Chapter Eighty-Three: The Deformed Relationship between Men and Women
"You're lying! You lie! β
Dragon species?
Pregnant?
Oh, my God!! Do you mean I have a baby?
How did I not know......
First Doumiao is not a real Doumiao, then Junxin is not a real Junxin, and now he says that I am pregnant with his child...... Oh my God, this pile, one by one, each one is sudden, heh! Pregnant?
"You listen ......"
"Shut up! Long Qianye, let me tell you, you don't want me to believe a word you say again! β
Looking at the man in front of me with eyebrows like a long edge, eyes like cold stars, and a calm and cold man, my brain is really messed up anymore, to what extent, it's like a lot of needles and threads are intertwined indiscriminately, no matter which angle you clean up and take care of, you will find that there is no way to start, because it is too messy, it has been so messy that you dare not think deeply and analyze anything, lest you have not found the source of the thread but still entangle your fingers.
The most important thing is that when I suddenly look back on my past years, I actually dare not believe and admit that my innocence is long gone, and I have changed from a girl to a woman!
Really, I and him, unlike those ordinary people who know each other, can be plain and plain in life, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, first of all, the most important thing is that he has never shown me the words of love and love, and there is no matchmaker to tell us about matchmaking, I have not worshiped Gaotang, and I am not married to the media, we are not in love at all, and there is no form of marriage and marriage, and there is one point, at that time, I only hated him, but he just broke into my body like a devil, in his eyes, I am just a substitute for others. So I didn't dare to expect anything from him.
When I finally came out of these gloom and decided to start my life again, he didn't know why he insisted on coming to be with me, and made up a fake character design, which made me confused, from beginning to end, and his relationship I think can be described by the word "deformed" is too muchβββββ that feeling, how to say, that is, I never feel what I am to him, of course, except for the synonym of "substitute". And I, who used to hate, now seem to hate enough, and I can't hate even if I want to.
There is another layer, he is the future successor of the Qinglong clan, the current third prince of the dragon clan, who talks and laughs, and hides his clever plan in his sleeve. Turning his hands into clouds and covering his hands into rain, what a proud and beautiful character, and the scene of Su Luohan's decisive killing, his expression of patience when he was seriously injured, and the firmness and fortitude that shot out of his eyes, everything made him look so perfect. There are some things about him that are not good, but he divides people. His person, his goodness, will only give him the most important person in his heart.
As for me, I'm nothing, even if I'm a half-human and not a demon, I can't have any skills if I'm simple-minded, like rain hitting duckweed, as if I'm a person with no future. Even if I do feel a little bit about him now, but what about after that? What happens after that? I don't dare to think about it.
So, what the hell am me and him?
I thought, probably, nothing.
So how did you get a child?
I'm still a kid myself, am I?
Probably when I just spoke, I was so excited, the voice was so loud that even I wondered if it was me, and when I was thinking about all this, he never said a word from beginning to end, and the whole room, the lights and shadows flickered, flickering and dimming, and the atmosphere was stiff to the extreme.
"I ...... Let's talk. β
He no longer refers to himself as Hongu, but uses the word "I" to speak to me.
As soon as he softened, the anger in my stomach had almost dissipated.
"No, there's nothing to talk about."
There was no sharpness, no roaring, because it was clearly known that it was useless to be excited, it was useless to be angry, and it was useless to roar.
"I'll tell you my story. The story from a long, long time ago, so long that I'm blurry. β
"Whatever."
Really, I don't want to think about anything anymore, so be it. I was so tired that I didn't want to care about anything, and I didn't even know why, and I had the urge to die. It's good to be dead, and it's a hundred to be dead. There are not so many troubles, whether it is troubled or not, whether you like it or not, whether you love it or not, people die like lights out......
It wasn't until Long Qianye started talking about his own business that I suddenly came back to my senses. I just feel that my thoughts are really too dangerous!
"I was, about a billion years ago, at that time, my father's body was tougher than now, and my mother was favored by my father, and I didn't need to deliberately compete for favor to get the father's love that other brothers dreamed of, and the days were harmonious and beautiful, without any pressure, and no one dared to put pressure on me. Lift a pot of wine and hold a pole to cool down, and listen to thousands of passers-by talk about Jiangnan in their dreams. Wind and rain all the way, walking alone in the world does not need warm companionship. It was the best time of my life. β
His warm voice, word by word, reached my ears, and it was only the beginning of the story, but I was already fully engaged in his story. He paused at this point, and my gut told me that there was bound to be a turning point here.
Sure enough. He said, fortunately, I met someone in this life, hibiscus flowers bloom in the sky, jade hands and feet, gentle and tactful, warm as the sun in the skyβββ her, is the previous life of Mu Jinhuan and me, Hua Niansheng. He is the king of flowers!
Isn't it, one is handsome and chic, the other is beautiful, they look at each other, and they can think of the follow-up plot of the two with their toes, and they definitely cherish each other and love each other......
"We have agreed on the end of this life, and we are constantly thinking about the ends of the world. But because of Nian Sheng's respective identities, the result is doomed, Nian Sheng is greedy for the worldly red dust, even if he is the king of flowers, he will be punished, and was sentenced by the Emperor of Heaven to violate the rules and regulations of the heavens, not only broke Nian Sheng's immortal roots, but also broke Nian Sheng's immortal bones, you know, as an immortal, being broken immortal roots and broken fairy bones, indicating that Nian Sheng will soon be in the world, even if there is reincarnation, he will never be able to rank in the immortal class. This relationship was ruthlessly stifled. β
"That is, you love each other, but not together?"
When Long Qianye heard this, he pursed his lips and smiled nonchalantly, and then continued, "In order to protect Nian Sheng's well-being, I am willing to suck my own essence for Nian Sheng when Nian Sheng's heart demon is flooded and he has no perception. And I, quietly, died in Nian Sheng's arms. β
How does this story feel familiar...... By the way, I remembered, it was Mu Jinhuan, Mu Jinhuan told me, the only difference is that when Mu Jinhuan described it, he used words like him and her or a man and woman, while Long Qianye used the word "I" to describe himself. It sounds more real, and people are intoxicated by the joy and sorrow inside.
It's just that when I heard that he was willing to give so much for that woman, my heart was shaken hard. As I thought, his goodness is only given to the most important person in his heart, and I, am nothing.
Thinking about this, I feel a little irrepressibly lonely.
"You're dead? Can...... But now you're ......"
"Listen to me."
Long Qianye secretly rolled his eyes at me.
But in fact, I want to say what level of love must be achieved to be able to willingly abandon his bright future and die for her.
When Niansheng woke up, his eyes were full of tears, and drops slid down his cheeks. The old face is gradually aging and lifeless. Nian Sheng is neither sad nor angry, only hates the joy of being young and cold, only hates fate and breaking off marriage, only uses his own plain white soul chasing clothes to commemorate the past of our love, I hope that heaven and earth can record this long love between me and Nian Sheng forever. β
Why do I feel a little wrong...... "Wait, you're dead, how do you still know about her and her thoughts?" β
"Listen to me."
ββ¦β¦ Okay"
At this time, when the king of Jizo had to turn into a monk every two lives to go to Hongchen to experience the righteous path of benevolence, righteousness, and righteousness, he saw Nian Sheng's plain white soul chasing clothes, which looked like the handwriting of the old man, and felt pity, so he agreed to change his life for Nian Sheng. However, the premise is that Nian Sheng is required to make a big oath with his viscera and soul, sign the three-life love contract and use the ice heart needle that can devour emotions and devour bones, and stab a bright red and blood-like flower between his forehead, imprinting the thousands of past between me and her in her heart, so that he can remember the affectionate past of this life in the future. β
"Nian Sheng himself also cut off the skin of his own feet, and poured everything he had to leave me a letter of life and death, entrusted to the Bodhisattva of Jizo, who turned into a monk, and brought it to my next life."
Hearing this, I was already speechless in surprise.
In the end, what he experienced was very different from the feeling that Mu Jinhuan described to me, when she told me this, I couldn't calm down and think about it at all, in fact, there were many things that I didn't listen to......
So in the future of Long Qianye, I only feel refreshed.
"And after that?" I can't wait to see where the story ends and how it ends, and my heart clings to the edge of the cliff. Hung and hung and hanged.
"In order not to be perceived by the Heavenly Dao, the Bodhisattva of the King of the Earth can only turn Nian Sheng into a flower on the other side, hiding it by the Santu River in the underworld, on the other side of the weak water, to create a past and present life for Nian Sheng and me."
"One billion mortal reincarnations, so many entanglements in the human world, have faded with the reincarnation, many long-term people, have not kept their own promises for their lovers before their deaths, only I, still wandering on the side, obsessively do not forget the past, remember Nian Sheng once had a wish in the year of cardamom, a lifetime of life and death with a person. I forgot to say, at that time, I didn't know that there was such a thing as the Bodhisattva of the Earth Treasure, after death, the soul returned to the underworld, and Yan Jun promised me that I could stay as long as I wanted, so I was alone in the cold platform, and watched all the dead people walk through the countryside one by one, looking for her eyebrows and eyes on the other side of the Yellow Spring, however, the providence is biased, and I never waited for her to come. β
I reflexively blurted out and asked, "Why?" β