Chapter 53: A Strange Sense of Panic
"It's not interesting, it's just a casual question." After saying that, I forcibly suppressed the panic, spread my legs and strode forward, I felt that if I stayed any longer, Su Luohan might have to say something I didn't like to hear.
If that's the case, I'll go crazy!
But halfway through the race, I suddenly found a problem.
Long Qianye didn't follow. At first glance, there is a scene of chaos behind me!
I saw Su Luohan's whole body suddenly leaning back, no! It's not upright, it looks like it's broken from a distance! Unexpectedly, he pulled out the ribs in his chest with one hand, and gradually broke back the extremely bent body that was beaten by Long Qianye. I was speechless in shock!
The moment Su Luohan took the extremely sharp rib in his hand and threw it at Long Qianye, I felt a panic and heartache that I had never felt before, and these senses gathered together and slowly surged into my heart, I didn't know what I was going to do.
Run or stay?
In the blink of an eye, the rib thrown by Su Luohan seemed to have eyes, and was waved by Long Qianye's big hand, and it was folded straight towards Su Luohan.
Su Luohan seemed to be fixed there all of a sudden, and in my opinion, it was tantamount to waiting for death. Because although I have never seen Long Qianye fight, now everyone can see how angry he is, almost full of strength, a circle of fiery red light ignited around his body, and he flew towards Su Luohan.
No, I don't want to watch it anymore!
Because I'm ashamed of what I think in my heart at this moment.
Su Luohan, when I was at the end of my rope, provided me with the most basic food, clothing, shelter and transportation, and before that we were not related. Even though he had many unreasonable demands and a strange temper after I moved into his house, he never seemed to have done anything bad to me, and he never had any bad intentions towards me, he was really like a big brother.
Although I can't put it into words, I have always remembered it. I am really grateful to Su Luohan from the bottom of my heart.
However, now that he is gradually at a disadvantage, I will feel inexplicably worried and anxious for the demon man Long Qianye, who has bullied me and humiliated me repeatedly.
Why?
Did I fall in love with Tatsuchino? Thinking of this, I was stunned like a lightning strike, and even my heartbeat missed half a beat.
The more I walked, the heavier my steps became, and my heart beat faster and faster. His mind is full of Long Qianye's bloodthirsty face! It constantly stimulates my tense nerves!
On the way home, the moon in the sky passed through the light clouds and rose higher and higher, which looked particularly strange.
Not long after, the moon was obscured by a sudden surge of black clouds, and there was no trace of the stars to be seen.
At the same time, there was a fluctuating fog all around, and the alley where I lived was already narrow and winding. It is also an extremely remote and remote part of the eastern city, and the surrounding silence is a little unsettling.
It's as quiet as everything sleeps in the fear of death.
After a while, I could always feel someone following me, but when I looked back, it was pitch black.
The tops of the trees swayed, and there was a rustling sound, and everything seemed so unusual, so heavy and hideous.
It felt like there was an invisible hand coming from behind me on top of my head!
I held my breath and kept my head down, eager to fly back. As soon as I entered the house, I reflexively closed the door with one leg and turned on the light with one hand, all in one go. It only took three seconds.
I know that people always have to get used to those habits that they are not used to, but as long as I feel this palpitating ghostly gasp, my first reaction will always be like today, run! Then two words came to mind, go home.
I finally calmed down my nervous heart, but I couldn't help but wonder, who won in the end?
How is Long Qianye? Are there any injuries? And Su Luohan......
Thinking of this, I really didn't dare to continue to think deeply, at this moment, only alcohol can anesthetize my heart, and only drinking until I get cold can I not think about those things that are extremely scary.
"Sister Xinxin?"
Just as he was looking for wine, the voice of bean sprouts sounded outside the door.
That's when I came to my senses. Finding alcohol, and even relying on alcohol, was actually cultivated when I first came to Dongcheng. Since I entered the foreign street, I have my own soul abyss pavilion, and I have bean seedlings, and I haven't had this mentality of wanting to numb myself with alcohol for a long, long time.
Today I am very abnormal.
As for why, I can't say clearly, it's just that I'm panicked, and if you want to ask me what I am panicking and why I panic, I can only panic and panic. The only thing I know is that this feeling seems to have become extraordinarily strong after I realized if I had that feeling for Long Chino.
"Sister Xinxin? Open the door, it's me, it's Dou Miao Miao~"
I calmed down and opened the door, and Dou Miao suddenly pounced on me, "Sister Xinxin, what's wrong with you?" I waited for you in the hall for a whole day and didn't see you come out of there, just when I heard the movement, I thought there was an outsider breaking in, but I didn't expect to catch up but saw your figure Sister Xinxin, and told Miao, did you go to the Soul Wish Pavilion today Did the pavilion master tell you something? ”
The fleshy palm of the bean sprout slapped on my back as if it were comforting a panicked child. It was very light, very soft, and at that moment, the tears that had been accumulated for a long time burst out of my eyes, and I couldn't help it, and I didn't want to endure it.
I just want to cry uncontrollably.
I thought I would be home by the evening, but the dialect came to me and threatened me.
I thought that I would be able to return to the Soul Abyss Pavilion smoothly after leaving the Soul Wish Pavilion, but halfway through, I bumped into Su Luohan, who had been lost for a long time.
I thought that he and I could just talk a few words and leave without incident, but Mu Jinhuan suddenly appeared to take control of my body and did a series of irreparable things.
I thought that as long as I convince myself that I didn't do the things, that those words were not me, and that everything was not my intention, I would be fine, but Long Qianye suddenly appeared.
There were many, many of them that I thought that there were countless accidents in the end. Also, I thought that Long Qianye bullied me and insulted me, and I should hate him to death, but today, I guessed the most terrible thought in my heart.
Fear, restlessness. Agitated, in short, my whole being was in a state of extreme collapse, and I couldn't control myself from getting worse!
So much so that my crying, from the initial sobbing to the last wailing, those tears are like a bottomless deep well, never ending to cry, never ending.
"Sister Xinxin, don't cry, you crying Miao looks so distressed."
I don't know if Doumiao's words really came from the bottom of my heart, but there is no doubt that I was deeply touched. She's really my first and best friend among women. No, not friends, it should be the kind of friendship that is close to that of a relative.
"Come, don't cry and tell Miao, where did you come from? Why don't you come back from where I first sent you away? ”
I told Doumiao exactly what happened, and Doumiao looked surprised, "Dialect? Is there a woman with pigtails next to her? ”
"Yes."
"This person doesn't seem to be as simple as she describes herself, and the pavilion master doesn't seem to be very welcome. If she really dares to threaten you or do anything excessive to you, I will immediately tell the pavilion master, Sister Xinxin, you don't have to be afraid. ”
"Hmm."
Doumiao looks smaller than me, but she is really steady when she talks and acts.
"Then did you see Junxin on the way back? He said that he was in a bad mood and wanted to go out to breathe, why didn't he come back after a long time? ”
I only told Dou Miao about the Soul Wish Pavilion, and I didn't mention a word about Su Luohan and Long Qianye tonight. I want to forget about it selectively.
"Nope."
Doumiao just frowned, and didn't have it.
"Miao"
"What?"
"I want to learn spells."
If I knew how to spell, maybe, Mu Jinhuan would no longer dare to do anything wrong in my body, if I knew magic before, maybe this scene would not have happened tonight. Anyway, now that I've come this far, I want to go higher. Try to stand as high as possible.
"Spells? Did I hear me right? ”
When Doumiao heard this, she stared at me as if she was looking at something, as if to make sure she had heard it wrong.
I directly took out the book "Alien Demon Spell" that Xiao Zunli gave me and showed it to Dou Miao.
Dou Miao took the book and flipped through the first few pages of the book, "This, what is this book?" ”
I know what Dou Miao wants to ask," Xiao Zunli gave it to me. ”
"But the mental spells above all belong to the category of demons...... Sister Xinxin, you, are you a demon? ”
I shrugged as if I didn't care, "Hmm. ”
"Why do you want to learn spells?"
"To tell you the truth, when I didn't know that I had such an identity, all I thought about all day long was how to eat and wait for death, but later, I don't know why things evolved step by step into today's field, and I don't seem to want to be willing to be a coward anymore. I want to be stronger, even stronger, I don't want fate to always control me, I want to die whenever I want, I want to be my own master, only when I become stronger, I will not be afraid, afraid of certain people and things. ”
For example, Xiao Zunli. Because you don't know sorcery, that feeling, how to say, it's like your head is obviously on your neck, but the presence of someone will make you feel that your head may move at any time. Now, we have reached a deal and benefit each other, and he naturally won't understand me, but what about the future? There are no eternal friends, only eternal interests. What if one day he doesn't need me anymore? Kneeling and begging him for mercy?
For example, dialects. I was afraid of even her little lowly servant.
Another example is Long Qianye, my lifeblood seems to be firmly pinched by him in the palm of his hand, when you want to get me, when you want to get me, when you want to discard me, when you want to throw me away, when you want to yell at me when you are unhappy, such as Mu Jinhuan! I'm fed up with being manipulated and held in the palm of my hand like a broken puppet, such as Su Luohan, and so on.
I can't afford to mess with any of these people!
That's why I want to practice spells, no matter how hard it is! There are things that should be done and things that should be done, and things that should be done should be done, even if I am alone!