He buried his head in my neck socket and suddenly said two inexplicable words, "You love this palace, right, you won't leave this palace, right?" ”

"Long Qianye, did something happen to you? Actually, there is something you can tell me, maybe I may not be able to help you, but I can be your most loyal listener, say it, don't take everything to heart. If you feel bad, I'll feel bad, okay? ”

"Hmm. You can help with this. ”

Hearing this, I was so happy, the feeling of being needed came so naturally, and I really wanted to integrate into his world and share the difficult things with him, "Really? Say anything, as long as I can help you, even if I want to die for you. ”

He seemed to think about it again for a long time before he said softly, "You are still young, and you will have to experience a lot of bloody storms with this palace in the future, and this palace is distressed." ”

"Oh, what the hell are you trying to say? Just tell me how I can help you, and I'll be angry if I go around in circles with me! ”

Ulla said that the queen mother of this palace has a way to detoxify. Hongu also has all the medicines needed for detoxification. ”

"Isn't that a good thing, shouldn't we be happy?"

One second, I was still thinking that Ula is Ula, and the name of the King of Medicine is really not for nothing, and the next second, what is waiting for me is a thunderbolt from the sky.

For a long time, Long Qianye didn't speak, just buried his head in my neck socket, hugged me tightly with both hands, and gently kneaded my shoulders, for fear that I would run away. Then, before I could react, he kissed me on the lips fiercely, feeling his emotions becoming more and more uncontrollable, and I hugged him tightly with both hands. Catch up with him and get entangled with his selflessness.

It didn't take long for my neck to be cold, as if some liquid had penetrated into my clothes, touched my epidermis, and even wet my shoulders, and just as I wanted to turn around and ask Long Qianye a question, Long Qianye choked up, "But there is still a medicine missing." ”

Hearing him speak, his voice carried a deep and restrained sense of heaviness. Realizing that he actually cried, they all said that men don't flick when they have tears, he is such a strong person, he actually cried, and my tears also slid down with me, how can my proud man, a man who is as powerful as he was born, shed tears easily. As soon as he cried, my heart was like a knife, and I felt like my sky was about to fall.

I turned around and held Long Qianye's quiet face back, and I was afraid that it would affect Zhang Yuanqing's emotions, so I could only bite my lip tightly, sobbing silently, my throat was blocked uncomfortably, and I asked in a choked voice, "What is it?" ”

"To take a pure yang essence. You were born on September 9, Chongyang, and this palace is a pure yang person, but this palace has already had sex with you, and the most suitable thing offline is to use the pure yang blood flowing in this palace and your child as a medicine guide to save the queen mother of this palace. ”

After hearing him say that only the baby in my belly could save his mother, at that moment, my heart sank suddenly, as if falling into the bottom of an icy lake, it was difficult to even breathe, my mouth and nose were gasping with big gulps, my cold hands trembled uncontrollably, and my tears hit the ground fiercely, and I couldn't stop.

It turned out that the crux of the problem was the baby in my belly.

It turned out that he was crying for the baby in my belly.

But no matter how much I comforted myself, I felt sad as if I had been trampled by 10,000 wild horses, and every inch of skin and every tibia was painful.

These two people, one is the man I love, and the other is me and his blood, so how can I not be entangled and sad.

"I know, you are a person who is afraid of loneliness, children may be more important to you than your life, you know, Hongu seems to be cursed, and the people who really love Hongu are dead. Nian Sheng, Jin'er, the nurse, the aunt, the third brother, and so on, are all dead, and even now the palace is trying its best to protect you and the children of the palace, it is impossible to be afraid, the palace is afraid, I am afraid that the next one is you, so, you can choose to sit idly by, really, if you don't want to, this palace will definitely not force you! ”

Long Qianye said as he trembled and cried bitterly, and finally the more he spoke, the more excited he became, and finally he sat up from his chair and kept tearing his hair.

This move once again made me panic, I hurriedly pulled him, wrapped him in my arms, and was afraid that I would be emotional, which would affect his mood even more, so I deliberately adjusted my tone and said softly, "Life will get better if it is bad to a certain extent, because it can't be worse." ”

"Then you ......"

"I like you, it's not by chance, I fall in love with you, it's not because of a momentary favor, I also know that I am a moth to a fire and kill myself, but do you know, when you say over and over again that you are happy with me, like me, and promise me over and over again to be very good to me in the future, I believe it, I believe you without reservation, I know that there is no result, but I still have the urge to integrate into you, we are all people who have collapsed in the night, we are all people who have died in our hearts, but it is not easy for me to meet you, it is not easy for me to like you, It's not easy for you to be happy with me, so after I wanted to refuse to have a relationship with you again, and promised to come to Beihai with you to see your father and queen mother, I have already made my heart clear, I want to be with you for a long time, in this life, in addition to loving you, I don't want to have any other wishes. As for the baby in the womb, I am willing to exchange my life for your mother to save your mother, because I don't want you to be sad. ”

When I don't love, I don't have so many miscellaneous thoughts, but once I love, I didn't think about retreating, the child is gone, and there can be again, but his mother is dead, he will definitely be sad to die, just like when I watched my aunt fall in a pool of blood and die quietly, the sadness and powerlessness, I really have a deep experience. As soon as he was sad, as he was now, he cried in front of me without any image, and my heart was like a knife piercing, and I couldn't control it more than him.

He is my life, I will live better after meeting him, if I leave him, the one who will die is me!

Before I completely unloaded my guard against him, what I thought about was to give him a peach and repay him, he was good to me, I could treat him better, he snubbed me, I just walked away, I didn't deliberately please, I didn't wronged myself, but once I moved my true feelings, things were not what I thought. I can't help but want to make him laugh, and I do my best to dispel the sorrow between his eyebrows.

Hearing this, Long Qianye excitedly held my face, cried with joy, kissed his lips fiercely, kissed while crying, he slowly held me in his arms, looked at my face carefully with wide eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Don't worry, this palace will not disappoint you, from now on, you are the life of this palace, and no one will give up their lives easily." ”

And he said, I am his life.

Word by word.

I looked at him calmly, my little hand on his big rough hand, and said firmly, "Okay." I remember that at that time in Tongzilin, in order to avoid your capture, Daddy carried me out on a boat overnight, and when he left, he once told me that as long as I lived, there was no problem that could not be solved, and I could not avoid it when I encountered difficulties, and I would defeat it strongly. I am giving you these words now, and I want to always stand by your side and follow you forward. ”

His tears poured out of his eyes again, and I felt like a knife cut when I saw it.

Baby, pity you haven't been born yet, A-Niang is going to give you up for your father, A-Niang is sorry for you.

"Little Fan'er." He whispered to me, hugged me, and lowered his head to my lips.

I hugged him tightly and let him kiss me slowly, and after a few seconds he let me go and whispered, "Sleep." Afraid that his negative emotions would affect him, he turned his face away and wiped away his tears.

His emotions immediately became sensitive, his expression suddenly became gloomy, and he grabbed his hair angrily again, so startled that I quickly squatted beside him, looked at him patiently and nervously, and whispered comfortingly: "It's okay, as long as you can like me and love me as always, none of this matters." ”

My grief was pulled out again, like a breach in a, and the sadness of a beast came rushing in. It can be seen as if the facial features are soaked in intense sadness and pain.

"Xiao Fan'er, this palace owes you all your life, as long as you want, this palace can have many, many children with you, if this palace changes its mind in the future, it will punish this palace for the rest of your life and end up alone!"

I was afraid that he would fall into self-blame again, so I had to make this decision, "I'm a little unwell, can you help me go into the bedroom to rest?" I just want to hold you, I need you, no one can make me comfortable but you. ”

He let go of his hair, looked at me with a deep and complicated gaze, didn't know what to struggle, thought for a few seconds, he picked me up, put me in the bed, and thoughtfully covered me with the quilt, while he sat quietly on the edge of the bed alone, without turning on the light, not knowing what to think when sitting in the dark.

How could I still be able to sleep when something like this happened, I just didn't want him to fall into a situation of self-blame again.

I turned my back to him, covered in the covers, and asked, "When are you going to do it?" What should I do? ”

"Ulla will give you a pill at that time, you just need to sleep, it will take care of itself, rest assured, it won't hurt."

Hehe, I see.

At this moment, I was undoubtedly shocked.

This also proves that in Long Qianye's heart, there is me.

Because if Ulla gave me a pill to take as he said, and he didn't tell me the truth, I would have been kept in the dark and didn't even know that my child had been moved.

However, he still chose to tell me, and even asking for my permission before making a judgment was enough to show that he cared about me.