I had a bad premonition.

"After you're gone...... Only...... Someone came and asked me to come here for a little ......."

I timidly wanted to state the truth of the matter, but the closer I got to him, the more I said, and I found that Su Luohan's handsome face was more indifferent, and the slightly cold eyes immediately made me hold my breath, and I didn't know whether to continue talking.

"Is the queen looking for you?"

Su Luohan's long arm stretched out, and the sky swirled for a while, and when I came to my senses, the person was already in his arms.

I snorted with my nose and waited for him to do the following.

"How are you getting along with the queen mother?"

"It's fine."

"What do you mean it's okay?"

I looked at Su Luohan's unchanged face, "That's it...... Still...... Line ......"

"What are you so nervous about?"

In fact, I don't know why I'm a little nervous, obviously I didn't do anything wrong, as long as he squinted his eyes and looked inquiring, I couldn't help but want to figure out his heart, whether he was unhappy, whether he was angry.

"What's the matter, isn't there a lot of ordinary talk? What did the Queen Mother say to you today? ”

I lowered my head and reached out to hold Su Luohan's hand tightly around my waist, wrapping his five fingers and kneading and playing. His knuckles are vigorous and distinct, and his five fingers are clasped, there is an indescribable perfect harmony, pursed his lips and smiled slightly, "This is what you really want to ask, right?" ”

Su Luohan was stunned for a moment, "Yu Xiaodu, you have changed." ”

Has it changed? I do not know. At night, I always dream of some sporadic fragments, and all of them are tears of me being bullied by someone. I still can't remember those days, but I always feel like I used to seem cowardly. Cowardice disgusts me.

"When I ask you about my past, you either avoid answering or blackface, even if I want to ask someone else, but if you know it, you will squint and look at me inquiringly, I guess, you are actually more worried than I am, and more panicked, right? Because you didn't tell me because you were afraid that I would know something bad for you, such as what you said I promised to marry you, and you were afraid of being confirmed. I guess, right? ”

"So that's how you think of Hongu?"

Raise your eyes to meet his black eyes, which are filled with tenderness and persistence that scares me.

"Then you said you wouldn't tell me anything, what do you want me to think of you?"

At this moment, Su Luohan lowered his head slightly, his thin lips gently rubbed against my cheeks, gently pinched my jaw with his hand, and kissed directly between Dan's lips, not allowing me to escape and retreat at all. With my faint whimper, he took me more and more emotionally to appreciate the affection between his lips and teeth, and he slowly let go of me until my breathing was not so smooth.

His slightly heavy breathing was a little disordered, and Qing Yue's cold voice was tender at this time, "Since you want to know that those are a nightmare for you at all, then this palace will tell you, but not now." ”

"When was that?"

"When you become the wife of this palace. This palace will take you to meet someone. ”

"Who?"

Su Luohan's handsome face had an evil smile on his face, "Keep it secret for the time being." ”

Su Luohan said that he was going to take me to meet someone, but I don't know why, a blurred figure suddenly skimmed over my mind, so fast that I couldn't catch it.

Who is it? I had a vague expectation.

Because I want to know what kind of person I used to be. and some important people I once cherished. Longing for those who are familiar, longing to be loved.

"Beihai Dragon Palace, where is it?"

Hearing the four words of Beihai Dragon Palace, Su Luohan's fingers suddenly trembled, "It is the territory of the Qinglong Clan." Why did you suddenly remember to ask this? ”

Sensing the vague dodge in Su Luohan's eyes, I knew that I seemed to have stepped on a minefield again, and hurriedly pretended not to care, "No, I just overheard someone mention it." Momentarily curious. ”

Su Luohan nodded, and hugged me back to the Yimeng Pavilion, the residence he had designated for me. I told Chunmei and Autumn Leaves to help me prepare dinner.

When there was no one around, Su Luohan's clear black eyes began to regain the scorching gaze that only me and him were with.

"Derpy, it's good that you can wake up."

"Brother Han, can I call you that?"

"Hehe, this palace is more than willing to hear you call this palace husband."

…… Can't you be serious......!!

On the contrary, I would rather treat him as a brother than a lover. But I guess if I really say it so bluntly, he will inevitably have a black face again......

"The reason why I want to call it this is because you are more like a big brother who is very good at hurting people and takes care of me more than a lover."

That's true, since I woke up from that cold coffin, he can be said to be extremely meticulous to me. When I eat, he never eats himself, so he watches me eat intently, and when I take a bite, he begins to put vegetables in my bowl. My bowl was never empty, and he basically added it for me from the side. He would silently write down the dishes I picked up the most, and the next day they were all presented to me in a different way.

Even when I drank the soup, he would taste whether it was hot or not before I was allowed to drink it.

He is always cautious of me, and he makes me feel very depressed.

That feeling, how to put it, is that I can often feel that he is afraid that one day I will suddenly disappear.

Obviously everything is fine, but he just has the ability to make me wonder.

I asked as if unintentionally, "In the past, besides you, was there anyone else who was so good to me?" ”

Su Luohan's beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, "No." ”

"Are you sure?"

"Hmm."

Well, take his word for it.

After a while, Chunmei and Qiuye picked up dinner. A table full of my favorite food. The thin fillet is smeared with a deep, bright sauce, and the viewer is drooling.

Without exception, he seems to know what I like to eat better than I do, and when he sees my eyes shining, he keeps putting it in my bowl, and if I don't finish it, he doesn't do anything and doesn't go anywhere, just sits and consumes with me, so that I eat every meal very ......!!

"Aren't you hungry when you just watch me eat every time? Let's eat together. ”

"Okay." Su Luohan nodded and smiled.

But when I buried my head in eating for a while, and when I looked up, he still looked at me without blinking......

"Is there anything dirty on my face?"

"Hongu likes to eat drunk shrimp, steamed fish balls, grilled scallops......"

I asked him why he was staring at me if I had anything dirty on my face, and he said a whole bunch of meals he liked...... What's the way...... Why am I a little confused......

"If you like it, you can eat it......"

"Alas. The palace read the dossier all morning today, and approved the reading of many volumes, and his hands were a little sore. ”

"Why don't you just say that you don't want to pick up the vegetables yourself and want me to help you ......!!"

"It turns out that Xiao Fan'er, you still have this awareness......

Halfway through his words, Su Luohan paused halfway.

I sensed something was wrong, too.

He always called me Derpy, and suddenly said the name of another person, I'm afraid he didn't even expect him to say something.

"Xiao Fan'er is ......?"

"Your nickname."

"Really?"

"Hmm."

"Okay. I have a lot of nicknames. ”

Although he said it indifferently, the surface was calm, but his heart was already turbulent, because of the three words Xiao Fan'er, when I dreamed back at midnight, I could always hear a tender man calling me somewhere.

And that man is not Su Luohan.

I silently prepared vegetables for his bowl while thinking to myself. What else is he hiding from me?

Probably afraid that I would think too much, Su Luohan casually took a small bite of the meal I added to his bowl, and wanted to divert my attention without a trace, "You haven't answered the question I asked you today." ”

"What?"

"What did the Queen Mother tell you when she came to you?"

She asked me my name, and if I was the woman you had in that cold coffin thousands of years ago. It's cold. Then let me enjoy the singing and dancing with them. "I told Su Luohan 1510.

"They? Are you talking about several women wearing red, orange, red, purple and green brocade robes? ”

"Yes. Who are they? ”

"Someone who doesn't matter."

Inconsequential people? I don't think so.

It is impossible for a person to be jealous of others for no reason. The reason why I was jealous was because I got something that they couldn't get no matter how hard they tried, like Su Luohan.

It shows that the relationship between those women and him is not as cold as Su Luohan explained.

"Do you know what that lady is? A woman with a peacock feather fan told me today that she looks like me. ”

Su Luohan's eyes moved slightly, and he stared at her in confusion, and I was terrified to see it.

After a long time, I only heard him say: "I'm surprised, why do you always want to explore your past?" Why? Isn't that bad now? You can tell me whatever you want, and I can give it to you, but can you not always cling to the passage of time that you can't go back to? For a duplicitous man, you didn't hesitate to fall into the quagmire without knowing it, and even in order to save a person who was not worth saving at all, you picked up the dragon sword and sealed your throat with a sword, at that time, you left a lot of blood, if it weren't for me, your own blood has raised you for more than 3,000 years, don't you say that you woke up, you have already turned into dust and bones. Also, you know what, you've been in the ice coffin for 3,000 years, and many people and things have long since ceased to exist, so what's the point if you remember them all? Let the past pass, cherish the present, and live the present is the most important thing. I love you and love you more than I love myself. I've done this to you, what are you not satisfied with? ”