Chapter 176: I'll Never Get You
Oh, my God!!
I was completely stunned by what he said one after another.
And I don't know what to say.
Say it's impossible...... But I can't stop him from doing what he wants to do, okay......
Probably not...... And how could I possibly let him do something that was not good for Long Qianye.
"You...... What you say today, you should ...... Just as if you didn't say it, in the same way, I shouldn't have heard it, and in the future, you should return to that attitude of hating me and hating me, you ...... I, I don't like it. And don't compare yourself to Long Qianye, he's different from you. ”
"Yu Mengfan, I just want to ask you if you have a long heart? What's so good about him? In terms of ability, he has gradually degenerated because of that woman, in terms of rights, he also gave up all his rights to his treacherous and cunning father because of that woman, in terms of status, now his identity as the prince of Beihai is in name only, and now he has nothing for that woman, what are you blind to get along with him day and night without seeing anything? Oh yes, that kid do you think he really used to save his mother? You see, he has been hiding from you, and even from all the truths you have the right to know, he is just using you, using your affection for him to save the woman he really loves, why do you have to be so stupid, knowing that things are not simple, and still trying to stick into it? ”
Without thinking about it, I blurted out and asked Su Luohan, "The woman in your mouth is ......?"
Su Luohan stared at me who was frustrated and pretended to be strong, as if he couldn't bear to tell the truth, "Hundreds of millions of young people have lost their fragrance and jade for him, —————— Hua Niansheng." ”
Oh, my God. The three words Hua Niansheng exploded into my heart like a thunderbolt and broke into pieces.
I took a few steps back uncontrollably, and I almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, Su Luohan quickly grabbed my hand.
"Impossible, impossible, you must be kidding, you must be lying to me, right? Yes, it must be, you must have made up these things to trick me because I didn't like me, didn't you? You say! Isn't it? ”
I turned around and grabbed him by the collar around his neck and shook him vigorously, hoping that he would say the answer I wanted, the words I wanted to hear.
Impossible. It really can't be. He said it, he wouldn't want me, he said it, he really wanted to be good to me, he said it! He also swore such a poisonous oath, it must be Su Luohan who is lying to me with bad intentions! Definitely!
He even said, "You look like I'm joking with you?" ”
"So how do you know so clearly? And that kid, how do you know ......"
"I knew you were pregnant as early as Stranger Street, and I didn't even have to think about who that man was. Knowing that you and him already have another life bond, I have to choose to let go, and after taking you to Yuxian Mountain, I left, just to see you again, but at such a dangerous moment. ”
"I don't want to hear you say that, I just need you to tell me, how do you know about that child, why do you say that the child is not used to save his mother? If it wasn't the queen who saved his mother, who was it to save? ”
I'm feeling terrible right now, and the thought that Long Chino is probably weaving one lie after another to deceive me from beginning to end makes me anxious and anxious to destroy everything! Want to kill! Want to vent! Vent hard!
"Because in the entire Otherworld, only I, the snake clan, will use the soul trapping secret technique. In terms of the high attainment of the Circle Soul Secret Technique, no one can match me. If he wanted to use the soul trapping technique on that woman, he had to find me, and I was involved in the whole process of removing the child's essence from your belly, but he erased your memory afterwards, and you don't remember anything. ”
"You swear you didn't lie to me?"
"Huh! With your IQ, I can lie to you? ”
Oh, my God! What he said was light and light, but it was terrifying to my ears!
Didn't Long Qianye tell me that the woman named Hua Niansheng went all the way to the west to worship Bodhi and become a Buddha, and became the premier mandala Buddha under the throne of the Buddha?
Didn't he say he had let go?
Didn't he say that they had become a transit time that they couldn't go back to?
"That child, didn't he say that he was going to save his highly poisonous queen mother?"
Su Luo blurted out suddenly, "Do you believe everything he says?" ”
Oh, yes.
Long Qianye, I believed everything he said. I never thought that he doted on me on the surface, but behind the scenes......
How is it not consistent with what Su Luohan told me? Then he didn't use it to save his mother, could it be true, as Su Luohan said, he used it to circle the soul for Hua Niansheng?
No wonder, no wonder he always left early and returned late in those days, and he didn't let me go to visit with him, he must be afraid that I would know, right?
So his mother didn't actually get poisoned at all, right?
He's lying to me, and his queen mother is lying to me! I didn't ask anything, they didn't say anything!
I was like a big fool all the time!
I looked up at the gray sky blankly, and for a moment, I thought of completely removing Long Chino from my heart and returning to my own life.
"Su Luohan."
"Huh?"
"Isn't it easy for me to deceive?"
Su Luohan looked at me inexplicably for a long time, and suddenly said, "If you still don't believe me, you can go back and ask him." If I tell half a lie, let God punish me, and I will never get you. ”
……
"You don't need to say it, I'll find it myself!"
If everything Su Luohan said was true! I don't know what I'm going to do, I just know that although I look calm on the surface, I'm actually already turbulent and angry inside!
Poor that child, who was used so inexplicably, was taken away before he was born, and I, as the culprit, still couldn't tell the difference, I was stupid, I thought I was righteous and awe-inspiring, and gave him up to those who looked glamorous on the outside, but behind the scenes, they used other people's lives as ants.
How cruel.
I should have punished myself with death and apologized!
"That'...... After you confirmed it, have you thought about what to do next? Or will you ever plan to leave? ”
"Leave? Are you making me laugh? "How could I possibly leave until things were fully figured out.
Su Luohan looked at me in disbelief, "He treats you like this, why are you still so persistent!" ”
"So be it. Tonight, I'll go back and ask him. If...... If he confesses, I'll come out to you. ”
"What are you looking for me to do?"
"Help me be stronger."
Hearing this, Su Luohan smiled, probably hearing the meaning of my words. Although I live so spinelessly, without self-esteem, and without purpose, like a walking corpse who is led by others with a rope all the time, I can't die, right? Those difficult people and things have to grit their teeth and push through. No matter how difficult the process is, it's better to work hard than to do nothing, right?
If Long Chino is really trying to trick my trust for another woman from beginning to end, I must be! We won't rest on our laurels! Because there are some things that, in my worldview, no matter who he is, do not deserve to be forgiven.
And I don't want to be a grievance again. Life is already very bitter, when I love him, I just want to absorb a little sweetness from it, since Long Qianye can't give it to me, I'll go find the next one, there is always one who loves me wholeheartedly. There is always someone who loves himself as much as I love Long Chino.
Moreover, I know myself better than anyone else, and I see the wrong person, not because I am blind, but because I am kind.
I believe in Long Qianye for no reason, not because I'm really much stupider than others, but because I take my feelings too seriously.
In the same way, Long Qianye always challenges me with lies, uses falsehoods to perfunctory me, and a series of forbearances towards him are not because I ignore them, but because I don't want to argue with him.
The human heart really can't see through, he is not honest with me, why should I be sincere to him?
So, let's see the results and see what kind of answer Long Qianye will give me.
Suddenly, Su Luohan patted me on the head, and before I could react, he took out a square handkerchief from my pocket again to wipe the nosebleeds on both sides of my cheeks.
The next moment, I don't know why I laughed again, two shallow dimples floated on my white face, and that charming appearance actually made me look stupid. He's such a good-looking, charming man.
"As soon as I entered your classroom just now, I saw you being bullied by that group of fierce women, my heart hurts so much! You have to be strong in the future, don't always be bullied, stand tall and be a man, you must know that you are the prince of the snake clan, Su Luohan, and the person who knows Su Ye of the Windward Academy, you can't be too weak! ”
After speaking, he stuffed the square handkerchief into my hand again, rubbed my messy hair again, and deliberately made a disgusted look, "When you have time, take care of yourself, if you don't clean up your hair, it's really hopeless." ”
I suddenly laughed, I had never seen such a babbling Su Luohan.
I can't tell if he had good intentions or bad intentions, I just know that at this moment he gave me the feeling of being warm like an old woman with a lot of words......
"Does it matter to you if my hair does it save you? Don't feel like you're a good person, you're not a good bird! ”
If I want to talk back to him as usual, he will definitely scold me back, but now Su Luohan is neither angry nor angry, but gently pinched my face and advised: "Early tomorrow morning, I will wait for you at the junction of the Beihai Dragon Palace and the outside world." Not if you need it. ”