Chapter 40: Panic and Collapse
"Don't tell me you're sick of the tedious work. So I ran home and rested. ”
Yu Xi never figured out how Bo Qianchuan, who likes to mess with flowers and grass in the world, endured those boring and tedious jobs and stayed in the company to work.
She admits that Bo Asakawa is capable, but she has always been unable to understand the existence of people like him.
This-for-tat situation is often the case when two people meet.
Bo Qianchuan was ridiculed by her like this, and the tyrannical factor in his heart was about to explode. But his eyes turned to Bo Xingyu's watery eyes, and he was suddenly stunned.
said dryly: "I have something to tell you, you came to me in the study after coaxing Xingyu." ”
Yu Xi didn't know why, but he still handed Bo Xingyu to Sister Wu first. I followed the footsteps of Bo Asa Chuan to the study on the second floor.
Sister Wu hugged the young Bo Xingyu tightly, and it was even more distressing to see him silent.
His grandson is like a mud monkey, running up and down every day. Where is as well-behaved and sensible as Bo Xingyu. He obediently hugged Iron Man and never disturbed him to do things.
"Come, Xingyu, drink the milk first. I made you a small biscuit, which is your favorite blueberry flavor, wait for Sister Wu to take you to the garden to eat. ”
Nodding, Bo Xingyu tugged at his pants tightly.
The study on the second floor used to be her private office when Bo Qianchuan was not here, and every night after telling Bo Xingyu a bedtime story and coaxing him to sleep.
Yu Xi will return to this place, turn on the computer and continue to be busy with the unfinished work of the day, or prepare all kinds of plans.
Every day is busy, but it's a fulfilling one.
Living in a fast-paced city is like this, even if you want to slow down, you will always be pushed forward by the flow of people around you.
The Bo Group, which only looks at the results and does not look at the front, if someone is caught in the wrong place one day, then it is very likely to face the danger of being stalled.
But you can't be as infallible as a saint, so that your bosses, leaders, and colleagues will be jealous of you, because they need a helper, not someone who can replace them at any time.
"Tell me, come back in such a hurry, what is the shocking secret you want to tell me?"
When I get along with him, I always don't say a word or two, and it has become a routine. Yu Xi leaned against the door frame and stopped his radial thinking.
Fortunately, Bo Asagawa kept his back to her and didn't notice her distraction. Otherwise, it will be another war without gunpowder.
With his hands propped up on the table, Bo Qianchuan said calmly: "Li Jiarui came to the office to find me today, he studied psychology abroad in college, and he told me...... Xingyu. ”
As soon as he mentioned Bo Xingyu's matter, Yu Xi hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed his hand, revealing a deep unkindness in his eyes, "What's wrong with what you say, just talk half of what you say?" What the hell happened to Xingyu. ”
Li Jiarui has an impression in his mind.
In order to gain a foothold in the upper class, Yu Xi memorized almost all the people he had a relationship with, and Li Jiarui naturally would not miss it, as a friend of Bo Qianchuan and a member of the Li family of the scholarly family, the whole person was full of two words, reliable.
And this kind of reliability is completely based on one's own strength, not because of family background and the like.
"He said that Xingyu is very likely to have autistic tendencies, but it is not certain now, he told me that it is best to take Xingyu to a special institution for diagnosis as soon as possible, I don't know if it is true or not, but he should not deliberately tell a lie"
Bo Qianchuan still has one sentence that has not been spoken, that is, Li Jiarui has never said something that is false. If he wasn't already seventy percent sure, then he would rather keep all his words in his heart than say them to arouse the suspicion of others.
His hands were clenched into fists, and when he said these words, his heart felt like he had been cut by a knife.
No matter who is told that his son is likely to have autistic tendencies, he will definitely not feel good in his heart, although Bo Qianchuan has always lacked care for this nominal son, but this is not that he does not love, but he has never been a father, and because of the awkward relationship with Yu Xi, and the hatred for her from time to time, he would rather choose to reduce the chance of meeting, rather than the dispute between the two people affect the child.
"What did you say!" The hand that grabbed his arm was like a person drowning on the sea level grabbing driftwood, and a calm expression on Yu Xi's face shattered in an instant.
Vulnerable, flustered, restless.
All imaginable expressions were embodied on her face one by one, Yu Xi shook her head and still couldn't believe it was true, her voice trembled.
"You're lying to me, aren't you, although Xingyu has not been in good health since he was a child, he is very well-behaved and smart, he will play with other children in kindergarten, how can he have autistic tendencies, you must be lying to me, right, Bo Qianchuan, you are honest, I won't blame you, really, I am joking with you."
As a mother, Yu Xi will not be unaware of what autism means to a child, which is to live in his own world for the rest of his life, and it is a disease that needs to be cured.
I don't know what I remembered, Yu Xi waved his hand and kept retreating, "Bo Qianchuan, I don't want to play this kind of prank with you, it's not that I haven't finished it, I want to go back to the company, and my subordinates are still waiting for me." ”
As he spoke, he turned around to leave.
In the next second, the hand was firmly grasped.
In a whirlwind, Bo Qianchuan grabbed her firmly, and his strength was so great that he almost broke her wrist.
Bo Qianchuan knew that this was a sign of her evasion, no matter how hard she was on weekdays, when she heard this kind of news, Yu Xi's first thought was not to solve the problem, but how to escape.
Bo Qianchuan took her into his arms distressedly, patted her back gently, and said soothingly: "Yu Xi, don't be like this, Li Jiarui just said that he has a tendency, maybe he thinks it's wrong, you obediently listen to me, let's take Xingyu to check tomorrow." ”
"Hmm."
Choked up and replied, Yu Xi was sneezed all over his body, shaking so much that his scalp was numb.
The whole person no longer has the self-confidence and arrogance in the company on weekdays, and the fragility makes people feel distressed.
After dinner, let Sister Wu take Bo Xingyu to sleep.
Yu Xi held a glass of red wine in his hand, looked at Bo Qianchuan who was standing not far from him with some drunkenness, and smiled skillfully, "Do you know what the teacher in the kindergarten told me today, she said that Xingyu is withdrawn and doesn't like to play with others." Actually, I didn't believe it at the time, after all, every day after Xingyu came back from kindergarten, he would tell me what happened in the kindergarten, but when I asked him, I realized that things were not so simple. ”
"You're drunk."
Bo Qianchuan smelled the smell of wine on her body, her eyes darkened, and her obsidian-like eyes stayed on her face without the slightest concealment.
In normal times, Yu Xi would have turned his face with him a long time ago, and even let him put his eyes where he should be.
But today, because of Bo Xingyu, she drank a whole bottle of wine, borrowed wine to kill her sorrows, and successfully drunk herself, but she didn't eliminate any pain at all.
Turning around and leaning against the window, the evening wind was a little cool, blowing on her body, arousing goosebumps on her arms, Yu Xi rubbed her arms, a little confused, tilted her head, and showed an innocent expression on her face without powder, "Heh, you just treat me as drunk." ”
"I always thought that I cared about him, I regarded him as the focus of my life, for him, I could force myself to live with you all the time, I could ignore my dignity, and I would be inferior to the dust and beg you."
Bo Qianchuan still didn't move, listening to her quietly.
Listening to her complaints, his body was submerged in the darkness, only the moonlight shone on the floor in front of him, revealing his legs.
The nails were sunk into the flesh, but the face was silent.
As the saying goes, spit out the truth after drinking.
It turned out that everything she said was true, and those words that wanted to leave were not bluffs, but compromises again and again.
To this day, Asakawa feels that he has not understood this woman.
Looking up at the moon, which seemed to be very close and far away from him, Yu Xi's eyes suddenly flowed two lines of tears, "Bo Qianchuan, I'm really tired." None of you have considered the idea of our mother and son, I just want to grow up with Xingyu quietly, I don't have so many ambitions, I have seen my strength over the years, I have seen my self-assertions, and I have seen me against you again and again. But you never thought about how hard I was. ”
The more he talked, the more aggrieved he became, and Yu Xi had to stop and gasp for breath, letting the fresh air pour into his lungs.
"I just want to take care of him, do you know how sad it was when I heard him tell me today not to let him stay at home alone, that he could obediently listen to the teacher, not fight with the children in the kindergarten, and that he was unhappy when she was the only one in the house."
Yu Xi pounded his chest fiercely, feeling the pain in his body, and the sourness in his heart was expressed little by little.
Seeing her so self-harming, Bo Qianchuan stepped forward and held her hand, half-bent over, and forcefully forced her to look at him, his eyes had a maturity that did not match his appearance, "You are drunk, I will take Xingyu to check tomorrow, I will send you back to the room to rest first." ”
Yu Xi didn't say anything more, as if he was confused.
Let him snatch the red wine from his hand and help himself back to the room.
Not to do anything to take advantage of others, Bo Qianchuan pinched his brows, put her down on the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and touched her face lovingly, and then left a kiss on her forehead.