Chapter 54 The heart of the king, I only wish the heart of the king is like my heart
"Sister Xinxin, there is nothing difficult in the world, but I am afraid of people with hearts. If you're really eager to practice spells, Miao can help you~"
"Really? Thank you Miao. ”
For this, I am grateful to Doumiao from the bottom of my heart.
Somehow, Dou Miao's expression of hope now made me suddenly sound the big dog I left when I went to Moxi, which I named like jade. Whether it's jade or bean sprouts, they seem to have something the same in their eyes. I can't say what it is, but I always feel familiar when I look at Doumiao.
"Sister Xinxin, it's so late this day, why don't you say Junxin has come back?"
That's right, Junxin. What's the matter with Long Qianye's anger Guan Junxin, Long Qianye and Su Luohan fight each other, will it be the same as the demon spirit Mu Jinhuan in my body, it is always the body that is injured?
Thinking about this, I immediately ran out the door. Long Qianye is Long Qianye, Junxin is Junxin, they are fundamentally different, Junxin is the first male friend I really made for the first time, I can't let him have anything!
As I thought, I opened the deadbolt and was about to go out, only to find a man sitting on the second step of the ladder under the threshold. With that familiar back, I guessed who was sitting there.
It's just that he doesn't speak, and I can't tell from the voice whether he is Long Qianye or Junxin.
"Are you Junxin or Long Qianye?"
The sound of my opening was so loud that he should have heard it, but he didn't look back.
I tentatively walked behind him in small steps.
As if he had eyes behind his back, he turned his head and asked me, "Do you think I'm Junxin or Long Qianye?" ”
"I ......"
I don't want anybody.
If it was Long Qianye, I would be inexplicably flustered, but I know better than anyone that this feeling is not due to fear.
If it was Junxin, I would feel guilty. Obviously, I myself kept telling others that I wanted to be friends, and I swore that I would be blessed and share hardships, but today I left him and ran back alone.
"You're a gentleman, aren't you?"
"It's not."
His indifferent voice, pretending to be a relaxed tone, made my heart tug when I heard it. Strolled over to his side and sat down next to him, and suddenly, a strong smell of blood came to my nose. At first glance, his clothes didn't look too messy, but they were a little messy.
"You ......"
As long as he speaks, I can tell from the voice which of the two is Long Qianye and who is Jun Xin. There is no doubt that he is a gentleman.
I reached out worriedly to touch the dark red on his right shoulder, it was wet. It's also a little sticky.
It's blood!
"You're hurt?"
"Huh! It's not my blood. ”
He suddenly sneered, and it was cold to the bottom of my heart.
"Are you blaming me?"
"I'm suddenly kind of disgusted with the names you gave. What to do? ”
"Why?"
I don't understand why Jun Xin said this, is there any direct relationship between what happened today and the name I gave him?
He lowered his eyes, and the whole person was lifeless, "Junxin, Junxin, I only hope that Junxin's heart is like my heart, and I will live up to my lovesickness, is this what it means?" ”
Hearing this, my expression was unnatural for a moment, "I don't understand what you're talking about." ”
I only hope that your heart will be like my heart, and I will live up to my love. That's right, that's when I thought of the poem. But if I want to delve into the deep meaning of this poem, I can only say that I don't dare.
"That man seems to have built a thick wall in your heart, right?"
Jun Xin's sudden words made me a little annoyed, because every word he said and every question he asked seemed to be related to Long Qianye in one way or another, "What do you want to say?" ”
"You like him."
I didn't think about it, and suddenly blurted out, "Does it have anything to do with you?" ”
As soon as I said that, I regretted it. What I actually wanted to express was whether I could stop mentioning Long Qianye, but when it came to my mouth, it became like that.
In the next second, Jun Xin's reaction was very fierce at the moment, his hands pinched my shoulders tightly, and his eyes glared at me widely, "Damn, you know that it was me when you stood on tiptoe to kiss other men, and I witnessed you?" Do you know what my heart was like at that moment? ”
I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and the whole person shrank back in fright by Jun Xin's sudden angry and impatient tone, because I had never seen Jun Xin lose such a big temper before.
"How, how?"
I don't know why. I didn't know why in my heart at the same time, and suddenly breathed, if Jun Xin didn't say it, I would have relied on the deep voice at that time, and I really thought it was Long Qianye at that time.
If Mu Jinhuan was in my body, that is, when she controlled my body and kissed Su Luohan's guy, it was really him as Jun Xin said, then Long Qianye wouldn't know about it, so what I was worried about was not there, because the person who witnessed it was not him, so it was even more impossible for him to come and make trouble for me.
If this is the case, and at the moment when Su Luohan kissed me like a nervous person later, it was Long Qianye, and it wouldn't be a big obstacle, after all, it wasn't me who took the initiative, so ...... You can see it with long eyes, right?
Wait, why am I doing this analysis?
I'm a little at a beginning to be unable to tell whether I'm afraid of Long Qianye or what, in short, it's the kind of misunderstanding that I can't tell if Long Qianye has a bad understanding of me, and then just thinking about Long Qianye's cold face to me, even talking like a lump can freeze to death, I feel uncomfortable everywhere and everywhere.
Anyway, I can't tell what happened to me. I really couldn't think of any better reason, so I categorized this strange feeling as liking, so I fled in panic when he and Su Luohan were fighting.
Because I couldn't face up to this speculation from the depths of my heart.
But the fact is that he treated me like that, humiliated me, and never gave me any good looks, how can I like such a man who is strong everywhere, and even loves to persecute me?
"I want to kill! I want to cut the man you kissed with a thousand knives and break the body into thousands of pieces! ”
It was in this short moment, Jun Xin's cold and terrifying tone made me come back to my senses in an instant, and I realized that in just a few seconds, I had thought so much about Long Qianye in my thoughts, and even I felt incredible.
"Junxin, you ......"
"Shut up! Don't call me Junxin! ”
He looked very angry, and then continued to say angrily: "What am I in your heart? ”
"No, what, Junxin, you calm down first, calm down and listen to me, okay?"
I don't quite understand, but if it was Long Qianye yelling at me here, it would be understandable, after all, he ...... But Jun Xin is also the same as Long Qianye, I can't figure it out, I am friends with Jun Xin, don't say that I have nothing to do with Su Luohan, even if I just have something with Su Luohan, what kind of anger is he angry with?
I don't really understand that.
Unexpectedly, when I said this, Junxin's heart roared even more, "Calm down? How do you calm me down? ”
"So what do you want? Did you die headfirst in front of you? Besides, who I kiss with has a lot to do with you? Why are you questioning me so loudly, and why are you questioning me? Even if it's a friend, you manage too much, right? ”
I couldn't control my emotions for a moment, and I exploded.
Originally, it was enough to be aggrieved enough to be inexplicably kissed by Mu Jinhuan's dead woman to kiss Su Luohan, and the solo fight between Long Qianye and Su Luohan made me feel confused and confused, and now Junxin is coming to trouble me again.
What a fuss!
You're still yelling at me!
What the hell, I'm also very bad, okay!
Who am I going to mess with? Has anyone thought about me!
"You...... Don't cry."
I wiped away the tears that unconsciously slipped from the corners of my eyes, and replied in a hard voice, "I didn't cry!" Which eye did you see me crying? ”
"Okay, good, you didn't cry," he hurriedly whispered comfort, and the 180-degree change in attitude made me a little unresponsive, for a long time, seeing that I didn't speak, Jun Xinxin said to me, "I'm sorry." ”
Oh, my God! Why did he tell me he's sorry? It has nothing to do with him from beginning to end, right? And I hate it when people tell me I'm sorry.
"Junxin, can we talk about anything in the future?"
"I ...... I'm sorry. ”
He wanted to speak and stopped, his mood seemed a little low, as if he had a lot to say but didn't know how to say it.
"Well, I can tell you everything. The person you see tonight is not me. ”
He lifted his mind suddenly, and his eyebrows were full of disbelief.
"Didn't I tell you before? In my body, a demon spirit was placed in Long Qianye, who lived in your body--------- Mu Jinhuan. They used to seem to be a couple, but then she died for various reasons.
And I happened to be chosen by Long Qianye to be her soul carrier, during that time, once Long Qianye appeared, she would often isolate me, not let me speak, and I couldn't move a bit, and I also used my body to wantonly with Long Qianye...... But after a while, whenever Long Qianye appeared, she basically rarely paid attention to her, and she blamed me for the sudden change in Long Qianye's attitude, and after that, she would often use my body to trick me, and even do something that damaged my reputation, as far as tonight's incident is concerned, it is her masterpiece! ”
I summarized everything that happened before to Jun Xinting in one breath, only to see him frown slightly, "Then if she repeats what happened tonight in the future......"
As soon as I heard this, I knew what Junxin meant, and that was exactly what I was worried about. But what can I do? I can't help that dead woman!
"That's why I want to practice spells. to be able to contend with her, otherwise, taking tonight's events as an example, perhaps I will always be at her mercy. ”
"I'll help you."
"You know how to spell?"
"Hmm."
"But you ......, no, didn't you say that the previous spell wasn't you who used Long Qianye, why ...... it now?"