He said as he strode away, clutching his stomach.
His stomach hurts, and he regrets it to the point that his stomach hurts.
Hehe......
But in this world, there is no remorse medicine, he has such a high IQ, he should understand.
The night became quiet because of Bai Mo's departure, but this tranquility came from the bottom of my heart. To untie the bell, I need to tie the bell, my heart is knotted here in Baimo, and in the end, I didn't expect it to be untied by him.
Now this peace in my heart is the result of his apology and tears.
"Finished talking?" Xinyan came out with two glasses of red wine in her hand, and she handed one in front of me and sat down beside me.
She leaned back on the other side of the swing chair like a queen and looked at me, "Well, it looks like we're done." No...... Do a job? ”
"No ......," I said, shaking the wine glass in my hand calmly.
"Poof." She laughed, badly, very sexually, "I mean...... Kindness...... It is...... There's nothing that can't be solved in one bubble. ”
I squinted at her, I was calm, but I wasn't in the mood to talk to her about it.
"Hahahaha~~~" She laughed, then looked at me calmly, "Do you still love him?" ”
I looked at the red wine glass in my hand again, looked at it for a long time, sighed and took a sip: "My bond with him is too deep." We grew up together, and we were not lovers but also family members in time, and the love between us ...... I can't tell the truth, I can't define it with any kind of love, I ......"
"I'm so envious." She said.
I looked at her, and she turned her face to look away: "I don't have such a deep and complicated relationship with me, and I ......" She turned her face back and hooked the corners of her lips, "Love is deep family affection in the end, and between you and Bai Mo, it should be regarded as emotional detachment." You have experienced love, hate, entanglement, rejection, and now the peace, which is not easy. However, he still loves you very much, and I look at him like that, as if he is really dependent on you, and he can't live without you. Xinyan took a sip of wine, as if she was making a pertinent evaluation.
I held the red wine glass in my hand and let out a long sigh: "yes...... He can't do it without me...... In my relationship with him, it is estimated that there is also a mother-love plot, and he ...... Dependent on me, very clingy, as a child, if I didn't sleep with him, he couldn't sleep at all......"
"So sticky!" Xinyan was a little surprised, "En...... There is indeed an element of mother-love, after all, he lost his mother when he was a child. When you were together before, you could also see that he had a strong desire for exclusivity with you, and he was also afraid of making you angry. I don't think he would have betrayed you in his life if he hadn't tried to save his mother. ”
I took a sip of red wine, who would have thought that Xinyan, the former female devil, would now become my best friend? I don't think I'll think of it myself.
"I don't want such an obedient and infatuated man~~~~" Xinyan shook her hand, and her eyes also brought out a trace of emotion, "No man is perfect, he will always do one or two bastard things~~ However, in their lives, they will always meet a nemesis of their own." For example, Lunhai, I couldn't stop it, but you did. Xinyan glanced at me, and there was a hint of jealousy in her eyes.
I looked at her, "Are you jealous?" ”
Xinyan glanced at me: "I'm jealous of you!" Whatever! Yes! Yes! So many men are dead set on you? What about me? What about me? What about mine?! ”
I pointed to the house behind me: "North Hell." ”
"Poof!" Xinyan laughed all of a sudden, slowly, but became calm.