Chapter Eighty-Four: Becoming a Mandala Buddha

"Listen to me."

“…… You...... You continue to ......"

"Because the flower has its own characteristics, blooming for a thousand years, falling for a thousand years, blooming for a thousand years, and falling for a thousand years, at that time, the soul of Nian Sheng is extinguished, only a spirit can be called, no memory, no heart, so I can't help but be lonely, pour Meng Po soup privately, all the way to the west, worship Bodhi into a Buddha——— become a mandala Buddha. Scold! One is in the sky and the other is on the earth, how can I wait for Nian Sheng to come and meet me? In the end, I didn't wait for her, and like those who died before, I went to reincarnation. My father and Yan Jun were friends for eight years, so I gave me the greatest leniency and re-invested in the second child of the queen mother. That's where I am now. ”

"You, how did you know that she became a mandala Buddha?"

"That day, the second day I found you, Xiao Zunli knocked on the door to signal that something had happened within my dragon clan, I was suspicious, and on the way back, I met her. She said that this was the grace given to her by the Buddha, and the time of the fate was when she bestowed the seal on the Buddha. She hugged me and cried bitterly, saying that our relationship has become a time that we can't go back, and she just wants to concentrate on practicing Buddhism and let us all be well. ”

After speaking, Long Qianye's eyes were lowered, and his mood could be described as extremely low, and when he looked closely at the corners of his eyes, there were tears!

"You...... What are you crying for...... Don't cry, you! ”

Seeing him like this at the moment, I can't tell how panicked.

It was also the first time I witnessed a man in tears. That feeling, how to put it, in short, I don't know how to describe how I feel at the moment, the story between him and that woman is really gripping and moving. Although the results were not satisfactory, they loved each other vigorously.

On the other hand, Long Qianye was a little stunned, "Did I cry?" ”

I nodded vigorously......

I don't know why, at this moment, I can especially understand his inner feelings, although I am not a party to the party, but it is like the kind of thing that I once thought that I would not forget after any baptism of time, after many years, only a faint red spot like a needle pricking a fingertip.

He stretched out his index finger and wiped the tears aside, and continued, "Although you are the reincarnation of one of the three souls of Nian Sheng, when I first met you, there are indeed many differences between you, but you are like you, but you are not, I know this better than anyone else. When I first asked for your body, it is undeniable that at the beginning I did treat you as a stand-in for Nian Sheng, and when I met Nian Sheng from the Buddha realm out of Xiao Zunli's Soul Wish Pavilion, although I was sad and reluctant, but on the contrary, I was very calm, but I always thought of me and you in my mind. ”

"After Nian Sheng left, I followed my own heart and fabricated another person to approach you, so that you could feel it again, and when you chose to believe me, I couldn't be happier, and sometimes I couldn't help but show you and you didn't notice. By the way, I never seem to have expressed my heart to you, and I am happy with you. If you can't believe it or can't accept it, you can still take me as a gentleman. I only wish your heart to be like my heart. ”

When things got here, I was even more of a head or two, and he suddenly softened his heart and spoke to me softly, and I was a little overwhelmed.

The impact of this series of events on me was really too big and too big, so big that I felt powerless.

I froze for a few seconds as I swallowed back what I was about to say. Because I also hope that someone can walk side by side with me, so that I will not be alone in this cold world.

Thinking like this, the ten fingers clenched into a fist have been unconsciously put down, but there are too many abandonments and betrayals that I really dare not trust anymore, even if what he said is true, but I can't afford to gamble! I don't dare to gamble anymore, afraid that making this decision will put me in that desperate situation again.

Daddy hid it from me.

Su Luohan lied to me.

He also hid it from me when he went to Moxi.

Xiao Zunli, Dou Miao, Long Qianye, each of them weaved a big net for me, they were like bystanders, watching me jump around with my head in my hands.

What I didn't expect the most was Dou Miao, I thought that I would find her, I could go back to the Soul Abyss Pavilion on Foreign Street, and return to the peaceful life of the past, she was at home to see the store, and I went out early and returned late every day to look for the soul contract, but now, everything is different.

I don't know if they are too complicated, or if I think too simply, I only know that I held a sincere heart in front of her, ate and lived with her, but in the end I got such a result, at the beginning, I really insisted that the matter of bean sprouts may still need to be verified. may not be exactly as Long Qianye said, always holding a trace of luck.

But in this short period of time, I suddenly don't want to toss, what's the use of tossing and turning? I have nothing to gain but to be tired, and I am even constantly losing.

It's better to leave it like this, just go with the flow, don't care who is right and who is wrong, and live according to your own heart.

"I ...... Am I really pregnant? ”

"It's true, the result of repeated diagnosis by the imperial doctor of the Dragon Palace last night."

"But I don't feel any ...... at all."

"You forgot? After you practiced meditation for the first time, the diet that Doumiao prepared for you was obviously meaningless, but you wanted to vomit, and I was suspicious from then on, and after returning to the Dragon Palace, I asked the imperial doctor, probably saying that you were pregnant with my dragon seed. I thought I would return to you after the thunderstorm, but I never thought that you would send it to the door yourself......"

"I think you might be mistaken......"

"Huh?"

"The baby in your belly is not yours...... It's mine, it's mine! You don't want to rob me! ”

These people I met, Su Luohan, when I went to Moxi, Dou Miao, Xiao Zunli, they more or less used my ingredients, but the baby in the belly is related to me by blood, since the old saying goes, blood is thicker than water, we are constantly pulling and pulling muscles and bones, this point, no one can change. Without Auntie, without Daddy, its appearance is undoubtedly the best comfort for me.

At least, I haven't failed too completely.

At least, I'm not without nothing.

So, I can't let anyone beat his idea, not even Long Qianye! Baby, it can only be mine!

"Do you think you alone can conceive a child? As a father of children, I also helped! ”

"Whew! Long Qianye, you are embarrassed to claim to be the father of the baby! Who pressed me to do things that were not as good as beasts, and kept talking about Mu Jinhuan, the dead woman? To be the father of the baby, you are also worthy? ”

Don't think that you can wash away the humiliating things he did to me with emotion and reason, but I have every one and every one of them firmly in my heart! And he is not going to reconcile, remember him until ...... death!!

I had an intuition, one of the strongest intuition from a woman, and he didn't say it all to me! There must be something else I don't know, and one he desperately doesn't want or doesn't want to let me know!

Because, from beginning to end, he never mentioned even the slightest thing about Mu Jinhuan.

She's also part of Hua Niansheng's soul, isn't she?

"Jin'er, it's the biggest mistake I've made in my life."

Look, I know...... So is this the rhythm of stepping on two boats? Then I'd rather run away with the baby than bear it!

"So let's not talk about these miscellaneous things, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, I don't expect you to like me, love me or whatever, don't intervene in my life, what do you want to do with Mu Jinhuan That's your business, it has nothing to do with me."

"Yu Mengfan!"

"I'm here, what's wrong?"

"Don't push me!"

"What did I force you?"

"Is it my ability to express myself or is it your ability to understand? Did you just tell you all in vain? ”

"Shut up! Don't talk to me about these things that you don't have! I don't listen! Obviously, you said it yourself, you and Mu Jinhuan not only got married but also fell in love, so how many lovers do you have! Big carrots! ”

Long Qianye seemed to be angry with me, "Jealous? ”

Oh, my God!! Am I jealous?

How I didn't know!

"Me? Eat your vinegar? I'm not sick, why should I eat your jealousy? A stinky man who has been abandoned from the beginning to the end! With that, I got up from the bed and kicked him in the face.

Unexpectedly, he dodged backwards unhurriedly, and caught my outstretched ankle that had not yet touched the ground: "Yo, you have a long ability?" ”

I reflexively blurted out without thinking, "Does it have anything to do with you?" ”

"Alright, enough is enough."

The cold lines on Long Qianye's face reflected a trace of unruliness, and when he spoke, his tone was firm and unquestionable, as if no matter how presumptuous I am, he will do something to me in the next second!

was so angry with him that he could only slash at him in front of him with an eye knife, "Let go!" ”

Clinker he didn't seem to see my eyes at all, still so leisurely grabbed my legs, did not let go, but pinched tighter, palm against my instep, hot and hot, even my whole body inexplicably felt hot...... It's weird!!

"What the hell do you want?"

After a while, he raised his head and looked at me with his own exploratory gaze, "Then what do you want?" I've already shown my heart, what is your attitude now? ”

"Hehe, Long Qianye, don't you think you're ridiculous? Yes, I kind of like you, but it's just like, hello, everyone wants good things, it's normal, isn't it? Think that using my mouth will make me completely happy with you? Make your spring and autumn dreams! ”

In fact, another stalk covered in my heart is actually Mu Jinhuan. Because I, like her, is a substitute for the reincarnation of the three souls of the woman named Hua Niansheng, but she is different from me, as a woman, I can feel Long Qianye's affection for her and her friendship for Long Qianye.