Skin-to-skin touch, a kiss that is gentle to the extreme, without lust and without any purpose.

Bo Qianchuan lifted the quilt on the side and stayed on her with great care.

After confirming that his stay in this place had no effect, he was about to get up and leave, when he suddenly heard Yu Xi's extremely faint voice.

"Don't ...... Don't ......"

The voice was loud and small, and curiosity drove him to listen carefully.

"Don't want anything? Well. ”

I hadn't heard her talk in a dream all this time, and Bo Qianchuan asked subconsciously, not expecting an answer at all.

Who would have thought that Yu Xi would grab his hand, his eyelids were tightly closed, and his good-looking brows were furrowed, "Don't, don't force me anymore, let me go......"

The expression on her face was like a dead person who had been frozen in the ice for a long time, and Bo Qianchuan's face was pale, but she didn't expect her to say that.

Leaving the bedroom almost in a panic, accompanied by the sound of the door returning. Two lines of tears suddenly flowed from the corners of Yu Xi's tightly closed eyes.

In the quiet space, he whispered: "At this point, you still don't want to let me go, why do you have to entangle each other, you have been tortured intermittently for so long, and you haven't been bored yet." ”

All the strong masks were removed in an instant, and Yu Xi's body slowly shrunk into a ball, sobbing quietly, and the fragility that had never been shown in front of people was directly exposed to the night.

When the first rays of sunlight outside the window shone on the bed, Yu Xi opened his eyes violently.

I didn't sleep well all night, one time it was the scene of Bo Xingyu lying on the hospital bed, and the other time it was the bloody scene when Yu Ran committed suicide.

Constantly waking up from nightmares, and then falling back to sleep.

Propping up his tired body and getting up, looking at his haggard and pale self in the dressing mirror, Yu Xi put a jar of hot water in the bathroom, and after removing all the clothes, his body slowly sank.

I slowly held my breath in the water, until I felt that I was about to drown, and then I slowly rose up.

This is her way of decompressing herself, when she was blamed and abandoned by everyone, she thought about dying, and finally compromised not because she was afraid of death, but because she knew that there was still a young life in her belly.

She can leave with concern, but the child is innocent. She has not seen the world with her own eyes, and she has not yet felt the beauty of this world. It would be a pity if you lost this opportunity because of your own selfishness.

"Let's go, I want to know the answer sooner, if it's really the worst one, there is a chance to remedy it now. It's not that when the birthday comes to regret it, I am so anxious that I don't know what to do. ”

Yu Xi is not the kind of silk flower who only clings to men, she has been strong since she was a child, she was the class president when she was in school, and when she went to college, even among all kinds of excellent men, she was able to become the president of the student union without relying on her appearance, relying only on her strength.

If it weren't for Yu Ran's suicide, maybe she would have left this land of right and wrong by now and went to study abroad in college. Live the life you want, have a petty bourgeois mood, and you can pursue your object unscrupulously.

Where is it like now, it is a pawn in the hands of others.

Compete with the people every day, and deal with people you don't like. He said things against his heart and had a false smile on his face.

Day by day, he became less and less like himself, and his face was covered with layers of human skin masks. No one could perceive her original nature, and the world had good and bad opinions about her, but no one knew that it was not her from beginning to end.

"You, are you okay?"

Bo Asagawa stayed awake all night, and the blue stubble popped out, and it was obvious that he had sat on the sofa all night. The eyes are black, revealing a strong smell of exhaustion.

He thought about it on the sofa for a long time, thinking that she would panic because of Xingyu's affairs, but it was only such a flash in the pan, she was like the female god of war in Marvel movies, always invincible and invincible.

Covered in thick armor, he bravely faced the thousands of troops and horses that were attacking him.

Hearing his words, it was like being stabbed, Yu Xi held the strap of the bag tightly, and smiled, like a blooming peony, "What can I do, if I cry and cry when I encounter something, I can solve it by sitting still." So I'm afraid I've been able to cry blind for so many years, let's confirm it first, like you said, it's best if there is no problem, if there is a problem, we will continue to remedy it, I believe Xingyu. ”

Bo Asakawa looked at her silently, unable to say the words of the blow.

In fact, for so many years, no matter how hard-hearted he is, it is impossible for him to really not know her feelings at all, but the two of them are stubborn, and they are slowly pushing each other farther and farther away, and there is no way to come together.

Even when they are together, it is a never-ending quarrel.

"Sister Wu, I'm sorry for you. I don't need you to take Xingyu to kindergarten today, I have something to take him out. ”

In the past, when he was busy with work, Bo Xingyu was picked up and dropped off by Sister Wu when he went to and from school. At first, I was a little worried about whether I would not be able to take good care of the child.

After a long time, this little worry will slowly fade.

At first, she didn't think there was anything, but after checking some signs of autism last night, she realized how wrong she was.

She patronizes and wants to provide a good environment for the child, and I think that moral support is more important than material support when the child is young.

Sister Wu was stunned for a moment when she heard him, then nodded, wiped the water on her hands with her apron, and said to Yu Xi: "Then I will go up now and tell the little master to get up." ”

"If you want to cry, cry out."

The voice was a little hoarse, Bo Qianchuan coughed twice, and said with some embarrassment. Since he was a child, he has always been accustomed to being flattered by others, and even if he doesn't say anything, someone will rush to please him.

So I won't comfort people at all, just such a dry sentence, over and over again, and say it several times.

Yu Xi sneered, a mocking smile rising at the corner of his mouth.

did not hide his malice, "You don't need to look like this, in fact, if there is something wrong with the child, I won't blame you." It's as if I had decided to give birth to the child myself, and I would take care of any problems myself, and I didn't need you to pity me. ”

The tribulations of life can easily make a person grow in a period of time.

Time in the ivory tower is both beautiful and short-lived, often like a flash in the pan.

When she was pregnant with a child, she was wandering outside, and she barely had a good day, and Yu Xi gritted her teeth one by one and persevered.

I didn't have any hope, and there was no disappointment.

Yu Xi has always known that in this world, no one is reliable except himself.

If you stupidly hand over your fate to a man, and this man doesn't love you, then you are cocooning yourself and ruining yourself, and she will not be grateful to Bo Qianchuan for such a short sentence or two, and open her heart to him.

Once bitten by a snake, he was afraid of the well rope for ten years.

She knew how much disgust this man had hidden in his heart, and to this day he still refused to believe that Yu Ran's death was because she couldn't survive it herself, not because she did something behind her back.

According to the status of the Bo family, if there was really anything hidden, it would have been found out a long time ago. But Bo Asakawa has always put the word jealousy on his lips, but he has never come up with any evidence.

If you think about it carefully, it's really a creation and a trick, and the first man she fell in love with at the beginning of her love turned out to be the sister of her own mother's compatriots.

After the cycle of cause and effect, what she couldn't ask for was something that Yu Ran could reach.

To say that there is no jealousy is purely false.

But if she is really allowed to do anything excessive, she has no way to violate her conscience and hurt others for her own selfish interests.

"I'm not pitying you." The voice was several degrees cold in an instant, and Bo Qianchuan returned to his usual unsmiling appearance, looking at her expressionlessly, with a storm in his eyes, "Why do you always like to disagree with me, could it be that I care about you and it's wrong." ”

"What's the use of caring now? Bo Qianchuan, I don't care what your purpose is, now I only care about children, I don't need your guilt, what I'm talking about is my own responsibility, even if Xingyu is really autistic, I won't be angry with you, in fact, you can rest assured, after all, no matter how you say that you are the heir of the Bo Group, even if I am such a small marketing manager, even if I have the ability to pass the sky, I can't help you. ”

Like to carry needles in habitual words, Yu Xi played with Qianqianyu's hand, and a pair of eyes deliberately dodged his gaze.

"Okay."

Angry and had nothing to say, Bo Qianchuan laughed out loud, nodded, and kept saying good words, Yu Xi saw him like this, and regretted that she was a little too sharp, but the words had already been spoken, and she was not used to apologizing.

I pursed my lips at a loss, and I could feel the smell of gunsmoke in the air.

Just when she thought that the two of them would quarrel again, Bo Xingyu suddenly ran downstairs, obediently hugged her thighs, and the man's god-like facial features revealed joy.

"Mom, I heard Aunt Wu say that you are going to take me out to play today, is it true?" Bo Xingyu, who hadn't gone out with Yu Xi for a long time, said in surprise, with joy on his face that anyone with a discerning eye could see at a glance.

Like a balloon punctured by a needle that was deflated all of a sudden, Yu Xi gently stroked his forehead with his uninjured hand.

Nodding his head, he said softly, "Yes, but ......"