I curled the corners of my lips and glanced at Shen Man, although it was only for a moment, I still clearly captured the smugness in Shen Man's eyes.

Only then did I clearly realize that the so-called T goddess was nothing more than a mortal thing in the world.

Although if I wanted to ask, it was not impossible to ask in front of Shen Man, but I was just unhappy to follow their wishes.

"Then I have nothing more to say."

I smiled and turned to walk, but my right wrist was grabbed by a large palm.

I stopped, turned my head and looked at Jing Sheng with a smile, and didn't speak, he just looked at me expressionlessly, without saying a word, but the hand holding me didn't let go.

This time, it was Shen Man's turn to be embarrassed.

She looked at me and then at Jing Sheng, and finally only whispered, "I'll go out first, you can talk" and left the ward.

After Shen Man left, I continued to stare at Jing Sheng, and after about ten minutes, I felt a little bored like this, so I opened my mouth first: "I'm tired." ”

Jing Sheng's brows furrowed again, but he still didn't speak, but he automatically moved to the side, meaning that he wanted me to sit next to him.

I don't intend to buy his account for his wordless compromise: "I'm sorry, I have a cleanliness fetish. ”

Shen Man was sitting here just now, so I don't want to sit in the same position as her!

If it had been the previous one, Jingsheng would definitely have disgusted me with a lot of faults and found me a new seat at the same time.

But now, he just looked at me with those eyes that still couldn't see the depth, as if he was tired of saying a word to me.

Fortunately, I am no longer the Xia Xiaoman who used to sleep for his smile.

I shrugged my shoulders indifferently, looking at each other and hating each other, so that we wouldn't show mercy to each other, and that's good, isn't it?

I moved a stool casually, sat down opposite Jingsheng, and didn't talk nonsense, and directly asked what I wanted to figure out this time: "Jingsheng, I only asked you this once, back then, why did you miss the appointment?" ”

As soon as I finished speaking, I waited with bated breath for his answer.

At that moment, my heart was extremely conflicted, hoping that he would come up with a decent reason, but I was afraid that he would actually say such a reason.

Hopefully, because then I can finally forgive him, and I'm scared because I don't know how I'm going to convince myself to continue living if I am deprived of even the reason to hate him.

Jing Sheng didn't answer my question immediately, he just looked at me deeply, and after a long time, he said in a low voice, "There's no reason, I just don't want to go suddenly." ”

On the other hand, looking at the ups and downs of my heart, when Jing Sheng said this, his voice sounded too calm to speak.

So, from the very beginning, he was playing with me?

So, the phrase "let's get married" is just a joke from beginning to end!

Five years ago, I didn't dare to ask Jing Sheng this question, because I was afraid that when such a reason, which I had heard countless times from others, popped out of Jing Sheng's mouth, I would feel pain, but five years later, I only felt that my heart was as calm as water, calmer than Jing Sheng's voice.

Of course, I don't want to delve into what is hidden behind the compassion and helplessness in Jing Sheng's eyes when he looks at me.

I'm just glad that I didn't wronged him or hated the wrong person.

Thankfully, my reason for living still exists.