Su Luohan said this to me earnestly, and he didn't call himself the main palace in the whole process, which means that he was very helpless before I always asked him to listen to him.

And while he was asking me, I was also asking myself, Su Luohan walked in front of me in everything and arranged everything for me, as long as I told him what I wanted, he would do his best to satisfy me, what else could I not be satisfied with?

I can't figure it out, and I don't know.

All I know is that I always feel that everything is so unreal, not right, not right.

I can't say exactly where.

It's not that I necessarily want to find out what happened to me before, in this big snake palace, except for Su Luohan, except for Chunmei and Qiuye, I don't know anyone anymore.

No one can talk to me, and there's not much to do.

Who I knew in the Snake Palace and who I didn't, no one came to tell me.

Except for my own Yimeng Pavilion, I don't dare to go anywhere. I don't dare to talk to people, even if it's Chunmei and Qiuyue, I don't dare to give my sincerity. It's just that on the surface, I have to deal with it.

I'm afraid people will ask me about my past that I don't even know about. I don't know anything anyone else says. I feel out of place with others. Subconsciously, I was always reminded that this place did not belong to me. So, my heart can't settle down.

I'm like a walking corpse, without a soul of my own. I don't know what I'm going to do in the future. I don't know what direction I want to go in the future, I just blindly passively bear everything Su Luohan gave me, I will be inexplicably irritable and anxious.

So, I just want to find a few people I once knew well, and listen to them tell me about my past, to calm my anxiety and fear of the unknown.

Really, that's all.

"I'm sorry."

"Yu Xiaodu, this palace is all about it, think about it yourself, if you still insist on exploring your past, this palace can only say that you will regret it."

"Then you can tell me clearly, I just want to know the truth."

"What truth?"

"Who am I?"

Su Luohan's eyes were cracking, and he stood up suddenly, and the surging anger broke out in an instant, "You are no one, you are just Yu Xiaodu!" A constant worry nerd! ”

In my cognition, Su Luohan was rarely so angry, and he was eager to gouge out my head to see what I was thinking.

While he was angry, the anger in my heart couldn't be suppressed, and I stood up bravely to meet the paranoid and domineering him, "I'm not!" Su Luohan, you probably don't know that when you lie, your eyes always flicker, but I'm not blind. You're lying to me, I want to hear you tell the truth, why is it so hard? ”

In the next second, his slender wrist was pinched by him in mid-air, and my wrist bone was almost shattered by the strong hand, half-hidden in the shadow, and he was able to hear him laugh dullly from his chest, the laugh was terrible, and his voice was cold without a trace of ups and downs, "Heh! Want to hear the truth, don't you? This palace will say it again, now that three thousand years have passed, all the people and things of the year are wrong, and the people and things you thought were important to you have long been gone! Now you only have this palace, a person who knows each other, do you hear clearly? ”

His vain frightened face met my eyes, I don't know why, I was in a trance for a moment, as if I stepped on a staircase suddenly, and there was a faint panic in my heart that could not be explained.

I looked at him in a daze, wanting to say something, but found that my throat was so dry that I was more afraid, "You...... Don't be angry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you angry, I just ...... I just want to know if I have anyone else worth remembering......"

I think that such an angry man is his usual posture, right? All those good tempers have been worn away by my suspicions, haven't they?

For a long time, Su Luohan watched my whole person shrink uncontrollably because of fear, he suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me up from the seat, because he was facing away from the door, so the whole person was against the light, the handsome face that was out of the light and shadow did not have a trace of expression, the deep black eyes were indifferent, the domineering sword eyebrows were slightly raised, and the other hand clasped my slender neck, and the five fingers were slightly forced.

Violent and murderous!

"Ahh

In an instant, the feeling of suffocation arose, and the kind of choking throat, that kind of incomparable and severe pain made me full of horror, struggling to grab Su Luohan's powerful arm and slap it, but he grabbed his neck and lifted it up, and the next second, my petite feet hung directly from it.

"Say, you're from Hongu!"

He was slowly tightening the force of his thumb and index finger squeezing my throat.

My snow-colored neck writhed helplessly in his palm, and he didn't move. The anger in his eyes was even worse.

Fierce, cold, like a beast, I was powerless. I tried to struggle, but he panted and pressed against the wall.

In the hazy eyes of tears, Su Luohan's face was gradually collapsing, all his thoughts were gradually collapsing, I felt that I couldn't see the face of the person in front of me clearly, and the whole person was falling towards the end of the abyss. For a moment, I seemed to feel all the light around me distort and tilt.

I shuddered with terrification, and if he used any more force, I was afraid that I would completely fail and suffocate to death. Hot tears fell from his eyes and dripped on the back of his hand, and a broken whimper overflowed from his throat, "I...... Yes, it's your ......"

At the moment before I completely lost consciousness, I was let go by Su Luohan and freed, my legs were weak and I knelt down, fresh air suddenly poured in, she choked and coughed violently, collapsed on the ground, and tears of horror burst out of her eyes. Leaning on one leg of the dining table, he kept panting.

Tears poured out uncontrollably in a frenzy, sliding down my eyelids to my face, down my chin, and into my collar, and the cold touch of tears seemed to cool directly into my heart, making me uncontrollably circle myself and shrink into a small ball, shrinking in the corner and shivering.

The blood all over the body was burning and stinging.

Su Luohan looked at me who fell to the ground, and he was very frightened. He stretched out his hand to help me up, but before the vigorous palm touched me, I was scared, frightened, and reflexively avoided it, Su Luohan frowned slightly, pursed his lips and smiled bitterly, "This time, it's the turn of this palace to say I'm sorry to you." ”

"How...... Ahem...... Not directly ...... Strangled me to death...... What about the hatred......

"Hongu, that's not what I meant."

Hehe. He's going to strangle me, that's not what he means, so what does he mean!

"Enough...... I...... I don't want to hear it! One word...... I don't want to hear it! Will you leave me alone for a while? ”

Su Luohan slapped himself anxiously as he spoke, and apologized to me vigorously, "It's Bengong's fault, it's really wrong, can you forgive Bengong?" This palace promises, next time I will not do this to you again, this palace swears, okay? ”

Because of his sincere words, the haze in my heart dissipated a little, "You...... Ahem...... Keep saying that you love me ......, this ...... Is that ...... cough cough cough ...... What do you call love? ”

When Su Luohan heard this, the whole person was terrified, for fear that I would misunderstand him, "That's not the case, you listen to Bengong's explanation, Bengong is just ...... I just care too much. Seeing you like a headless fly, blindly trying to remember your unbearable past, you don't know, some people are really too cruel to you, at that time, you lived so humblely, this palace is especially afraid that you will feel uncomfortable after you know the truth. And if you are uncomfortable, this palace will be uncontrollable and uncomfortable with you, this palace is kind to persuade you, but you can't listen to it no matter what, and you have to come with this palace, this palace is in a hurry, and ......"

Su Luohan squatted down and said as he reached out to wrap his arms around my head and rested on his chest, soothing my hurt emotions one by one.

"Su Luohan, you...... You'll ...... later Can you not ...... me? I'm so fierce, I'm ...... I'm scared ......."

"Good. As long as Yu Xiaodu is obedient, this palace will definitely control his temper. Since God has made you forget, why don't you obey the will of God and put aside the past, whether the past is glory or disgrace, it is only the past, firmly grasp the present, is what you need to do in front of you, you know? Some people, some things, forget, just forget, at least, you still want this palace. This palace will use the rest of your life to care for you, love you, love you, you also try to believe in this palace, completely accept the good of this palace to you from the heart, and this palace will be a couple for a lifetime, hand in hand to the white head, isn't it happy? ”

It turned out that his guarantee was premised.

But what he said made me feel a little moved. Because, what he said is not unreasonable, instead of trying to explore those things that have long been wrong, it is better to live the present. In addition to being irritable when I stepped on a minefield, he is indeed a person who can be entrusted with his life, or else, so be it?

I was slowly helped up by him, sitting on his lap, the miserable white delicate face was not half bloody, and it was really uncomfortable to walk for half a while before the ghost gate was closed, and only then did I know what it meant to be afraid.

The neck felt as if it had been sawn off with a human saw, and it hurt to swallow a mouthful of saliva, "Don't say it...... I'll ...... later. Listen to your ...... Words of ......"

What I want is very simple, that is, to live in peace. It is true that, as Su Luohan said, as long as I stay by his side obediently, all this is not a problem.

I wanted to say a few more words, but because I couldn't breathe well for a long time just now, my heart palpitations were terrible, and my consciousness gradually fell into chaos.

It was a long, long night, and I had a dream in which I dreamed of all the people I had ever met, and then the face was fixed on a person who stood in front of me no matter what happened.

But in the end, the man turned his back to me and drifted away, and even though I knelt on the ground and begged the man to come back, the man did not look back.