010 I have loved you with all my heart
I began to think seriously about going to meet Jingsheng.
On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I lied to Han Xu that Yiyi would come to pick me up, declined his kindness, and then came to the door of Jingsheng's ward alone.
Shen Tao was long gone, and the two men in black were still clubbing like door gods, and when they saw me, one of them stepped forward and asked very politely, "Miss Xia, is there anything I can do to help you?" ”
"I want to see Jingsheng."
I used to do this kind of thing when I was chasing Jingsheng before, but this time there was no obstacle to doing it.
Maybe in my heart, I don't actually feel that I have to meet Jingsheng this side.
"Miss Xia, please!"
The man in black didn't even make a report, and almost couldn't wait to open the door of the ward.
I gave him a strange look, thanked him, and walked inside.
The ward where Jing Sheng lived looked much more luxurious than mine, with complete medical facilities and even its own office system, and when I went in, Jing Sheng and Shen Man were sitting side by side with their backs to me, as if they were talking about something.
Jing Sheng was wearing a bandage on one shoulder, leaning very close to Shen Man, and from my point of view, it was like kissing Shen Man.
I suddenly realized that I had come at a bad time, and was about to withdraw in recognition of each other, but I stumbled under my feet, tripped over my own shoelaces, and made a great noise.
The person behind me also discovered my existence at this time: "Xiaoman? ”
Shen Man's voice came from behind, and I turned around a little awkwardly, except for smiling, it seemed that nothing was right for anything, and nothing was right.
Finding out that it was me, Jing Sheng's good-looking brows furrowed, and it seemed that he didn't want to see me.
I finally realized that something was wrong, and glanced at Shen Man with a complicated expression.
Wouldn't it be a little boring if she let me in under the guise of Jing Sheng, just so that I could witness how much affection she and Jing Sheng have?
"Went to the wrong room."
I smiled self-deprecatingly, feeling like the embarrassment had vanished at this point.
Sure enough, no matter how smart and open-minded a woman is, when she encounters love, her head will also short-circuit, such as Shen Man.
I didn't look at Shen Man or Jing Sheng anymore, I turned around and was about to walk out the door, but just after a few steps, I heard Jing Sheng's voice coming slowly.
"Xia Xiaoman, since you're here, you might as well say everything you want to say."
What do I want to say? He thinks I've come to see him to curse him?
In his heart, am I the same as five years ago, I will only make unreasonable trouble, and I will not grow at all?
It's worthy of Jingsheng, it's really ...... understand me!
Okay, since he opened his mouth so generously, of course I have to finish speaking, you know, holding back will cause internal injuries.
I turned around generously and walked in front of them, and then glanced at Shen Man meaningfully, I believe that with the tacit understanding between me and Jing Sheng, he must know the meaning of my glance.
Sure enough, he didn't disappoint me, but he didn't act according to my intentions: "Shen Man is not an outsider, what do you have to say in front of her." ”
I don't know why, hearing his words, my long-numbed heart throbbed inexplicably.
Although I have long regarded Jingsheng as an outsider or even an enemy in my heart, I have always thought that even if Jingsheng has no feelings for me, he should feel guilty and indebted.
Just because I ignore him doesn't mean he can ignore me.
However, it turns out that everything is just my imagination, and from Jing Sheng's calm look, I can't see a trace of guilt, but I can see a lot of life-
How could I forget that for him, Shen Man was no longer an outsider, I was.