Shame on you. How not to be ashamed.

It's not that I don't want to resist, it's that I'm becoming less and less confident to rebel.

It's as if I'm a person who naturally loves masochism. But it's not. When I first came to Windward Academy, I regarded Long Qianye as my most solid backing, and I still had the capital to resist. But at that time, I was too conceited, too self-centered, and I always felt that I always relied on others, formed a habit, developed a kind of dependence, and I couldn't do without him in the future, but as long as he withdrew from my world, I would have nothing. And also lost the instinct to live.

That's why I chose to forbear. If there is a will, things can be done, the cauldron is broken, and the one hundred and two Qin passes belong to Chu after all; Hard-working people, the sky does not bear, lying on the salary to taste the gall, three thousand Yuejia can swallow Wu. But what I didn't think about was that those who saw me as a thorn in the side didn't give me a respite.

They have lived in another world since they were children, and even a child of three or five years old can be a third-order soul art, what about me? I'm not, I'm going to start from scratch and imagine how hard it is. When you're not completely sure that you have the ability to deal a fatal blow to your enemies, let them think I'm a bully.

I believe that one day, I will get back all the humiliation and pain they have poured on me!

But with Long Qianye's return this time, he shattered all the psychological construction I had done for myself in my heart.

I don't have the motivation to keep learning.

Because, from him, I can't see the future of me and him anymore.

Later...... In the future, he really doesn't want me anymore, and I may have to return to my original life. And the kind of life that Xiao Zunli gave me, I only need to move my mouth. It doesn't seem to matter if you learn spells or not. Before I knew it, I was even ready to be abandoned by Long Qianye.

On top of that, I'm still a descendant of the demon clan who once rebelled against their Qinglong clan, and my identity is so sensitive, Long Qianye probably really thinks I'm useless, so incompetent that I can't even give him anything. It didn't help him in the future if he wanted to dominate the Otherworld.

He's going to give up on me, what am I trying so hard for? He also never saw how much I had done to stand side by side with him in the future. What's more, in his heart, everything I do has always been a blind toss, and there is no need.

Just let them beat me to death, so I don't have to be so tired and still dying. It seems good that people die like lights go out, so that I don't have to think about anything, I don't have to think about anything, and I just sleep in the ground and never wake up.

"Yu Mengfan!"

A speechless roar pulled back my heavy and suppressed thoughts, "Huh? What the? ”

"What do you think about for a long time, why do you want to be so fascinated?"

"Nothing."

"Do you know how much I hate how weak you are? You are obviously not such a cowardly person, what is it that broke you? ”

"Then hate it. I hate myself too. ”

I hate myself as much as others hate me! This statement is serious. I also don't want someone else to ride on top of me at every turn! I don't want to let these turtle grandchildren bully me anytime and anywhere, but I can't beat others, what can I do? I'm desperate too......

You can't cry your nose and complain to Long Qianye and let him be angry for me, right? That would only show me more to him that I was worthless. So at this stage, I can only break my teeth and swallow in my stomach, and more is better than less.

"Yu Mengfan!"

"Why are you so loud, I'm not deaf! Neurotic! ”

Su Luohan didn't expect him to be kind enough to help me, not only did I not have the slightest gratitude to him, but also this tone and attitude, the whole person trembled with anger, and suddenly stretched out his index finger and pointed at me, unable to say a word for a long time, "You...... You! You're unreasonable! ”

"I'm just unreasonable, what's up? Alas, I'm just weird, why do you show up on time every time I get out of trouble? Do you like to see my jokes so much? ”

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

His face was gloomy, and his tone was so cold that it made my heart tremble.

I know. But now I'm really going to be as irritable as I am, how anxious I am. Every time, almost every time I was knocked to the ground by someone else, or was being tricked by someone else, Su Luohan always appeared next to me on time, and then spoke to me with that kind of sympathetic gesture, which made me feel inexplicably that although he was ostensibly helping me, he was actually the same as those who wanted to see my jokes!

On top of that, I'm embarrassed enough! But he can always see with his own eyes how weak and embarrassed I am. This feeling is really like a thorn in the back.

"I say! My business has nothing to do with you! Who are you? Why do you preach to me? Why pity me? Why sympathize with me? Get lost! Get out of here! All right? ”

Su Luo sneered coldly, his tone of voice was particularly angry, and his voice was even louder, "Heh! Why? Just because I like you, because I love you! How? Isn't that enough? ”

Miscellaneous...... What the......?

Did I hear me right?

He! How could he say such a thing to me in front of so many people and still say it so loudly!

Deliberately make enemies for me, isn't it!

Su Luohan's existence, in the eyes of these people, is a high god! Sanctity and inviolability. As far as they are concerned, what he says about liking does not bring me any good, but it does me a lot of harm. They will redouble their humiliation of me, their trampling on me, and making me a target of public criticism.

But when he said such a thing so suddenly, I was speechless......

It's not like once or twice that you say you like me...... He said this once as early as when he was on the street in a foreign country, but it seems that after listening to it this time, I don't know why, a little excited, it turns out that I am trying to learn to like others and love others, and there are people who love me behind my back?

At the same time, Su Luohan's eyes burst out with a terrifying light, and the green tendons on his neck exploded, as if he was venting, he turned around and stared coldly at the White Lotus group who often bullied me, and suddenly stepped forward and kicked those who were watching the show one by one.

didn't seem to be relieved of his hatred, so he kicked Zheng Jie twice hard. Ignoring their faces distorted by pain, he said coldly, "Dare to join forces to bully her again!" ”

After that, Su Luohan turned around again and looked back at me, who was already stunned at this time, I don't know why, his brows furrowed slightly, and he began to look for something on his body. After fumbling for a while, I found a square handkerchief from my pocket, followed by a look of pity on my face that blocked my surging nosebleed.

The role changes too quickly...... I couldn't slow down for a while, he ...... He...... What's going on today?

The white lotus lying on the ground on his back couldn't hum in pain, his face turned purple, and he looked a little scared, I was afraid that Su Luohan would kick the white lotus out of the way with his hands and feet, so that he would quickly pat his ass and leave, they would definitely try their best to retaliate against me in a place where Su Luohan couldn't see it!

Thinking of this, I leaned down in horror to see what happened to the White Lotus, but Su Luohan pulled me out of the Six Gardens and arrived at the end of the corridor outside the Six Gardens, he looked at me with blood on my face and felt very distressed, and gritted his teeth while wiping the blood on me, "How can you be cowardly?" Look at what those women are about to bully you into? Damn it, I can't always protect you! ”

At this moment, Su Luohan's expression was a little sad and a little helpless.

I don't think he's almost never been so fucking angry like he is now, the left sentence is fucking you, and the right sentence is that I'm fucking angry.

I couldn't help but laugh silly, "You're not sick today, are you?" ”

"Yu Mengfan, can you still laugh? If it weren't for me today, you might have been bullied. ”

His words once again brought my thoughts back to reality. If it weren't for Su Luohan today, maybe I would have to spend this miserable day again today, as before.

"Thank you."

"What did you say?"

"I said thank you. Thank you for standing up for me today. ”

"Yu Mengfan, I knew that you were a white-eyed wolf! What I say today is serious. Those words spoken when I was in a foreign country were also serious. Why did you never believe me? ”

"I don't know."

"yes. You don't know anything. ”

His whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, and I could feel the cold swishing cold. He dropped his grip on my shoulder, took a few steps back, looked at me sadly, and then turned to leave.

But I didn't listen to the call, and the ghost stopped him, "Can you tell me what you like about me?" I'm stupid and stupid compared to you, and my many shortcomings add up to a big basket, and most importantly, as you can see, I'm cowardly, almost useless, what do I have to look at? Or rather, what do you really like about me? ”

I don't know why, I'm just curious. Thinking so, I asked the same question. My heart was pounding non-stop, and I was a little nervous.

After waiting for a long time, he finally waited for him to speak, but he didn't expect to say such a light sentence, "It's quite self-aware." ”

……

"Because of your stupidity, your stupidity, your weakness, I refresh my bottom line again and again, I seem to be addicted to you, and I always look forward to whether you can be more stupid, stupid and weak. You say, how can you, who are so stupid, stupid, and so weak, have such adsorption ability? ”

"I came here with you, and I had to leave halfway, and I found that I could never let go of you. I almost went crazy when I learned that you were living with Long Chino, and I wanted to kill the man who could monopolize you at night and kill you, but I couldn't seem to do it. Because you care so much about him, and I don't want to hurt what you care about. ”

So he pretended he didn't care. Seeing you being trampled under your feet again and again like crushing ants, my heart hurts, every time I tell myself to endure, I can't be soft-hearted and stay away from you, otherwise what if I really do something irreparable to you on impulse, endure it to this day, and suddenly I don't plan to endure it. Because, that man doesn't seem to care about you so much, otherwise he wouldn't let you suffer so many grievances. Just now, I suddenly thought of a very interesting thing, you say, is it possible for me to snatch you from that man? ”